You were probably my very best friend So far in all my life We would cuddle together on the porch There was no need for words But if there was something I wanted to say I would whisper it in your ears You’re not here now And summer days are spent reminiscing you
**~Marian~
For the neighbor’s dog. (He was a Dalmatian.) I wrote this today! I really miss him since he was hit on the road. It didn’t really hurt me until years later. He really was my best friend. RIP, Dallas. <3
This body depriving me within Tints of sorrows conjured up— In stains of abstinence of pure hollow I couldn't breathe last night My blood clogged up by my sins Impasse on notions of my denial
These paths lead me to dusk At dawn I break just to fall again I tried my best only to be drowned-— Repetitively in this weir of waste These eyes have not seen the world Only norms that understood my roots of pain
I hid in places that no one knew Its host brought me to this ecstasy of elation Only to realized it’s a transient rapture Only to torment & torture my desires I saw my reflection inside these glinting bubbles Scars of contempt & disgust Filled my heart with pure dejection
Is this what I’m left with? Will tonight be my time? Will I be free? From myself From the ache, The mask, The cruel beneath— From the endless war inside of me.
Erennwrites
Are we all really free? Choose before you lose, Your mind.
A new year, A new chance Improve yourself Laugh, stay the same Commit the same sins Commit new ones Learn, forget Fail again We are not malleable creatures Embrace your endless propensity to **** up
Inadvertently made my first concrete poem (a bomb, I guess?)