Only a rose to give,
A moment best to live.
Only a song to comprehend,
For getting lost in the beautiful blend.

Only a few words to say,
And let silence work its own way.
Only a second to take
To put that heart at stake.

Only a second to take,
To jump over feelings and turn away.
Only a few words to say,
To show that all considerence was false play.

Only a song to comprehend,
To break a life and never mend.
Only a rose to give,
To see it being stamped over and over
                                    .......dying to live.

When the blues have faded,
And the greys destroyed
Will the bright yellows
fill my life with immense joy?
When the jet black nights
lead the way,
For the orange sunny morns
Will the hilly greenery rise
piercing through the dawn?
When the red anger drowned face  takes a deep breath
Will a pinkish peace arise
and lead to sorrow's death?
These purple scars must perish
And a white truce may come to life
When the beautiful hazel eyes
Look fulfilingly into the violets of destination that has come into sight.

I stay here.
Away. Far away. Out of reach.
Craving for a sound, like a dying soul for breath
watching the movie of memory
picturing everything lost
Moving away are the events that passed
Shadowing my imagery,
Blackening the light.
Darkening the day,
Closer to  the night.
Mind wandering, soul floating
a blinding power, a helplessness
developing in me
Will this night remain for life?
Will the day ever come?

Dilemma created.
A heart inflated.
Where am I situated?
Here.
*Away, far away, out of reach...

In eyes, lie mystery
of prolonged past or lively present
of thoughts for future or regrets for history

Events, happy or sad
Tragedies, maybe worst had
Eternity have these eyes seen
From picturesque valleys to
most horrifying situations ever been.

Here do immense feelings reside,
of sorrow, grief, of love or joy.
Lengthy stories, these eyes say
All inexpressible emotions here lay.

The beauty of life or the hearts' loudest cry,
All breathe in this living eye
And may the humans be dishonest

**Yet these eyes never lie.

"My father sent me this!"
She told me that day.
Her eyes gleaming, putting on the widest smile on her face.
That face, those eyes, left on me such a mark
For hidden there was a secret blinding dark.
Forbidden to be told, hidden under a little stole,
The stole worn by her family,
who dared not disturb her from tranquility.
She wore that red frock and jumped up and down
Oblivious to so much, had no trace of even a little frown
But every single word from her mouth made me sigh
For how long could this girl live in the shadow of such a lie?
How could solace get a grip on her when the truth unfolds?
How would she react to new found realization once she breaks of from her mold?
Then,
Would she remain as lively she is today?
Would she still chirp, come out and play?
Would she be able to contain that heavy pain?
Would those streams of tears wash away and make her more sane?
Slowly and Steadily, she may move away,
Maybe with anguish and a lot of emptiness,
But still will live all her days.

For long she survived, believing on a person non existent
She believed in his presence even in his absolute absence
She felt his warmth even as he lay cold

And thus.
She will be able to bear this pain incompetent
She will live hopefully, still trusting on his reality

And one day she will surely meet, to the one who she gave so much love,
upon whose existence she had so much trust..
How? I don't know.

Maybe in her thoughts or actions,
or in herself or her trails
She will find him
And that's for sure.
Any time, every moment she will find him in store.

I bid adieu to you, oh friend.
Wishing you a sweet life in the future,
May be we weren't meant to end,
long or together.
Since all's lost, and nothing's left,
Since all emotions are in vain,
I bid adieu to you old friend,
Don't think you weren't dear.
You chose to stay away and smile,
So, I smile back from the distance
The moments we cherished will sting for life,
But, scars of our friendship won't perish,
Since you are happier that way,
Since you are more content,
I bid adieu to you dear friend,
I'll remember you till the judgement.
Your memories won't die,
they will torture my brain,
But, love for you will still remain
In some part of my conscience.
Since the thorns of the change don't ***** you,
Since you have no regrets,
This break of thread will never mend,
So a last adieu, my friend.

I never let you see any pain from my side,
I cried, I wept and spent many a sleepless nights
But none, none did I let you see
I stayed yet cheerful as I could be
I changed the look of the very me
Because, I thought you would get stressed looking into my insight,
Because, I did not realize that you were the reason which stopped me from my flight,
The fear of losing you made me feel anxious every time,
I thought losing you meant losing my life’s rhyme.
But, I know now the mystery that you bore,
I know now the untrue look that you wore
I know now how treacherous you were,
For you are 'happiness' sometimes here, sometimes there.