I can't write.
Everything In my god ****** head
Is moving to fast
And my mind is too weak and too tired to keep up.
I want to write
About how you shattered my heart
Like a piggy bank
And took everything out of it.
But I can't stop thinking about those blue eyes
and how they met mine when you went to kiss me
so softly.
I want to write
about how ******* angry you make me.
How you chose the liquor
and leave me on the top shelf
leaving me for some else to grab.
I want to write about us.
About the first time
we made love
how you held my head to your chest so tight.
I want to write about you.
But everytime I do,
I break down and I cry.