Do not weep for me
For I feel peace and freedom
I feel immense love which expands far beyond this world
I now understand everything

Do not weep for me
Rather, be still and breathe through your pain
See how my death has opened your heart and your mind
To see all the love, courage and strength within you..

Walk with me on this journey we are on
Include me in your dreams
Believe in me when no-one else will
Dance with me when I achieve all that I can
Guide me back on the path when I stray
And if I turn my back on the sun
Let me go……

Eons ago, when the stars
where just learning
their place in the sky
A whisper was sent out
crossing over the centuries
I heard it through your eyes
telling me to open mine
and allow those blue swirls
to color paintings in my life

the voices said
there's nothing like
waking up deep into the night
and not hearing any voices

and I believed them

if I knew I was
going to die
tomorrow
would I spend today
writing more
or
saying goodbye to my loved ones?

hardest choice of my life

maybe I'll write my goodbye
in the form of another poem
to make the best of both worlds

People like you die young, she said
You don't drink, don't
do drugs, eat healthy, rarely
go out, rarely meet new girls

But you keep on writing, boy, you
keep on writing
and that's enough to outweigh
all the above

You'll see

best part about having no friends
is having no enemies either
best part of having no significant other
is being able to feel whole by yourself
best part of solitude is
solitude
best part of loneliness is...
I wouldn't know that. I never
felt lonely.

the last time he went out of
his mind he liked it
so much there
that he never came back

not even after the
alcohol left
his blood

he keeps writing to this day

addresses women with 'sweangel'
a combination of sweet
and angel, I guess

but never spends more
than a matter of weeks
with any of them

some take pity on him
and some morbid curiosity

but no one loves him
truly
only his insanity