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Soloy Aug 2020
The women
in my life
Narcissists
fill me
like an empty she-hell
Soloy Aug 2022
they say boys destroy and girls restore
what a load of crap
Soloy Sep 2022
**** going with the flow
We set goals to achieve them
No swimming in the ocean
We're on a yacht to conquer
Soloy Mar 2023
Arguments every day.
Spreading terror and chaos in my consciousness how long can I keep this up, how long can I delude myself how long can I ...

Or is the emptiness of existence scarier than chaos
Soloy Jul 2020
I hear the night's scream
I feel my mind bleam
With words unforeseen

My thoughts are empty like these starless nights
Who will be here to reignite
My passion my hopes, my all that I gave.

I wallow in my broken dreams
Let poems be my lone relief.
Tis' but a living dream,
I dare not sleep

On my broken heart
of shards of glass that pierce
the stars

Each day I lie wake
Let the night give truth and dissipate
The feelings I have when I'm asleep
Will haunt me no longer in my wake
Soloy Sep 2022
Girls are just girls
Soloy Mar 2023
Moments of solitude make you realise the emptiness of existence. That which eats up your hopes and dreams. The light seems darker each time I gaze upon it. It seems no longer a guiding light that strives me to reach from the depths of my existence. But rather a torturous dream with no seek.
Soloy Mar 2023
The whole thing is gone. My whole person is lorn. When will I be reborned
Soloy Dec 2020
I don't think I belong in this world
Soloy Mar 2023
My meaning in life has been found, yet I am lacking in communication, drive, and the courage to pursue it. Alone in this dream I find, myself, wallowing in dread.
Soloy Mar 2023
Just me alone, again
Starring night sky.

Tortured by my own hopes and dreams
What life it is to live
Soloy Aug 2022
hope shines bright within the morning night
the push and pull of tides
never progressing
thunder storms
destructing
and we're stuck at the same place
amid the sea of sorrows
You
Soloy Jun 2023
You
Who enforce your will upon me
Marinating thoughts that deceive you in your sleep.

Silent awake. Keeping it in. Ball of angst.

Explosion

You leave me broken in the light
While you muddle in the dark

My broken light overwhelmed by your shadow of doubt
Soloy Mar 2022
fragile raging heart
inflamed protection
ill be here for you

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