I heard our song today,
My mind ran instantly to us.
My heart skipped more beats than it pumped
My mouth ran dry and my hands begin to shake.
The feeling left as fast as it came when i pictured your face.
I still smell your cologne and remember how you feel,
If anything's wrong, you made it your job to heal it
Like when you walk into a room, my heart stood still.
The world you promised me the day you found out that you were a father to be.
Even though it didnt pan out the way we'd hoped you never once made me feel like anything less than perfect.
Regret and sorrow now replace the joy and bliss that once accompanied your name.
Now that you've gone, my world will never be the same. While its true life must go on, a world without you just seems so wrong. My closest friend right to the end, i can never comprehend why you'd leave like this.
I sit alone now in the darkness of despair.
I cry my silent tears,
My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces.
The silence is deafening to my ears.
The darkness frightens me,
The shadows climb the wall.
The loneliness surrounds me,
It takes my breath away,
This is the pattern of my life,
Since that awful, dreadful day.
Without a clue
Without a hint
Of what was yet to be,
I guess you needed to meet with god personally.
I walk, I talk. I carry on
When the sun pokes out its head
But when darkness falls
And evening comes
I cannot go to bed.
For this is when I miss you most of all
When I curl into a little ball
And cry those silent tears.
Watching the phone,
Waiting for you to call.
Our anniversary is coming up soon
I dread that day for if not like any other day
I'll think of you,
I have only just lost you the pain is hard to bear,
Do I have to go through life knowing you're not there
please some one explain to me i really need to know why you had to do this to me
I sit here and remember all the beautiful times we shared, they were once in a lifetime memories, a Cinderella story,
the talks, our laughter, our walks under the stars
I am told the pain will ease in time
and I will think of you without a tear
but that will be impossible as I need to have you here
You were my world to me my ever guiding star
Just kiss me softly on the cheek and tell me you are happy where you are.
At least that way ill know, just for that reason, you had to go...
To my husband