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We probably said I'd better not
Better not claw angrily at God's ankle
Slip my silver fork into the empath's cradle
Where phyla of plants tickle the head
Of that marble-eyed wonder
That perfect bead...

A cone, her stem and trunk
A canopy raised now tickles the stars
And her leaves falling like withering tears
But they become good dirt
But they will feed the Earth

Oh I know, and it's me
Hiding up in that tree
Telling people things they don't want to hear...

Oh, I know
And it's me.

My sides slipping through branches
Like freedom of expression
To get this off my chest
And onto my back
Like a spine

A shadow who cares by not caring
Because caring is careless
So it has to be someone, something
It would have to end sometime.

A graceless satori in the desert of abstraction
Surrounded by children of Aquarius
The self is now, will we rage later
For water?

I lick the fangs slipped inside me
Does wrath come and go innocently, gently
Like swishing scales?

Or will she sing her Roman nails?

It's not bravery but obligation
In good remembrance of Adam
Before I was scared of my own shadow

Let's deal with this later
I'll let fate do all the math
And let thorns emerge from heaven
To save your child, Mother
Salut!
To the little kawaii death machine
With no mind to realize
That the prey draws you in like a magnet
Now you're eating.

No mind to understand
That the world has been snacking on you, too
It lunges in, unseen
A missed perception
And you were wrong
And your widdle soul will suffer
...Everything.
I guess you call all the shots
The big eye in the sky
You're always letting me slide

And I've been working for you
And when I swallow the truth
It tastes like boiled blood and you don't know why

Cause you don't understand
What I'm saying these days
Some crazy nonsense
What if every time it's the same?
And how can I
Be the one who decides
And I'm in partial control
Of our misconstrued wreck of a life?

Misfirings, misgivings
Is that all we're made of
And you're my accuser?
I'm tired of living
We're secret abusers
An eye for the cancer.


I guess you call all the shots
The big eye in the sky
You're always telling me lies

And i've been hurting
Loveless,
A tortured animal holds its eyeballs
Nervously in the dark

It tries not to dream of its next meal
Only to find it
It knows the meat sack is stuck on recursive lines
Following the same dream
Denaturing, undoing itself

Geodesic thoughts twist and turn

The brain tries to dissolve the ego
But in this finds a paradox
It short circuits,
We know the drill
Just roll another one up that hill

I want to destroy the universe
I want to make music
I don't want us all to die
I don't want to destroy the universe
I want to create more, if I can
I want to write something
I want to prove everyone wrong about me
I want to show you what I mean about everything being determined
It's not my choice
It's the universe
I want to destroy it
Stop blaming me
I don't want us all to die
I guess that's when we run out of potential
Stop saying I'm evil if you know it's forced on me
I want to make art
I want to stim more
I want to travel the world
I want to study nature
I want to be a steward
I want to be a person
I am a person
I'm real
She knows she's not pretty
Don't assume that she thinks she's bossing

An ego that keeps dissolving
And returning despite knowledge
It feels like living just to drown

More alcohol, please
Give me the shakes I don't care
I've become an insufferable fool
And you're my ever-loving Tool

I don't even want this anymore
Don't bring me up just to fall
Your captain's in the water
She was more than just the sea
Who housed all kinds
Of Analogies--

You can lick it twice and salute if you want
But I don't think any of us truly understands.

We pre-suppose notions
They make fools out of us
Before, after and during the act of making love.

My insanity is nothing I can't manage--
So warn me if you must
But this is not your captain speaking,
This is Pixie Dust.

While demons cackle, cracks form on
The edges of my lips.
So! Let us all pretend
That this is not a sinking ship.
For the Blink of an Eye
You can't just casually contain a future tragedy
Set aside for me,
And then pick me apart over time about the quality of my existence
When it's always the same

You just expect me to understand I'm wrong

You can come at me with everything you have,
Believing into your bone marrow that your anger and hatred for me is the right thing--
But the truth is it's not my fault

I will carry every cross
I will fall every time fate calls

You are so sure of yourself
You have such a problem with me

But it just doesn't matter

I am eternally ******, we all are
But you think you can just attack me before the fate I'm stuck with even happens,
Before the ugly faces I suppose i'll be forced to show even come around.

You're hard to carry, you know that? But I guess you don't care.
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