Heart of love
Why are you broken
You bleed for demons
And run from the angels

I am shattered of broken promises
And vivid memories that linger
Inside of me- waiting to disappear

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As I lay here conscious of my arduous heartbeat
The pain is a familiar sound
Distant memories are vivid
And my sensation is numbing
I close my eyes envisioning the love I once felt
Giving myself away with trust
Then my heart put in chains
When the chains were broken-the fragments still lay in me
Making me more and more aware of my beating heart
Running from the pain of a lie I once lived

The exclusion of my spilling heart
Is burning me alive
I feel everything but you coming into me
Like a clash of irresistible waves
Guiding me home

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Running through a field of flashing lights
faster and faster to get away
I find myself perplexed in the scheme of becoming tangled
Forgetting how easily deceived I once was
The closer I get, the more I perceive they are just like the rest
However I proceeded with caution
My arm extends to feel the vibrant captivating object
I am overcome with a sensation of vigorous emotion
When the light sees the passion in my eyes, it struck me
I was hit with a wave of obvious dismiss which threw me down weak
As I run away to the end of the field I look back once to notice the light had burned out

-m

It's terrifying feelin that at one moment
You can be someone's everything
Then all of the sudden
Their nothing

-m

The eyes around are distracting
They make us forget what we are
and transform us into a grain of sand

I tend to bypass the influence of the eyes
Meditating all that lights the fire in myself

-m

In the middle of the ocean
Looking at the sun
No one around me
I can hear myself think
Feeling nothing but reconciliation with myself
The air is flowing through my lungs
I am free

-m

Afraid of your compelling touch
I feel your beating heart
The words you speak
Keep me breathless
I find you rather enthralling
So I run screaming
Frightened to become captivated
And stuck in the quick sand of you

-m

You lay in me
Like broken pieces of glass
Leading me to bleed

-m

My dear
One day you will have the he
You will never be wounded
He will never make you work
Or fight for what seems real

She starts her mornings following insistent demands
Tip toeing around to not awaken the king
As she gets buried with structure
Her heart sinks into oblivion
At night when he sleep-she lives in soliloquy
Reminiscing on her young, free heart
Broken of her wasted years

-m

The noise is deafening
It's compelling waves lead me my mind elsewhere
My eyes see images of something I do not want to feel
When I block out the noise, I feel myself again.

-m

I write because it is not for anyone
I write because it is a work of my own creation
I write because it expresses something meaningful
In a world full of plastic men and women
Screaming to be free

-m

The sound of the rain hitting the ground
So delicately serene it is
My body is overcome with sensation of tranquility
So quiet that I can feel myself breathe
The breath expelling me is not just a physical awareness
But an embracement of my own vitality
The rain reminds me of meaning
Something that is easy to forget

-m

The sight of you is a familiar pleasure
Similar to one that once destroyed me
I am cognisent of the risk
And feel it more when I let you closer

I fear you coming into me
Like a clash of astounding waves
You are holding me tight
I feel your arms slowly breaking me
Why am I falling
With the certainty of my shattered heart

In the summer I was taken away
By your words and your irresistible touch
Who I was could have been tucked away until winter
all I needed was to be captivated by you

Winter came and the snow began to fall
You ran away
Avoiding any pain you could feel
I stood in the blizzard waiting for it to end
Watching you run away
I mourn to ever letting the blizzard affect me

-m

I didn't understand you. I didn't understand your silence.
Your eyes always light up in the moment but it seems to go away
I used to think you were selfish, and that was a bad thing
You taught me that selfishness is beautiful
Emotions are beautiful

We are meant to hurt
And when we do, embrace it.
This is your life and these feelings are meant to be felt and alive
Be selfish
Don't wrap yourself in drama
Live in the chaos of your own mind

The pressure to be someone is suffocating
This world has become so competitive and superficial
They live to work and work to live
Isn't there something more than this

As I look back at our black and whites
The girl I see is a stranger
Masked with artificial words and false images
Unaware of her own voice- screaming to be free

Oh lively girl
So exquisite and fragile
Why have you lost yourself
To ones that burn you

-m

Heart of love
Why are you broken
You bleed for demons
And run from the angels

Why is it that we
Hold onto the ones
That don't see us
And let go
Of the ones who do

I am trying to feel the pain of you
You led me to absolute numbess

How could my heart already be broken
When I don't even know you

I long for the moments where I can feel myself breathe

And as you put your arms
Around me
I feel myself shatter

-m

The only one who hurt me- was me
I knew you were wrong
But I let you carry me away

What do you say
To the one you gave yourself away to
When he says you are no longer
In his heart

Wide eyed girl
You melt into the earth
Opening the minds of the broken
And dance around the dull

We fall like snow in the sky
Helpless and forlorn
Melting into the earth
The next day we fall again