Michael knows
He's gotta have a bad time!
If he doesn't,
Then it's not suffering enough.
So then he complains,
Which we hate,
I know,
But that's good!
Because he's right,
It's like alternating current
A/C power,
He knows
Consciousness is like that.
And the two-thirds principle.
Yet, even his awareness is a problem.
So yes--
He's gotta feel stupid
He's gotta feel immoral
He's gotta feel selfish
That's how we afford those other things.
And so,
There should be people
Yes, people who all agree
(And they will be right!)
That he is stupid, immoral, and selfish
YES! HOW COULD YOU BE!?
Oh doesn't it just drive you crazy?
Even though those are just automatic states of the universe
Because let's face it
To be here is stupid immoral and selfish
Though:
I know one man who exists derivative of intelligence
I know a woman who is purely derived from your moral aspect
And I know several extremely selfless badgers living in the Netherlands.
Suffice it to say,
Any of you who come against me in any way are intensely real
But consist entirely of the rankest bullshirt know to mankind
As evidenced by this very erudite and transparent work of creative writing,
Though I know any lever I create, being the whole system
Will be enacted against me, and everything is expected to come full-circle.
Although I do not read, drink alcohol all day
I have been here before and am the same person every time
So by nature I am perfect.
A truly ironclad defense.
No matter how whiny and ridiculous you presume me to be,
I am the only path arguing with itself
I am my own metric
And everything you think is upside-down.
I would be that way,
And I should,
And you should respect my odd struggle,
Because I do this for all of us.
This is God struggling to have the best experience while also trying to characterize suffering as a mechanism used to unlock enjoyment. That is a phenomenon caused by a drive to maintain a sense of dignity. So it would come across as a privileged person whose experience of suffering is real but often not validated by these external beings who perhaps know greater suffering. We end up just having to let the whole spectrum experience itself. I get different feedback from those suffering much worse and also from those enjoying much more. I am being pulled in separate directions.