Doing drugs to maintain
This is part of the reason why I'm in **** pain
Living under a constant rain
Thinking about getting hit by a **** train
It's only me to blame
It helps to maintain a sane brain
But right now it's all gone to flame
My aim is not on the frame
I swear this is all a part of a sick game

I'm so done
How could it be that everything went that wrong?
Wanna put 10 bullets in my brain
Some things won't change
I feel like I don't belong in the frame
My life's has been turning down the flame
I don't wanna live I'm too scared to die please someone end this game

looks like there's no way out
this nightmare is interfering with my route
i'm so alone will i ever be happy? i doubt
losing my sanity
this pain was not made for humanity
my whole life has been a vanity

I just want to tell you one thing
Your not alone
This is what I dream
This is really what I need
Just one person to snap me out of the scene
Doing drugs to get high
Just to get by
I thought that I could mend the pain
By turning it all black and plain
****** be sayin ull be fine
But I don't think they know
The misery and the lie
The cries and the hopes to get to the sky
Why can't no one be real
This is all I feel
Numb inside can't take the ride
Can't handle no more the lies
I feel like my soul dies