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Apr 2022 · 560
Double K
Sometimes Starr Apr 2022
Before the final Oath was born
Two were riding toward,
Locked in eternal war.

Obscured was their conclusion,
Giving mystery to the living Oath.

Their teeth were in each other's throats,
Spears run through the hated sternums.

And ribbons of their blood addressed
The royal stature of their lives.

What happens when two kings lay claim
To one kingdom
Is a shame

And infinitely many kings
(I do expect)
Would do the same.
This is a poem about dualism, violence, eternity, and the quantum.
Apr 2022 · 80
thesis on poetry
Sometimes Starr Apr 2022
The only poetry I need is life itself

So

If you approach me with a poem,
It had better be good!
Apr 2022 · 56
I will kill you all
Sometimes Starr Apr 2022
The Throne.

Give it to me.

Now. I want Everything.

I will **** all of you.
Apr 2022 · 78
Karen
Sometimes Starr Apr 2022
The depth of your ineptitude--
Uncalloused skin is a lie.
The world is my callous,
And i am not so sensitive.

I know death like the back of my hand
For every disgusting swine that said i'm not cultured enough
I haven't read enough books
I haven't listened to enough of Gabriel's pointless rambling--
I know death like the back of my hand

And i am the master of this universe,
Not you,
Though you may be some high, or re-processed version of myself
You cannot be anything except me
Because i am everything

And if i have made you my *****
I have made myself my *****,
So *******.

I am the best poet here,
Though you may disagree,
I am also the only audience,
Though this may appear strange to me!

Karen will not be allowed
To speak to a manager
Because
She is not even real
A ***** in the Wind
By the Demiurge
Apr 2022 · 63
Death of a Solipsist
Sometimes Starr Apr 2022
I am dreaming of
Collapse
The aimlessness
Of poetry

The hopeless reach
Of poems that
I'll never read.

What a ****** poem
Apr 2022 · 234
Deathwish
Sometimes Starr Apr 2022
I wish that
You would die
So i
Can go on living
Happy,
Fed.
I'm honestly sorry, too.
Mar 2022 · 90
Sugarcoat Death
Sometimes Starr Mar 2022
There is a brand of sickness I will never expel--
He manifests in ways
That stake your body
In hell
I'll never be the dreamer I am watching,
At least to keep me company while we still sing.

And so I met a suffragette with moonlight for hair--
In desperate need of blood, I drank what she had to spare
And now I think I'll dream a little more,
At least to keep on running from this fatal Thing

With Michael soaring over me,
I am the lowly vampire
I do not inspire
And I cannot create

I drank up all our blood
My love was not enough
We had to let it go
And sink our buddy's fate.

I'm host to many parasites, but one of them is me--
Who compounds the vacancy,
Which meets itself Free
A lot of stars were cast out in the process,
Well, they all run away from me. Don't you see?

I see myself reflected in their image
Yet disparate and beautiful,
I let them Be
I miss them in the dark
No, I will never see you
Again

So bring me to a Happy End
Mar 2022 · 97
chatterbox
Sometimes Starr Mar 2022
here they come
like a phantom leak
as if they could be wrong.

two slender fangs of love
behaved, and wielding truth

wipe clean the ****** slate
drag the curtain 'cross the sky
turn my vision black and say,
"i have loved you
for too long."

i would call you savior
if that was what you were,
but my savior watches on
keeping dominion over you.
Mar 2022 · 74
Sweetheart
Sometimes Starr Mar 2022
some days my head feels
like a loose baby molar.

don't rock, don't, but
rock it with your tongue.

IF it feels good, take it on!
THE joy of life is waiting
BRAKEMAN, come creative, please. With
TURNS of consolation.

MY heart will find its bedrock
WAY down, where we forget.

BY the way, she's beautiful, and
BRIGHT, with smiling

EYES.
Mar 2022 · 64
yakmunch
Sometimes Starr Mar 2022
I'm anchored to my purpose,
But lean into infinity.

The stars, my wistful wishes
For other possibilities

Together, we're all dying
A sad, deceptive snake
I'd say at least we're trying
For someone else's sake...

Lost count of every blessing,
Forgetting we're alone

Right now I still feel loved,
Did we have to let it go?

You're brave, for being nothing
At least remember that
It's worth it to forget it, though...
And odd to be a cat.
What Mew Shat
Mar 2022 · 70
Straight to You
Sometimes Starr Mar 2022
Once I asked a Summit
About a time when you felt beautiful

A time when you felt sure
That God was on your side...

"Once I went insane
And killed a bunch of people"

Someone answered, serious
Awaiting my reply.

There's not always an answer
I thought after a while
Walking through my parents' kitchen,
Feeling kind of strange.

"I stall entire armies. I feel
Proud to stop the fighting."

Another answer rang out,
Coming from another angel.

For a moment I considered that the two might be the same
And feared I might collapse beneath the weight of all my shame

These steps are getting heavier,
My eyes are bleeding through
I'm walking to my grave
But I'll be walking straight to You.
Feb 2022 · 93
Michael's Song
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
You can vanquish any enemy-- (don't let it be!)
Don't let it be me.

God's help is never far.

I trust You with everything I am;
(Your love!)
Foams up the oceans.

God shows in what you are.

Nothing left untouched by You,
Total darkness, You shine through
Total desolation, You seal up!

All Your creation sings,
Master of everything!
Filler of every empty cup!

Your love has won!
Your love has won!
God's love has won the war!
Your love has won!
Your love has won!
Now there can be no war.

Victor over every wicked thing (don't let it be!)
Don't let it be me.

God's help is never far.

I trust You with everything I have
(Your love!)
Soars over mountains

Brighter than any star!

Nothing left untouched by You,
Total darkness, You shine though
Empty desolation, You seal up!

All your creation sings,
Master of everything
Giver of life and seat of love!

Your love has won!
Your love has won!
God's love has won the war.
Your love has won!
Your love has won!
Now there can be no war.

(And if I fall)
You'll be there to guide me...
(If I fall)
It won't be easy
(And if I fall)
You'll be beside me 'til the end

(And if I fall)
I'll be so sorry
(If I fall)
I'll be to blame
(And if I fall)
I will find cleansing in eternal flame

Your love has won.
Your love has won.
God's love has won the war.

Your love has won.
Your love has won.
Now we can be sure.
Feb 2022 · 661
deceiver
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
Becoming her was strange
I knew what i had done
I'll never fix your brain
I'll never be the one

So please, stop writing poetry
I know that you're in pain

If i could...
I'd take it all away.

We'll never fix your brain
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
Back when i was innocent
I laughed so hard i cracked a rib

And that
was how i died
Feb 2022 · 79
Demonic Climber
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
My brain
Seized up
And pieces
Broke off
I miss telling you I love you

And feeling wholesome

Watching pieces fall into the pit below
And making echoes
I'll keep climbing

I'm a demon

I am a demon
Daemon = spirit
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
Oh, pretending you could change,
It was lovely

And you did, you changed in all the same ways.

So I challenged you to change, it was ugly.

'Cause you never moved an inch, love
You're frozen where you stand.

This is where I punish you
For being selfish

I assure you that it's nothing personal

It's just dreaming, love
And that's the way it goes
Nobody knows,

After they know.

Nobody goes

After they go

Just go

Just

Go
Feb 2022 · 103
A Strange Relationship
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
Imagine talking to (or interacting with)

How The Squirrel In Your Backyard Could Have One Eye and a Genetic Mutation Which Makes It Striped

Or

A Frog Which Could Have Been Born But Never Was

Or

The Version of Your Dog Which Developed a Mental Problem and Consigns Itself To Chasing Its Tail All Day Long.

"That is how I see you right now"

...well, then how did you get there?

And what are you to *me
Feb 2022 · 99
aeternal recurrence
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
What if you couldn't be different?
What if it's always the same?
What if that's nothing to worry about,
Can it go both ways?

Wouldn't it break you to realize?
I'd put it all on the line.
Just to lift up a new song to you,
This happens every time.
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
Consciousness,
Consciousness

Does whatever a consciousness does.

Does it sing
From a guy?

Yes it does, it's consciousness!

Look out--

Here comes consciousnesssss
Feb 2022 · 73
Progenitor Quantum
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
The first step i took was a step,
It wasn't nothing
And i made the most of it

You said it was good and i took your word for it.

Now i'm thinking the good things are bad
So take my confusion and set it on fire--
I broke your heart and the only way back
Is to take
That first step
Again.
Have been a little melodramatic. But also, just on a strange trip.
Feb 2022 · 57
Congratulations
Sometimes Starr Feb 2022
You figured it out!

You don't want to enjoy it.

Because it feels wrong
That it should all be for me.

I like your style,

Go ahead and argue.

But you know that it's true.

Just give me something to do.

And I'm just glad to be alive with you.
Just a supposition about consciousness
Jan 2022 · 185
Clowder
Sometimes Starr Jan 2022
you'll be the last thing i abandon,
and i can't stand the thought of it.

(chord)

(chord)

when sun rays charge the sky with color,
not with hate and sin,

i thought that i had better let you know i love you

while i still have the chance to say i love you.

(chord) (enter drums + band)

i mean it *****-- it does, it does!
i wish that i had traveled light
but one day you'll remind me how
we always travel light

never said that i was perfect,
we don't always win the fight
i mean it *****. (it does! it does!)
it ***** to say goodbye.

to say goodbye.

(instrumental)

you'll be the last thing i let go of
and it breaks me to be broken
didn't realize this was math class
would've paid more ... attention

i expressed the need for loss
when i experienced detention

i didn't want to let you go
i should have paid you more attention.

(drop)

it feels like choking on love to love
it feels like choking on love to be loved
it feels like being in love to love
this feels like being in love!

it feels like choking on life to live
it feels like wasting the thing that you give
all my confessions are endless
it feels like being in love...

x2

you'll be the first thing i remember
when i wake up in the morning
but i'll suffer something awful
when i wake up (pause)
and you're mourning (pause)

we could live out the impossible,
but words contain a warning:
there's a snake inside your garden,
my medulla reassures me.


it feels like choking on love to love
it feels like choking on love to be loved
it feels like being in love to love
this feels like being in love!

it feels like choking on life to live
it feels like wasting the thing that you give
all my confessions are endless
it feels like being in love...

(retardando, repeat)

THIS FEELS LIKE BEING IN...

LOVE (emphatic, rapid strumming to end)

(one last strum)
this song is written for The Front Bottoms!!
Sometimes Starr Jan 2022
I see the myriads rise and meet destruction,
With two glass ***** I watch them glow and burst.

Like veins that grew and struck at nothing,
They choke and seize the tenuous sky.

My eyes do sip the harrowed splendor,
Which meets its end in total blindness--
The certainty of self.

They contain a substitution
Hooked up to their backwards cousin--
Across their surface
Swims admission.

Selfish, selfish.
Coming, coming.

Angels howling through the cosmos
Tore my flesh to shreds,
In time

I could never be this person.

That is why I have to die.

Selfish, selfish.
Coming, coming.

Thank you for that pretty warning--
Even that, a purchase for me
I will have to answer for it
Cancer, this equivocation.

///

I am like a cat, or virus
Curl up, cringe into a gyrus
One day I'll have nothing left
But I
Am many
Other things.
Sometimes Starr Jan 2022
The choking universe holds you up to the sun
Your body dangles by its neck
Which is a thin strip of flesh

This is your reckoning day
Your blood
Will be served tonight in glasses

Try to stow this as it passes!

Then he plunged the sword and rang the bell.

The world was not cleansed

In flames of hell
Sometimes Starr Jan 2022
The world is a crooked tower of precarious steel beams and glass
And people whose sole purpose is to infect and destroy my peace.

At heart,
I
Am just a mewling kitten.
Jan 2022 · 89
tapwaterhead
Sometimes Starr Jan 2022
"What's the matter honey?
Tap water not good enough for you?"

Yes,
I see the ***** working.

I'm sliding past the mirror
To adjust
Today's arrangement.

The sharp scent of clove--
Cinnamon, honey and ginger
Will melt her nerves today

I will invite her into my home,
And offer her a glass of Perrier, or Fiji
As I humbly sip
A glass of tap water

She loves that ****.
She will toss back her head and laugh

We'll build our own distiller
And jam out
To punk rock.

I will be subsumed in her
With moans of approval and submission
And she
Will turn her head and ask:
"Uhh, you alright there?"
Sometimes Starr Jan 2022
delicately, folds of skin
holding two cracked orbs of glass
write a poem about something else
don't just write
about yourself
thanks, boys. -.-
Jan 2022 · 63
Covid Soup Kitchen
Sometimes Starr Jan 2022
Everyday i get up,
Do one hundred sit ups,
And set up my fake soup kitchen
It's made of cardboard boxes
And construction paper

I even set the timer
And act like i am driving
And when i arrive, they're glowing just to see me

I don't want to get sick
Or play into this fake scene,
It should mean the same thing to you,
Girl, you're such a liar!

Cause none of this is real
We're all just gonna die here
If it doesn't mean the same thing to you,
Girl, you're full of ****.
Jan 2022 · 274
OCD
Sometimes Starr Jan 2022
OCD
Jay says that he has OCD.

I'm scared he might have plans to **** me.

Jay says

I'm scared

He has

He might

Jay says that he has OCD.
Dec 2021 · 55
Nightmare (FALL ApART)
Sometimes Starr Dec 2021
I won this heart in a radio contest.
Something so beautiful, I should put it on display
It just falls apart, whatever the context
But it does it in this very certain way.

I thought that sounded nice,
But now I'm not so sure.
Sometimes things seem dark,
Like it's knocking on a door.
Sometimes, I give up
And sometimes I get scared.
Sometimes I erupt
But like a friend, you
Were always right there.


|||

Well, they came knocking on a Sunday
Some stolen property, some terrible mistake
They told me I got time
Well, isn't life sublime?
I wonder who I'm stealing from today.

I guess I'll never know,
I guess that we're not friends
I guess I'll hold my own
When I meet the bitter end
Sometimes we find hope,
And sometimes we just go
On to the end of...
A nightmare!

.
for Mayday Parade :)
Dec 2021 · 102
Potato Cakes! :)
Sometimes Starr Dec 2021
2 fist-sized potatoes or equivalent
1 1/2 tbsp. butter, softened
About 1 cup Flour
1 tsp. garlic powder
1 tbsp. ground mustard
2 eggs
1/3 cup Gruyere cheese (sub Cheddar, Asiago, Jack cheeses)
1 1/2 tbsp. Dried chopped onion

1/4 cup canned black beans
1/4 cup chopped broccoli
4 asparagus stalks

1. Bring 2 quarts of water to a boil

2. Peel and dice potatoes into about 1 in. cubes

3. Add potato cubes to boiling water. Boil for about ten minutes, or until soft

3. Chop broccoli and asparagus (you can also use peppers, or your choice of fried or sautéed veggies) into thumbnail-sized pieces. Add to a lightly greased pan with salt and pepper. I added Italian seasoning to my asparagus. Just make sure to use seasoning that goes well with potato.

If you are using fried onions instead of dried chopped onions, fry them up during this step!

Lightly fry the veggies on medium high for no more than five minutes.

4. Take out the softened potato and add to a bowl with the softened butter. Mash them potatoes up

5. Add in the ground mustard, garlic powder, and dried chopped onion, as well as salt and pepper to taste. Mix well

6. Cut up the cheese into half-inch cubes or bits

7. Add the fried veggies, drained black beans, and cheese cubes to the dough and mix them in well. Try not to add too much moisture to the mix!

8. Add flour little by little and mix thoroughly until the dough is relatively dry. Too little and the cakes won't stick together. Too much and they will be too dry.

9. Beat eggs in a small bowl

10. Make palm-sized patties from the dough. Coat each patty in a little flour, and lightly cover the surface in egg before frying.

11. Fry patties in a lightly greased pan on medium heat until golden brown, flipping halfway through.
I love you.
Dec 2021 · 118
Commitment
Sometimes Starr Dec 2021
On the eve of my commitment,
I stammered.
The sky caved in
But resolve stayed blue.

My shifting feet held perfect stance
With heaven howling at my dance
Until it took me in its maw,
My name was Matthew Michael Shaw.

I told you how I loved you dear,
My fractured darling, ear to ear
I swam into your broken heart
Was it I who broke you,
Tasting art?
Nov 2021 · 105
Black Hole
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
Pretty girls,
Rent money,
Used cars and cash for gas,

Rainbows,
Beautiful sunsets,
All kinds of advice for hard times

Long walks on the Gulf coast,
Alcoholic drinks.

Medications,
Days slept in,
Job opportunities and free homecooked meals

Kind extensions from underappreciated friends,
Candy.

Car repairs and music equipment,
Swallowed grief and county jail visits

Everything

Seems to collapse

At the center

Of this boy's heart.
Nov 2021 · 59
Red
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
Red
Red
You tear into me every day,
A blind maw tearing cartilage, muscle and bone

Red
Take your meal, you filthy ****
And leave me squirming in the dust

Red
My tendons snap
But you are deaf
And hungry

Red,
Like your gay champions
But you're a liar
How can they be better

Red
When you buried me
Still breathing
And spit in my eyes

Red

Red
I won't read books

Red
I hate your stupid song,
You passed right by my own

Red
You can go **** yourself
And leave me all alone.
I resent things so much, i dont even write them with my full self.
Nov 2021 · 68
A shrinking vocabulary
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
You should have been
A champion
And folded finely all that flesh
But now your skin has come undone
All loose and splayed
A lazy mess

Your origin begs something more
And shame hangs on your pretty form
So much that now, you start to wilt
You make me sad,
You wasted time.
Nov 2021 · 59
monkey suit
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
don't despair to lose me, child--
i will always be.

listen to the music of your youth
and know it's me.

i have died a thousand deaths,
i'll die a thousand more.

to reappear as something dear,
and better than before.

and if i come back evil
or in a lot of pain
i know i might forget
that we'll be lovers once again,

and if it doesn't matter
here's what matters now:
dancing on my fingertips
and furrowing my brow

cradling this moment
a heart full of intent

a cup that runneth over, yes!
and anywhere it went.
Nov 2021 · 49
matt's world
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
i am inside the body
of matt shaw
black holes
are howling in his brain
he's got a fuzzy understanding of them
he is ...
my friend.

he has been biding his time
right now,
he feels afraid of everything
and i'm not sure i understand why

he wants
to escape self-fascination
because he knows
there is so much more
than just himself

he is worried about being
ten thousand spiders in a row
that all get eaten by frogs
or going to the holocaust

he is worried about his mental health
which seems to be deteriorating lately

it's strange
to be a human during these times
i feel too sensitive
too vulnerable
and the world seems like it's teetering on a chance...

let's dance.
Nov 2021 · 116
steep
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
.

Steep those muscles in blood,
Child
Shine that skin through love.

Wrestle in the mud,
Child
Sift out all that death
and blush--

These fingers, tapping time away
Are not as young as they once were
And may I tell you gently?
I'm scared I may
Have lost my touch.

If you can manage moving
Another soul to love...
Don't hesitate to do it
While you still have the chance.

The road gets steeper up ahead--
I thought that you should know...
Today's the day to spring to life
Let's go let's go let's go!
the period is for formatting

also, thanks to Shel, the man
Nov 2021 · 82
we are pointless
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
tonight i will pray
that every single human being dies soon

end our misery
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
v1
Who wants
To start a business?

Not me,
God as my witness

I think
This whole **** thing
Is just a little bit
Ridiculous

Outside
The sun don't see me

Inside I'm ******* screaming

I wish I'd lived my life so differently...

chorus

But who really cares

Who really ca-a-a-ares?

Who really caaayeeayeeares, caayeeaayeares, cayheeyeeyeah heah hares??

x2

Who really cares.

//
v2

I think I'll run a special

I think I'm really special

"I'm sorry sir, we're having shortages due to problems with our supply chain"

And yeah that's what i told them

But the
Truth of the matter is

I'm the world's least talented
C
E
O

but who really cares
(The chorus again)

//bridge

I want to start a business
I want to start a business
I want to start a business now, now, now

I want to start a business
But I'm too ******* listless
I want to start a business
And feel so proud

Chorus again

Someone yelling about how much, they love, american cheese
The verses sound kind of like the verses from complicated by avril lavigne a little bit but not like, sad
Nov 2021 · 67
Of Mahogany
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
There was molding and trim
Of Mahogany,
Rustic and intricate
Done in the old style

But it was the fire in the hearth that spoke to me

There were enchanted mirrors and magical tablets

But it was an old guitar, smoldering away into the night
That moved my spirit to fall in love.

It was a new beginning,
No second guessing.

Which side is winning?

The moon outside,
Swept into the sharp
Inhale of the universe

There, in the hearth burns
A new kind of fire on Earth.
Nov 2021 · 50
esoteric welcome
Sometimes Starr Nov 2021
she
penned
novels.

painted marvels

even organized ensembles,
with the blood
of men,

men without a love of poetry.

he
said he loved it

and he's studied

just to put himself above it

but this man
is without a love of poetry.

he
built a world
it was pleasing to himself

but had to be coaxed
into a love of poetry.

we are the ones
who keep poetry alive.

here's to the man
without a love of poetry.
Oct 2021 · 80
The madness of love
Sometimes Starr Oct 2021
My veins slowed down
My mind drained out

My guts are still
In working order.

Around the trunks
Of eldest trees
I'll stretch them out like streamers

And gladly throw one kidney to a lake not even looking

The other to a pack of dogs
Man i'm not even kidding

All over Earth i'll throw my guts,
An alabaster basket

And maybe yes i've lost my mind,
But it goes well with brisket.
Oct 2021 · 76
Weather
Sometimes Starr Oct 2021
Love strikes a heart like lightning, and
Sometimes it isn't right
I felt its power striking
But I'm not paralyzed

I don't cringe at the thought of us together,
The spark inside your eye has been the chaos of the weather
But we can talk about the weather

We can talk about the weather
Oct 2021 · 92
Roots drink
Sometimes Starr Oct 2021
Roots drink from the winding Snake,
And roots drink from the lazy Delaware

You are the smooth petioles that anchor me
I'm coarse beneath, sort of glossy
On top.

Fall in love
the Yellow breeze
Sunsets don't
Encumber me
Don't you see where
this is going?
Don't you want
To anchor me?

Clay builds up on riverbanks,
Packed around the roots of trees.
Fire's going down the river,
Set a fire
Inside me.

Faster than the Winding Snake,
Fire's going down the river
Down the river inside me.

You are fire, wind and clay
Send your river through my veins.

I wear the wind like a necklace
And bow to the storm as I watch the river run.
The world is falling, brown and green
Orange gold, and red

You are higher
Than the Sun
Work is done, and we are strong

When I die I'll turn to clay,
According to my dream.

Fire down the cold gray river,
Where does all that water go?
Deltas lease them to the sea
Nature studied, let it go

Carry water, sons and daughters
Tend to all your dying leaves
Send your fire down the river
Give the Earth its last reprieve
Oct 2021 · 142
b l u e - d a n c e
Sometimes Starr Oct 2021
shifting blue
with purple flirtations
the human is found
sifting through

drifting sounds
and ****** expressions
cast out
past the navy

rolled out like a blanket
laced with death's fine dust
stars to look on,

while two periwinkle boats on the lightblue gloat

stars to trust

making them awkward,

AS MY EYES LOOK ON

making them float

doesn't the world ever drive you crazy?
persistent, shifting blue
Sometimes Starr Oct 2021
Living feels like asking God how long He can hold His breath

Now every inch of the mind is brave--
With tendrils recoiled from the cold outside
Slowly failing to find internal warmth

Steel railings and the dead grass of winter
Concrete barriers and withered flesh seep under my skin
To find the verdant fields of my youth...

They are here to stay, in my world they are projected:
An amalgamation of things
Rushing past my eyes
Too fast to really see, too fast for words...

Next comes summer, only my tongue is a sour piece of meat
And stones have grown throughout my body
So I look up, and out
to forget

Then a smattering of warm rain
Before winter finds my bones again,
hiding

... See the green peeking through the rubble
Of our ravaged city
And know that lysis can occur at any time,
And live intently

Then, my heartbeat knocks against itself

It's heaven or hell
Frustrated with the fruit inside
Oct 2021 · 66
Hopeless Skies
Sometimes Starr Oct 2021
Something broke inside the sky
I think it's me
I don't know why
Don't throw out those twinkling lights
Nevermind, they let me down

I remember every time
You heaped it on
Or squeezed it out
Stop pretending i forgot
We'll do it all again some other time

I don't know how **** got this way
But i don't feel the same anymore
Dash whatever i thought i had
You know every, better door
Oct 2021 · 102
Don't Read This Book
Sometimes Starr Oct 2021
Hide me from the horizon--
Its open skies
Burn my skin

And i don't want to look
At the end of the book
When i've yet to really begin

But the book was already written
Its plot was already played
So why am I so nervous,
If I already have it made?

Because I know a world of roses.

What's on the other side?

If there is a horizon,
I guess i'll have to hide.
Sometimes Starr Oct 2021
A somber admission that the wind isn't real
I'm hiding a wound in my side and i wince when i find
Underneath my skin
Is plastic

But the boy thought he was made of magic.

Nothing personal, woe-potentiation is in the taste of moldy leaves
Pressed flat with rain to the pavement of your hometown, like you
You scintillating *****
You, trading your talents for self-amusement
You, burning yourself in pieces and they'll never know
Never know what we could have been
For no reason

Closing off to the world in the dumbest, most unnecessary way
Burnt ashes on your lips will you kiss the cigarette backwards,
*****,
Travesty,
*****.

Breaking up with yourself is the best thing you can do, admit it
The wind isn't real
Love is a drug
We apportioned out for ourselves
Now cover my mouth with your hand and suffocate me because I said it
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