Lost in thoughts
No creativity
Trapped in a box
Sealed with ice
It's so cold
Can't seem to open my eyes

Mind constantly running
Can't seem to catch up
Blank stares
Images of white pages
Goodness gracious
These depressing phases

Once a brightly colored
coloring book
Now a black, & white
news paper
With slowly vanishing words
& images..

Seasonal depression is in session
I'm losing grip of my reflection
through these winter storms
& no true connection
Spring, Summer, Fall
I need it all
Concentration, & meditation
Spiritual healing in Nature
is what I am truly in need of

I am truly mind blown
by how this life we live goes
The most beautiful people
with big hearts, & golden souls
are always the ones that seem to go
Leaving an imprint in our lives
Opening our eyes
to realize, that the good ones go
& we are left alone
with the rest
Questioning, whether we are one of the best..

A bite of the forbidden fruit
has poisoned this berries youth
**** snake in the grass
did not speak with truth
Should have never trusted in you

Someone once told me,
when you truly love someone,
you'll fall in love with their eyes.
Why? You may ask.
It is because, eyes never lie.
They will not age.
They will not change..
even if their feelings fade,
their eyes will remain the same.
It is like looking into a kaleidoscope.
A collage of dreams, memories,
& the universe within their soul.
When they begin to get old,
& their hearts turn cold,
their eyes..
Their eyes will forever stay gold.

Winter season
Cold, dry breezes
In this white Winterland
my heart tends to freeze
Death like trees
bring sadness to me
Feeling so weak
with shivering knees
Shouting for Spring time
to please rescue me

A mind built of armor
& a soul made of gold
A heart wrapped in thorns
in which you cannot take a hold
This body is so cold
Lay me in hot water
& I'll shall explode
A glimmering mist
in the most beautiful way, I'll go..
I Am Gold.