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Samantha Cunha Apr 2019
3 am
wine stained lips
faded polaroids

We are cascades away
oceans apart
my trembling hands
light a cigarette
All I have left
is the art
***
Samantha Cunha Nov 2019
the unknown poet
hidden behind bottles of wine
or drowning in caffeine at the local
coffee shop,
the most magical of days
are the ones in which I find the
right words, they drip from my lips
like sweet grapes on a vine
entangling me,
rooting  me to the earth,
for god knows
once I drift into the
ethers,
I may never come down
Samantha Cunha Feb 2019
What could have been
is not what
you think it
is
for if it was meant
to it would have
Samantha Cunha Jan 2019
Serene
dream
divine
god
speaks
through me
gold
speckled
shine
Samantha Cunha Nov 2019
How far I've come,
how far I've gone,
are two measures of time
I can't grasp, for what is time?
An illusionary clock,
attempting to grip you,
pull you in, and bring
you closer to death,
well I refuse to abide,
so where I've been
and where I'm going
collide like two erratic waves in the sea,
don't you see?
how far I've come,
and how far I've gone
Samantha Cunha Nov 2019
I rest my head on the birds,
we fly into one another as we seek
the roads less travelled
and intend only to be free-
free from who we've been,
free from who we are
we fly into the ethers
Samantha Cunha May 2019
Goddess of the sun,
free love divine
Laying delicate heads
where sun do shine

When it is time,
the love is mine
but I must not forget
it ain't all the time
Samantha Cunha Jan 2019
My ideals
used to sway
like the wind
Now I stand firm
with the thickest
of skin
Samantha Cunha Nov 2019
You and I,
the 405,
the sunshine of our rain
the storm of our own making
the never ending highways
the electric blue skies
the prophetic visions
you and I,
the 405
the clouds are high
so am I
you and I,
take the ride
Samantha Cunha Feb 2019
Twist the
golden
door
****
it opens
Into another realm
Samantha Cunha Nov 2019
In a realm where nothing is as it seems,
and the dreamer always dreams
the mystical moon is guiding
me through the doors which
once closed shut, now they are swung wide open
The forbidden fruit tastes sweet
the poison tastes like cinnamon
the vines grow downward into the roots
and the sun rises backwards
Samantha Cunha Mar 2020
shape shifting
in the midst
of the crowded streets
I feel the energy around
I drink it up
like cherry lemonade
it's all within me
without me
above me
below me
Samantha Cunha Feb 2019
The wind blows
my happiness
away
I solemnly
wonder
why it can not stay
like grasping onto
a fleeting feeling
I realize
it's always
leaving
Samantha Cunha Jan 2019
I'm looking
back
while
facing
forward
it's all
so clear
as it
drifts
away
fogged up
mirror
clearer
visions
Samantha Cunha Jan 2020
I'm on my seventh life, darling
one more time around
the sun
maybe in
the next life,
ill get it right
Samantha Cunha Feb 2020
free as the night
the long, black highway
haunts me into the day
forget who you've been
become who you are
as the wind cries, and howls
for us to take the day
and forget the night
Samantha Cunha Jan 2019
Fire burns
my darkness away
which
lies dormant
always wants
to
come out &
to play
Samantha Cunha Nov 2019
Oh, you raven of the night -
subverting the rules, seeking freedom,
ready to spread those black wings & take flight
with your black hair, sweeping ever so slightly over your black eyes the way your mouth moves ever so gently when you speak eloquent lies
the touch of yours, cold to my bones
the way you lay gently in grass with purple stones
How you feel, the words you speak
which light me up , electrify my soul, and make me weak
right before you break me down again
In his arm it feels like heaven or a hell of sorts,
for once I get a taste it's never enough
drowning in it, drowning in it, drowning in it!
love is like a shore or maybe an abyss
ready to burn and leave a scar, here but never quite there
lost in some world of another
for in his arms it feels like heaven or a hell of sorts
Samantha Cunha Jan 2019
Vampiric energy
drains
my
synergy
Dark moon
howlin
night time
is an enemy
for it is
in the dusk
my mind wanders
drowning in
dark thoughts
& ponders
Samantha Cunha Nov 2018
Wasted love
drunk off
hopeless nights
& sober lies
pull the curtains
away from
these eyes
for the truth
illuminates
in the sun
I'd rather
run
from
the
entangled past
my darkness
is vast
thoughts
of cynic
run deep
in
the river
of shame
roll the dice
play his game
another round
I
hit the ground
I may be lost
but you
I found
Samantha Cunha Feb 2019
My fingers
numb
as I write
these
words
vermillion
blood
pours onto
the page
I spill
it all
in hopes
you'll stay
drain me
clean
  lost my
sparkle
lost
my gleam
Samantha Cunha Nov 2018
Vices of  
my men
drain
me time
through
&
time again
for
time with them
dims my shine
but
what is time?
an illusionary
man made
sign
of when
to resign
Samantha Cunha Dec 2019
Wading in the water
until my lips turn blue,
my days are spent
dreaming of you

My fingers shrivel,
my eyes are weary
sea salt strips my hair
of color, I'm turning darker
waiting for you
hoping you bloom
Samantha Cunha Nov 2018
I’ll walk the path
Even if alone
I walked the line
It wasted my time
It dimmed my shine
you are
no longer mine
To have
To hold
It’s time to be bold
So I’ll walk this path
I’ll do it alone
Samantha Cunha Dec 2018
Paved a road
with blood, sweat, & tears
this road winds
away from
devils  disguised
as angels
whom
enticed me
for years
Toxicity burned
into cold ears
so
I walk this path alone
no longer
walk the line
waste my time
or
dim my
shine
clock strikes
time
to be bold
I walk the path
I do it alone
Samantha Cunha Oct 2018
Dream worlds
are dangerous
for the tortured soul

A captivating space
for a femme fatale
With a gaping
black hole
In her heart
& her mind

Trouble may diminish
But it comes back around
I do find

So
I’ll walk the path
Even if alone

I walked the line
It wasted my time
It dimmed my shine

I'll walk the path
I’ll do it alone
Samantha Cunha Jan 2019
Make them wonder,
wander,
question
& Seek
beyond
the illusionary
life
placed
at their
feet
Samantha Cunha Nov 2018
Razor sharp
glass
cuts deep
blood
stained
sheet
dark eyes
glisten
under the
illuminated moon
you speak
filthy lies
I swoon
trembling hand
grasps
poisonous
wine
salty tear
drips
whisper
I'm fine
clock ticks
eerily slow
I put on
a show
dramatic
undercurrents
flow
air
thick and toxic
we
waste away
You and I
could never stay
Samantha Cunha Jan 2019
Take your false
sense of superiority
elsewhere
for we are
all addicts
in this consumer
culture
you aren't any more wise
than the man with a needle
in his vein
we
are
all going
through some
sort
of
pain
so tell me once
more
with an upturned nose
as you glue your
devoid eyes
at your phone
how you are better
than
the addict
Samantha Cunha Dec 2019
Wrapped up in your moonlit
eyes, from dusk to dawn.
The new dawn is rollin through
the tides of my mind,
as we lay high on the precipice
of time past, and time present.
When the call arises,
leave me by the translucent sea,
where the wind and breeze
got me down on my knees.
Samantha Cunha Oct 2018
cheap thrills
& white pills
Dream worlds
Are danger
For the troubled mind
A captivating space
For the soul
Whom craves escape
From time to time
Samantha Cunha Oct 2019
Show me whom you are,
show me who you've been
show me the broken parts
and the
darkest realms of your mind
drenched in sin

Darling, I think you may find
we are birds of a feather
whom can fly
into the ethers together

So show me whom you are,
show me who you've been
S
Samantha Cunha Feb 2019
At times
I am similar
to a wild fire
Destructive,
full of rage,
and yearning
to eradicate
the natural
state of what
surrounds
me
Burning, burning, burning
yearning, yearning, yearning
for change
Samantha Cunha Mar 2020
Wildflowers dancing violently
in the night
Moonlight desires
Swaying in the bright
Samantha Cunha Dec 2019
I saw the clearest
of messages in
a vivid dream,
my feet were
chained as
I was
drowning in heavy
waters and couldn't
swim upstream

When the illusion shatters,
I'll finally get free
The hidden motives
will be revealed to me
my glistening thoughts
float away, I shall
interpret them
on a brighter day

Gilded love ends,
can't seem to stay
the darkness may loom
forevermore,
as it's always near

some mysteries remain
unraveled,
not all roads meant
to be travelled
life is strange indeed,
in my rose garden
I'm planting the seeds
purge the worries,
purge the sorrows
Empty mind,
can you fill these hollows
Inspiration fleets from my palms
I tried to grasp it,
but it can’t stay too long
Inspiration flies away
I’ll capture it again
when the wind don’t sway
Samantha Cunha Dec 2018
winter solstice
solace for all
time to swoon
for the
abundance
of truth
illuminates
the
harvest moon
as above
so below
revelations
to bestow
upon those
whom answer
the call
kiss goodbye
the heavenly
fall
Samantha Cunha Jan 2020
Burn my
Energy
Into moonlit
Shadows

The lights
Sparkle & twinkle
Teasin' me
Slightly


My mind is
clear,
vacant
like the motel
by the sea

I see you now
As you are,
Tall and
Scared

The glass
shattered
in my grasp,
withering
Love
will never
last
Samantha Cunha Jun 2019
Only witness of that night
is the empty void within
& the stars in the sky
They glitter & gleam
hopeful
I carry on
Even when
It all went wrong

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