Back on a page again
Back in my zone
Alone with the pen
And paper favoring
The strokes of a stanza
Hands up and i feel the light
It clense me
From cancerous people telling me
Your nothing but a manufactured felony


Its hell in me
That they tear me apart on days
When your a star
And strike you down
Turn you into a falling star
For what
I didnt deserve a beat down from clowns
Who can just mess around with everyone
I deserve a home and the sounds
Of angels huming tone


But no
What did i do
Hurt you, No?!
Then whats the point of pointing a gun
To me?!
Whats the point saving a bullet for me?!
When i never shot you knee?!
I get it
Its not me
Its for you
Cause this write is a bullet itself to shoot right back at you
A fatel wound
Its real for me
But not for you
So get lost
Fool.....

Hold it
You thought i was finished?
My writes never ends until the paper finish
It isnt
So im gonna let this last thought out
Cause if i dont
Ima fall out
To bullies who think can walk away
From who you put in the trash
Your the trash now
This write will take the trash out
Get out
Good bye
And peace out.

They asked what I am going through
They asked what road am I heading to
They think my life needs a redo
They think the life that they live is for you
They get mad when it won´t work for you

But see, I´m not you
Far from it
I love it
I love me, all of me
My writes consist about no one but me
So read them and you´ll find me
Writing is what I am about
it counts
because
I am doing me
so don´t lecture me

Now let´s hold up
Pain kicks me down sometimes
let´s rewind
some of you have read my writes
but some reads with a closed mind
These writes are not for show time
It´s for the barley coping
for the heavy broken
and for me
A token
cause cope with it
mope with it
get lost in my thoughts sometimes
But it´s worth it

Don´t cry for me
This is my session that revives me
I´m not here for the views
I´m not here for acceptance
I just want somebody to here me
Someone to feel me
When you have a voice but no one listens
It´s scary


But that never scares me
I am still trying to find me
With every write is a step for me
So I hope you see
I am probably not what you thought of me
It´s fine
never worries me
I´ll never stop
So don´t try to stop me
Your not perfect
you´ll never be

It’s dedication
This writing is more than the inauguration
Of thoughts
It’s like a therapy session for me
In dark places
It comes to me
Brings me
To higher places
That I want to be

Thank god
That God gave me this weapon
A weapon for the depression
A lesson that loosens it
It breaks and takes it
To places where it belongs
Like a thunderstorm
Dark comes before light
But is this writing light?
From the dark, it came from
When I fight it
I produce this
And prove this
That I’m winning


It’s chilling
It’s hard to face it sometimes but
It can touch those who see it
And feel it
Oh you don’t like this
Then stop here
Is not about what you think
It’s how you feel
So it’s real
You probably won’t understand
Unless you were me


Maybe you just need
To watch it fully
Instead of skimming it
Cause I’m here to spread a message from it
The message is your not alone
Depression is a real thing that I don’t condone
You are your own, so hold on to what you own
Then your home
It’s real

Let's do this
In the zone again
Coming home again
To visit my paradise
That I cope within
Sometimes I sleep with them
The dreams from them
It's beautiful
Lively
No what else is
Family

They love me
For every ounce
They hug me
Tells me
They see my pages
They feel me
It's a brilliant feeling
I hold them
Never let go of them
Couse, it's all I got
It's a once in a lifetime
So take it
Cherish it
Love it like you never did
Take it in, Cradle it
Want to know why
Listen in

They will always be there for you '
Take you, bandage you
Find you, feed you
The ones that see you
of who you are
They accept you
No matter what you are
Darkest of nights
Make the brightest of stars
We are the stars
light the night where ever you are
You're never lost
My family is a Northstar

Yet
We can't miss the thunderstorm
It's hard to hold on
And sometimes
The lights gone
But with family
A new light
A new dawn
Yet the storm will carry on
But we can mend it
bend it and push it to the side
And we say "Heaven where alive"

Well now
This is what I can say now
It's up to you
Take it as you will now
Because some they don't know how
Going around
Telling people "there not loved now go" now
It sickens me
takes me to places I don't want to be
Evolves me into something I don't wanna be
It Put's me in a place where nobody is
Then I remembered when no one cared
When no one was there
Hearing the voices in my head like
You ain't going nowhere

I almost lost it
Sorry
Just trying to get my point across
That when your life is very thin
Family is everything
I'm not saying this so you can feel me
It's something real to me
Listen I used to cry cause no one was there for me
Now I got my family every day saying "They'll always feel for me"
This write is healing me
Hope it heals you
Just never let people distract you
from doing you

Hope you see it

What made me write this
Youll never see
But I cant hold this emotion
Or else I'll lose me
So i will rip it out of my chest
And put it on this page
I will not rest
Here comes my voices
"This is it"
Your wrong
"Whats next"

When no one is behind you
Who is behind you
When no one is below you
Who is below you
Who is above you that rains flowers and pedals
And loves you
Its hard to think of that
Wishing that the past would never had come to that

That picture of the past
Won't change
Just the people inside of them do
When he does it hurts you
The love was never there for you
He left you
Then whats the point of having a child
When no love is due
Its disgusting
Think your a man
Your a coward
A waste of space
I hate people who are two faced
So get out of my face

Your nothing
Your a wash up
Who desrved to be tossed up
Moped up
And sent to hell
In a cell
For what you done
Now you want to come back and make it one?!
Are you out of you mind?!
With all the dreams you find
All you do is feed, burn and lie
Your the fall of human kind
With you there is no light


Had to let that out
But wasnt just for me
Its for someone I am close to
If you read this
Grab your own glass and fill it
Dont let your fear destroy you
Hopes this helps you

In between I see it
I don't know why
But I need it
I woke up in a cage
But it's fine
I was born in it
In a lifeless room
I was made from it
Losing touch in the world
Don't we all do?
We might fall soon
But that's not permanent
Don't give up


Ever heard of it
Of course, you do
But do you do it
Know I do
But every time I see it
Behind you
Your demons taunting you
You keep crying
Stop Crying
Think you can't win
your lying



You're holding the keys
Open the lock doors
To get yours
I got mine
Then you'll be fine
Real writing

I've been writing
Since I was a young kid
Everything I did
This writing isn’t from a school kid
It’s from a real kid
Lets cut to it


They say you ain’t an adult until you pay your taxes
Until working with the faxes
But the thing is
The people who dose it
Don’t use their own thoughts
They use the world's thoughts
You serious?
You're older than me
You say you been through it
So for you, it’s clear to see
But for me, it’s clear to see
Your hiding your problems
Not solving them
You're going to bars
To fall with them
Have *** just to get lost with them


So the question is
Is that what adults do?
Who never work with their wrongs because
You never did
You never even settled it
Go on an say you have no right say this to me
But your on this earth more than me
So you should be the light to see
But your not
So I jot
This to show you that you never learn
I don’t get it
It’s pathetic


Seems like the older you get
The younger you get
That doesn't work for me
See I mend my problems
You never did
See the older I get
The wiser
I work
You never did

What's the feeling you get when someone you love
Reach success
It's a mess
full of emotion
That gives me motion
To do better
The leather
Becomes metal
Becomes unbreakable because were unbreakable
No touch of the enemies hand can do the unthinkable


We both start at the bottom and now at the top
looking down on those who shot
us down with bullets and digs holes for us to fall in
We won't because we're not going to give in
We keep taking our steps in the real world and we are gonna win
As long as we let on rope tie us in
Darkness
I'm really happy about writing this
Because of someone, I love
It becomes a gift
A gift that is written in all my heart
It started with you


Ever since I was a young kid
Everything we did
We did together
For the better
Talk like no tomorrow
From sorrow to happiness
You say I made it happen
Without you
I never would have new what love felt
In the hell, I'm living in
But now this write breaks in
Frees me from it
And you freed me from it
Because now I know what true love is
And the real me
now I helped you find the real you


Your off doing better
Coming from deadly weather
That phased you
Then I saved you
From the gutter
Now you're beautiful like no other
This writes getting too long
It's going over on two pages
So what I really want to say is
I knew my purpose because of you
I love you

It's been a while since I put words on this page
Seems my life is like a perfect stage
Well that's what they say
Cause I haven't been writing in decades

But that doesn't mean I'm not real on what I say
It's not your job to watch every step I make
It's not your job to tell me when to leave and when to stay
I'm sure as hell gonna stay
Until my clay withers away
But I still have a long way
I'm only 19 but the thought of death still clogs my brains
Hard for me to write a single page
When you hear voices in your head saying "Your dying to day"
I can even hear it when writing this page

I know what some might say
That I need help and I need to get a professional way
No way
Why would spend money for personal strength
When I can do something that's free and easy
And self-sustains me
I know some might think I'm crazy
They might see me on the streets and move from me hastily
Even my sister moves from me greatly
Thinking I might snap on her and **** her
Everything is insanely
Going downhill

For those who think of me this way
I just want to say
That submission is not an option
I'm not gonna let these voices telling me that "killing is an option"
I'm not gonna let these voices say that "death is okay"
And get lost in it
cause self-control is something great
So great that no one can take
Cause I use it to break through these voices
That pushes me out of space
So all I can see is darkness
Never again

I will not fall for them
Some of you might think I'm exaggerating
Oh really?
If your hearing voices what path would take
What steps would you make
What weapon would you create
To take them and break them and bring them to places
Where they won't create
Blackholes
It's an art for them you see
Cause when they create it's hard to see

This is getting too long
But before I leave
I hope you understand that I never lost my place
I hope this message conveys this
That I'm here to stay
For all of you who read this
Thank you so much for your stay
Be Safe

Hey world
I need help
I'm losing it
How can I do this
I can't go through with this
I'm losing it
But I found it
What I found
I renowned it
It came to me when pain said
"Do it"
So I did it

You're Seeing it now
Might be world-renowned
But I don't care
It's not for that
It's for me
You'll see
What the mind can do
How can thoughts on the page
Can turn your mind into
Brilliancy

It's resiliency
Use it to open the doors
To my own thoughts
Cause I thought
Thoughts are nothing
But I was wrong
I proved myself wrong
Amazing isn't it
Sometimes with this
I reveal it

This year I took myself by surprise
But years ago my brother died before I said goodbye
I still feel emotions and unbreakable tides
Still, hear the cries and the unthinkable lies
my lines are therapy for me
Copes with me
They forever will live with me
Do You think this is a perfect me


When I write I am in a good place
But I’m back down again
When fake friends show who they are
They lash down and then
When they read they say they are caring
They are really not
These pages are full of emotion
They say it’s not a lot
Thanks a lot
Cause you help put this message on how I feel
That when people don’t believe in you
And say you ain’t real



See I wonder
Do you care for me just for the lack of defenses
Or you care for me just for the percentage
It’s not about my writing level
It’s the real level
Like I said this ain’t from a school kid
It’s from a real kid
So get your lenses
And forget the percentage
If it’s real I meant it
If it’s not I never said it



So to the fakers out there
Who never cares
Take that mask off
And stop cutting downstairs
Well if it’s that deep
You got some problems yourself
But hurting others for help
Never Helps
You will learn when someone like you bring you down to hell

Intoxication
They feel like it’s a passion for a flying mission
To get better
But I say it’s a passion for no vision
It brings you joy but you are in a division
Destroys your heartful intention
Pay attention

That’s not a therapy session
It gives you a toxic infection
But to you, it’s a soothing lesson
It’s good but you're not good
Your high but you're not high
Your illusionary world
Is smoke screen
That seems good
But in that smoke
The devil's dreams
To break you
Take to places you don’t wanna go
Like hell
I can tell you don’t want to go
But you have nowhere to go
So you say “Okay so?”

This page isn’t venom
It’s wisdom
Maybe you might read this for recognition
When you need help
To find yourself
Instead of hearing the devil say
“Do it helps”

Do you see it now
Watch out
For those who weren’t exposed
Take out
The devil in your ear
And work your own way there
Cause the devil is a liar and he never cares
Never did
Drinking won’t get you anywhere
So settle it, face him, Win it

What do you feel when you hit success
Can't trust these voices that come inside my head
Well I feel success deep in my chest
I'm glad that I passed the test

See I made it
I am Not like the rest
That rest after
Just because it's harder
Naw man to me it's better
You feel heavy
I feel a feather
You think it's deadly
I think it's a latter
So I climb the latter
It's way up
I still put my face up
Never give up
You wonder why I'm always up
Well guess what

There is no fear in me
The darkness is clear for me
My eyes see through it very clearly
It's literally
Nothing to me
Cause when I walk in it
Come from it like
"Yeah I did it"

You might be wondering
why do have no fear of the dark
I'll tell you
See I was born in it
Woke up in it
I was torn in it
It left scars on me
There were hordes within it

Then I made it
I found my light
You see it now
It's not a night light
It's the sun
That Shines over me
Liberates me
The darkness runs
When it does I laugh at it
You can do it to
Have a crack at it
You might like it

Then you strike it
with your light
break it
When you do
You embrace it
Can you feel it
Amazing isn't it
You're all in
Now you can look at the devil and say
"Not this time I win"

It's real

I'm back on the page again
Yet again
Writing about life and how it's been
In the wheather in
Storms of all levels
Facing demons fighting devils
But I'm on my level


But my voices tell me "Your not in level, you should go to your crib and settle"
Like hell I live this
I don't wait for handouts
I go get it
But there's some people I connect with
Who lives in restless nights
And fights for light but never reaches it
Then falls and say "This is it"
It's not it


It's the beginning of the war we're facing
Yeah your not alone out there
But alot of people are wearing mask out
there
How to tell when enemies are coming from down stairs
To break them
To watch them shed tears
I say to them
So this is fun

But then when someone like you
Puts a gun
To your head
Then what words will come out of your mouth
None



Just Had to get that out
For those who are suffering
I'm just like you
I hope this write soothes you
I hope the next verse does to
For example
Whats Inside there is a fire
That burns inside of you
That brings you to higher places



Fire you can walk through
Protect those who are dear to you
If you lose you'll get smarter
The wise never fluants its power
The wicked hides its claws
Fire wins
Fear lost

Is my life worth it
That question stings me
it pains me
It's hard to cope
When no one is behind you
To say hey I got you
I don't have that
instead, I got the ones that stab you in the back
and watch you bleed
and laugh like it's funny

I wonder
How my life become the drug of hate
Hate that's hard to erase
It takes a toll upon me
So I created an isolated place
In my mind
Now you wanna open up the doors
well my doors not
Open it for what, so you can hurt me?
And blame me that you left me?
You should stop watching me
Couse, I won't open
See I chose this
But I'm not safe in there
Misery lives in here

I regret it, I let him in
I open up my doors so he could leave
But he never did
He's to settled in
My mind
Plays like he's kind
He's the kind that isolated me
Became a knife and stabbed me
All over my body until I can't move
My body bleeds like a faucet on high
I lie here lifeless

Put's me in place to either lie here
Let him win
Or put him back outside where he came from
So I can win
But for you to do that
You have to open the doors
Now the misery is talking
I don't know what to do anymore

I know you don't like me
You ain't like me
At least you have the decency to talk to me
But the way you did it was blasphemy
What fault am I in
To get caught in your words
From a tongue of a weapon
Shooting me unexpected
Like a mass killing
You would never care what you do to me
But there were no wrongs from me



You chose to shoot me tho
I ask a simple question
You could have just been quiet and let it go
But you didn't tho
A gun without a silencer
That's your mouth
Unlike you, I have one
So you better find your self and get one
Cause next time
The one that's getting shot may not have one
What's your motive
For your actions
Explain that, or is it from Ideals and non-owned thoughts
You're lost




Then one day it will hit you
Would you be a man fix this issue
Or be a child and strengthen this issue
It's your choice
Choose wisely
Because whatever you do define you  
Matter of Fact I hope it does hit you
Cause You chose your actions didn't you
Well it has a consequence
Learn from it
Or be a child
And walk away from it


This is Real

When I woke up today
It didn't feel like it was in my bedroom
I was doomed
In a cage
But the keys are in my hands
It's strange
Am I afraid?
No, but they keep judging me
And my pain

They smile like it's funny
Feeding off my pain
Like they love it
But I'm above it
Feelings sealed tight
But I still fight
I'm gonna touch it
The light
Cause I own mine
And you have no right to judge me
So go mind
Your own business and attack your own kind
That does the same as you do
Those who take their difference
And throws them in their face
To get those to taste your Idealistic waste
You're a disgrace

That doesn't work on me
I am me, nobody else
I'm just being myself
Guess I am an outcast
So I cast it over those
Who dislike it
They prepare their cannons to strike it
It's futile
I have a file
You can never rewrite
Cause It's my write
So good night and sleep tight
Yet I still feel it again and again
It gets under my skin
So I take my pen
Then I'll say to myself
I don't want to fit in


Still, I need to focus
Figuring out my motives
So now I'm a problem when it's locked
Then see it when it opens
I still hear voices
I understand it's complicated
The process of me
Now they are trying to pick apart my lines
Well here's what you can dissect from me
I've always been the reject
Who in the deep shed
The only sheep shaved red
Can you see that
I might fall into my thoughts
Yet your drive is nowhere like mine
So get out of my car
I'm a star
Falling hard leaving the space and time I tore
I'm at my core

I still remember writing "I'm here to stay"
It was therapy for me
"Your days are coming to an end now"
Shut up no one needs to hear your gory
Words, it's insignificant
You'll never win
So pack your bags and leave
To find another mind to settle in
I win

What I write may sound deep
But it's real life
What I write may be critiqued
But it's real life
What pushes me to do this
What motivates me to do this
Pain did

Without pain, I wouldn't be here
Without pain, I wouldn't bother
Even writing this stanza
Yet writing this takes the pain away from me
Yet it comes back to haunt me
They ask me "how do you know what real life is?"
Pain is how I know what real life
Revealed the entirety to me
I didn't live a life of candy and cakes
I live a life of failure and mistakes

Yet I am still here
Telling you how I am able to do this
How I am able to write this
Pain gave me this
And don't say you never felt pain
Couse without pain there is no real life
Yet there is a road of joy and happiness
The most of us find
I am still searching for mine
Yet pain never dies


Still, carry on
Even if I have nothing holding on
Pain showed me
And it will show you
A taste of reality
Pain guided me
Will it guide you?

What does it takes to understand a man
I ask myself that
Cause I am that
Matter of fact
A man who has lost days
and use pages to break away
From those days
I am glad i stayed among the living

Living in peace
But some doesn't
some living in the streets
Begging for loose change
On streets
Or those who lose everyone they meet
Cause of mental stabilities
It's crazy
Then they get judged
Some treat them like felonies
Or tell them they will never be
Perfect
I'm the voice that when people think things
They never say them
Their lifting weights
Let me weigh them
Cause they need a savior
So I'll save them

You want to head for a perfect life
To suffice your needs
see sights you wanna see
Understand me
I do to
But were human
Failure exists
now you say you never did
Admit it
You're scared to show your insecurities
To Sit down
And take off your crown
And say I fell down
Kings can't rule without his city village and towns
Real Kings made it
You imagined it
Come on now
Fear is an emotion
But you see it as false emotion
I see it as a potion
That grants me
To Push whatever stands in front of me

Before I can make a potion
Had to craft it
Imperfection gave me the material
To master the minerals
I learn that
but you never did
Perfection mangles you
Imperfection embraces you
But you never embraced it
Have you

You have no Idea what perfection is
Until you embrace the imperfection you live
Learn from it
Work it
into a better you
Perfection tells you who you are
Imperfection is what are
what we all are
They say never judge a man
Until you walk a mile in his shoes
Couse Imperfection made his shoes
Now he's bigger than you
Bigger then you will ever be
Since your "Perfect"
You'll never be
The truth is
Perfection
Is a fallacy

I Don’t Know what came over me
Look what this had done to me
It almost took over me
It came close to me
It used me


No wonder why people say lust is so great
I understand that now
But it also creates hate
I’m a man of my word
I stay true to myself
Can’t let this lust break me
Or else a walking contradiction will become of me
Naw I don’t wanna be
But it comes to me
Holding out it hands saying
Play with me
Get away from me
There's nothing you can say to me


Is a value of a man is to be out here
Touching women because they can
Not in my place
Because I’m in a better place
I’m full of great not with haste or hate
that no one will take
I promise you
What’s you defines you
But this
What I did
Defines nothing but a demon who
Embrace the darkness and place it
To people hearts and taste it



Is this me
Never will
Cause I still have a heart and always will
This how I feel
This page lets you know how a sin can ****
Hope you take it well
Sorry I got to go
Seems Like another burned page from a fallen man
But a walking man
So take my hand
I hope my pages will guide you
Goodbye to you

Social media
A place that we can stray away from reality
Our own place
And enjoy our lovely fan base
With positivity
With love no misery
But the other side
it concerns me


When you loved by your community
It soothes you
Known that you are loved by others
Some moves you
To keep going, don't stop
It's a lot to take in
So much that if you lose it
You lose you
When the love is gone
Nothing you can do but lose


It's not true
Social media can change you
Messes with your mental
And then you lack potential
To keep going
Knowing that your boat is sinking
You can't swim
Knowing you can end up drowning
But without your fanbase
You cant be saved
Knowing that you made it sink
So you cave in


You're stuck stranded in the ocean
No one to save you
You think the blame is on you
It's not
social media changed you
You feel the world is better off without you
Couse social media fed you that


Then you let the boat sink
end it all
Drowning
To never resurface
This write is for someone who Drowned
And unable to resurface
Who is it for, Check the news
The bluebirds are chirping in melancholy
They should have a clue

This is also a message
That Drowning is far from the truth
You have people  who care for you
Get help
Who can help you
Yet so many fake faces out here
You don't want to
The world was never better off without you
we love you

Why
Why do I do this
I new this
Would hurt
But the fact is I did this
What's my problem
I need a fix
Or else I won't solve em
I need to change this
Take this, break this and bring this
To places where it needs to be
Like in dark cages

I can make it
But the fact is it plays with
Me
My demons
Favors me
Telling me who I am
And what not to be
But wait
It's up to me
So get out of my face
Don't touch me
I am the one the runs me
So get out of here
You dummies

I will not rest
Until I break this cycle
Of my demons giving me the title
Of what they say
No, it's what I say
My life is my cave
It's my haze
So get out of my maze
Couse, it's what I create
Not Yours
Stick to it
But if I worry
I'll lose it

But I figured out why others follow me
Why they look up to me
My writes are a step above the sea
They see it
Now they're proud of me
See it or not
I'm just teaching a lesson
To those who live in the dark places
Of Condemsion

This was a session
to help me but
If this helped you
I gladly thank you
For you understanding this message
Couse this gave me redemption
I actually thank my demons
Without them
I couldn't write this message
But I am sure
They are out of my expansion
I correct the incorrection
They did
I am free
So I live
In Peace

I'm Home

Hey Let's talk about it
This world we would never live without it
it's strange to me
cause I lost my way in it
It's a game that I play with it
In games, the weak rise up right?
Not in this world
Cause they dry up ripe



This world is wicked
I've seen it
Be careful to not become apart of it
All the evil that comes with it
This world makes my heart hurt
Well then, pray and make it work
Cause I don't want to be apart of its dirt


But when life happens
We live it, breath it, lose it
But they call me for something better
As times go
When I find that something
I feed on it, burn it, Lie on it
Is this how we all are destined to fall
It selfish
No good at all


Then why don't you save it
You keep taking
But won't change it
But how
With one man
With two hands
You can't make it
With a one-man band


I need you
It takes two
Naw it's more than two
If you're reading this
Do what you to want to do
Don't let this wicked world stop you
But if want to change the wicked
It takes more than one to fix it
But wait
as long as we live
wicked will never die
only multiplies
But we can hold it down from trying
If we stop crying


Not to hurt your feelings
But lying in that bed won't fix the chillings
It helps this wicked world killing
Us

I woke up in this world
Thinking it’s free
Think it’s for me
But is it really?
They told me “you’ll understand when your older”
I don’t really get that


Now I see that
People are struggling
People are hustling
Thought that won’t ever be me
But I lied to myself
When I got older
Cause pain kept running over my shoulder
Losing myself


I can’t find it
But how can I find it
In hell
Cause that’s where I was living
You see that
It was black
With nothing to hold to
No one close to
Fear came running at me
Thinking it got me


Thought pain had it for me
Until it said “Do it”
Then I realize
I had a solution
To write with motion
It got me out of the black
Freed me from fear
Now I can hear
Pain gave me this
Does it want me to fight?
What a dumb question


Cause it gave me a lesson
The world won’t be in your perspective
It’s deceptive

I Don't know the feeling being killed
But I know the feeling of being a suspect of thrills
I know the feeling of loneliness
Having no brothers how can I live with this
Wasn,t even alive back then
Brother, I heard the pain you felt back then
Can you hear me
Can you feel me
I know it's hard you were only three
Never even spoke your first word
Cause you being murdered was all I heard
I can barely hear you
You're gone but I can still feel you

Father found you on the floor bleeding
Must be devastating seeing
Making you wish you were blind
Wish I could see you for the first time
In the flesh
But you were taken by the flesh
I'm lost, lost you

That's why I live for you
Writing is the only way I can speak to you
So brother if you hear me out there
What was the reason
Why was the reason
You know you left me here
Just why