Purple
mascara
gal
from
a bygone
era
do what
you like
starry
night
far out
my mind
you're still
in my sight

trembling
grasp
grazes
the flame
burn
myself
curse
his name
shadowed pain
embedded in
an
intricate palm
storm is brewing
before the calm

electric
blue waves
pull me under
eyes of rain
mind of thunder
words of blunder
wash away
I ride
the wave
just
ride
the wave

Lights dazzle
night time
fiend
electric
soul
dopamine
red wine pour
pure no
more
turn out tricks
minds a *****
bruise my ego
& my face
steady slow
rapid pace

gilded butterflies
attempt to fly
into the purple
murky
sky
in the illusion of time
nothing gilded
will stay
for
facades
always
fade

Ride my
wave
loving
abyss
Fear
slips away
gentle kiss
Stroke my
hair
lovely
Bliss
love me
twice
just
like this

starry eyed gaze
wanders into
the
starry eyed haze
seeking clarity
such a murky night
I pray to you
pray for you
Miles apart
Oceans away
***** desire
strikes me
hits me
like lightning
dark
thoughts
takes over
the
higher power
trying to stop me
One again, I am alone
Once again, I am on my own
I am completely in the darkness
The relapse has begun