Never trust words,
Because some people have sugar on their lips and venom in their hearts......!

I learned this the hard way:
Either you say how you feel and **** it up, or say nothing and let it ******* up instead......!

Crying isn’t my hobby, it’s the last gift of my love......!!🥺💔💔

Every body is fighting a battle you know nothing about,
So be kind
Always

I’ll be ok for a few days but then it hits me, I stop functioning and everything falls apart again….!

The people you love the most,
Will hurt you the most......!!!

Trying to please everyone.
2. Fearing change.
3. Living in the past.
4. Putting yourself down.
5. Overthinking

1) These hard times, this pain, these lessons - one day they’ll be your strength, your awareness, your blessings.
2) Stop expecting honesty from the people who lie to themselves.
3) You’ll never look good trying to make someone look bad.
4) Save your explanations for those who are determined to understand you - give your silence to those that are determined to misunderstand you.
5) You’re life is too short to be unhappy 5 days a week in exchange for 2 days of freedom.
6) Don’t be upset from people you don’t respect.
7) Life isn’t tiring. Wanting life to be a certain way but not having the confidence to make it that way is tiring.

Quitting is for winners.....!
Contrary to popular opinion, quitting is for winners.
Knowing when to quit, change directions, leave a toxic situation, demand more from life, give up on something that's isn't working and move on, is a very important skill that people who win at life all seem to have.
But don't quit because it's hard.
Quit because it *****.

If they really wanted to, they would....!
If you apply pressure, they'll do what you want them to do.
If you take the pressure off, you'll see what they'd rather do.
Never waste your life fighting someone would rather do.
Let them go. Move on. Do better.

Taking no risk is the biggest risk....!
You have to risk failure to succeed.
You have to risk rejection to be accepted.
You have to risk heartbreak to love.
If you're always avoiding risk, you're risking missing out on life....!

Call yourself out....!
The most reason why people keep making the same mistakes is because their insecure ego prevents them from taking responsibility for their own *******, their own toxic traits and their own mistakes.
You have to call yourself out.
Calling yourself out means you care more about your future, your progress and your happiness, than just protecting your ego....!

Closure is your choice.
Closure isn't an apology, or justice, or answers.
That's insecurity.
If the situation made you feel awful, seeking closure by reopening , it's insanity.
Closure isn't something they can give you.
Closure is moving on. Closure is your own choice.

If you're happy alone, you'll be happier together....!
There's no type of affection that can fill the void in a person who doesn't love themselves already.
There's no independence in dependency.
There is no personal security in attaching yourself to a secure person.
Until you have a healthy relationship with yourself, you won't make healthy decisions about someone else....!

It's not your job to fix damaged people....!
Your responsibility to help someone will never outweigh their responsibility to help themselves.
But, it's worth asking yourself why you resonated so strongly with someone that needed "fixing" so desperately in the first place.
Often, our own toxic romantic and non-romantic attachments to tell a story about an issue we have within ourselves...!

So much of what we learn about love is taught by people who never really loved us……!

Tears are words that need to be written....!

You know, yes I’m so scared to lose you,
It keeps me up at night, it makes my eyes water when the thought of my life without you appears, just feel everything crushing inside.
I feel my heart crumble in little pieces, I feel my stomach collapse, I feel broken.....!
You are my best friend and you don’t know how much you mean to me and I just want to scream it but I’m scared! You make me the happiest girl to ever exist, I smile everyday for you so big that my lips  might burst,.
You make me happy, you make me smile, you make me complete.
And now I might lose that part of me. And I don’t know how I’m gonna deal with it.......!

If i lose you i will never be the same anymore,
i will lose my best friend , my soul mate, my smile , my laugh and everything. Once i lose you there will be no more sunlight , no clear skies, just like the clouds my eyes will do the same cry until you make the tears go away, if you walk away it will rain.
I cannot lose you because if i lost you everything would be meaningless,I wandered into the darkness looking for something to bring happiness to my life, something real. I found you and ill be ** if i lose you. You mean more to me then you'll ever know! I've fallen so hard for you, that if i ever lose you, ill lose myself. If you were a tear i would never dare to cry. I might lose you ! I don't think you'll ever understand how afraid i am of losing you <3
My worst fear is losing you </3
Maybe im scared because you mean more to me than any other person. You are everything i think about, everything i need and everything i want.
Stay. No matter how hard it is being with me, just stay. I need you!
I get jealous very often, i get jealous so easily and its only because i dont want to lose you <3
Even though i know things won't always last forever, I want to have you for as long as i can. Youre the one who brought the happy feeling inside me again. i haven't felt like this since i was a kid when my family would make me laugh , and i dont think ill ever want to lose my happiness again. Please don't go anytime soon. You make me really happy and i cant risk losing someone like you.
My nightmares are usually about losing you, I don't want us to be strangers again. I dont want to lose you after all weve been through, all the pain we push past , all those beautiful memories.
Promise me, promise me you'll never leave.
I dont wanna lose you, please dont ever let me.
You see i love you and i dont want to lose you because my life has been better since i found you <3

Still blossoms for its purpose not looking around for admirer, stay true to your purpose, admirers will find their way to you...!

If anyone is stressed or suffering from depression, anxiety or any other mental health issues, I just want to say that you are amazing and you matter. Just remember, it’s going to be fine, everything is gonna be alright! Loving yourself is more important than loving someone else. Because loving yourself doesn’t result any sadness. It will make you feel more confident. Don’t listen to people that tell you wrong because even if I don’t know you personally, you matter to me and people out there care for you. If other can love you, you can love yourself too. Remember, we all are a family and we will support and love each other until the very end. If hardships come, we’ll learn from our mistakes. 💜💜LOVE YOURSELF 💜💜

I’m fine, the biggest lie I’ve ever told. Deep down I didn’t want to lie. I wanted to say I wasn’t and I feel like my life is worthless. I wanted to say I feel like I’m back to my state and that I’m sorry I got back to this dark room. But I can’t be honest this time. No matter how painful it feels to hold it in, it’s better to hold the words hostage in my heart even though my heart is trying to hold it together. Everyone is on cloud 9 around me and I swore to myself I will not bring them down. Everyone probably thinks “oh here we go again!” Or that I’m being distant on purpose. The part they don’t realise is I am distancing in order to protect them from the inner hatred and negativity festering in my soul….!

Maybe you aren’t you because  you’re trying to be who you were before the trauma, that person doesn’t exist anymore, because there’s a new you that’s trying to be born! Breathe life into that person!

Today my anxious thoughts
tell me to hate myself
for letting people in
only for them to break my heart,
for handing over swords
to the ones who came at me with bamboo sticks.

They remind me of
the times I haven’t been a good friend
to the same people I have given my all.
I should hate myself for baring
my heart in front of the ones
who had no intentions of knowing it.

I’m not good enough because
I couldn’t protect myself from a stranger
who came in only to hurt me.
After all that I lost on the battlefield
and the mental scars I carry within,
it’s never going to be enough
‘cause I should have fought harder to win.
But was there any limit?

My anxious thoughts remind me of
every time I have failed,
every time I have trusted the wrong
and everything I’ve lost…!

Yes, hmm, no wait. How do you define what's fine? I smile, I laugh, I talk and I go out. But then, I also feel that there is something that's eating up my soul from inside. I feel lost, I feel scared, I panic, I go into sadness and I suffer in silence. I'm all this. So now you tell me. Am I fine?

Not romantically,
But in love with yourself, life, waking up in the morning, smiling, laughing, crying, growing through life one second at a time, going through hardships........and still loving life!

Are you okay?
Are you alright, are you fine, are you good?
Are you adequate, are you decent?
Are you emotionally stable, sleeping without crying, smiling because you want to?
Are you breathing without questioning, are you waking up without trying, are you eating without throwing up?
Are you reading this poem right now and thinking no?
Are you thinking for the first time, will I ever be okay?

You will be okay.
You will be alright, you will be fine, you will be good.
You will be adequate, you will be decent.
You will be emotionally stable, you will sleep without crying, and smile for the happiness blooming inside of you.
You will breathe without questioning, you will wake up to a new day, you will eat easily
You
are going to be okay.
So please smile sunshine
It’s a fine new day
To be okay :)

Even the most trusted person can lie.
Even the best friends could change.
Even the sweetest person can cheat.
Even the strongest friendship can get ruined.
Even the person you love the most could be gone.
Sad to think, hard to accept but this is the reality.
Treasure what you have and be happy❤️

Having no homework
Sleeping in late
Laughing so hard that you cry
Being called beautiful
When your fav song comes on shuffle
Being liked/loved back
Doing well on a test you thought you failed
Making someone laugh/ smile
Long hugs from someone you love
When he texts you first
Packing for a vacation
Getting unexpected gifts
Realising it’s Friday
Looking back at old photos
Eating the food you’ve been craving
Blasting music in car
Watching a sunset/sunrise
Being warn and cozy when it’s cold
Feeling Important and wanted

I'm wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday's done,

I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

Mister
I'm not sure how you don't
Appreciate
The wonderful wacky
Being that is me
I suppose I could try harder
But it's not my fault that
You can't see

When he comes back,
Don't you dare forget
How you broke when
He left....!💔

You can’t keep choosing someone who doesn’t choose you. You can’t. Because your person is going to be your person for the rest of your life. Not just when you’re young and things are perfect, but when things get messy and when you make mistakes and the world is less shiny. You have to make sure that you have someone by your side that wants to be there. Someone who wants to support you, and encourages you. Someone who gives you as much effort as you give them. Someone who wants to hear you laugh, and make breakfast with you, and listen to all of your dumb jokes for twenty, thirty or even fifty years. Because there’re difficult things in life, really hard and haunted things that make it heal and hurtful at times. But love shouldn’t be one of those things. Love should be your safe place. So please, just don’t give up the best parts of yourself to someone who doesn’t see the value in what they’re receiving. Don’t settle for anyone who doesn’t look at you and know, without hesitation, that they want to stay.

You can and you will lose feelings for everyone. “Feelings” are literally the way you feel. Can you think of any single things in life that you’ve consistently felt the same way about?
Think about any past relationships? That person you had a crush on in the 6th grade?
Feelings are real, but they are not always reliable…. And they are always changing. Before acting in feelings, r should engage our brains to make sure we’re doing the right thing….!

People say I'm complicated,
But If they see close enough,
I'm not that complicated
I just stay away from people,
Because I don't want to hurt myself.
I don't talk much,
Because talking doesn't make the pain go.
Im heartless,they say!
But the mask is too strong for them to see my true self!
Why don't you love anyone?
Because love hurts like hell.
Why don't you make friends?
Because friends can break your heart too.
I'll always say;"I'm Fine"
Even in the worst times
Because explaining your pain is kuch harder than faking a smile.
The show will go on,
It must never end
Until death comes in the way...!!

"It's both a blessing
And a curse
To feel everything
So deeply...!"

Don’t stress over things you can’t change.
2. Everything will be okay, God knows what he’s doing.
3. It’s okay to cry, but it’s not okay to give up.
4. You’re beauty baby, trust me you’ll be okay.
5. Your don’t anyone but yourself.
6. Stay happy. ❤️
7. It’s okay to be different.
8. Good things take time.
9. Don’t ever….EVER…..think you aren’t good enough.
10. I promise someone loves you, and if no one does, then you love yourself.
11. YOU MATTER.
12. The best response to a fool is silence.
13. I vibe different.
14. “Cause you’re amazing, just the way you are.”

You aren't too emotional. You aren't too sensitive. Your heart is constantly at war with all of your emotions; each one fighting to be dominant. You feel the energies of others. You feel it when they are happy, sad, angry, fake or truthful. You know it when they're using you and when they're being genuine.
You aren't weak. You are gifted with the ability of heightened intuition. You anxiety is nothing to be ashamed of; it's a reminder that you have a gift if empathy. Not many posseses this rare trait because this take a special kind of strength, not your weakness. Own who you are. You have a beautiful and a brave pure soul....!

I wish I could tell you all that will happen and help you along the way…..but there’s one thing I would do, it’s to help you break free:
~break free from the pressure to fit in
~break free from comparing yourself to everyone
~break free from hating all that you aren’t
~break free from believing that you aren’t special or strong enough
Please know that you are amazing, a rare and a beautiful masterpiece that one day you’ll recognise and appreciate. I wish I could hold your hand as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but I know how strong and capable you are.

Never stop fighting for us, it may feel impossible now, but I promise it’ll all be worth it…….!
—Me!

I’m sorry. I’m sorry for growing up. I’m sorry for not being what you wanted me to be, what you pictured, “A happy girl, in a happy world”. But not everything turned out the way you want it to. I’m sorry for lying so much. I’m sorry for feeling alone so much. I’m sorry for not asking for help when I needed it. I’m truly sorry. I’m sorry for staying up most nights crying. I’m sorry for caring about little things that were probably lies. I’m sorry for being a disappointment. I’m sorry……!

So, do it. Decide.
                Is this the life
                you want to live?
                Is this the person
                you want to love?
                Is this the best you can be?
                Can you be stronger?
                Kinder? More Compassionate?
                Decide
                Breathe in.
                Breathe out
                and decide.

Don’t forget the time we broke up,
The hardest day we said our goodbyes
Don’t cry
Please be happy, my love
I love you
& I’ll love you more
The words I can never say to you again,
I loved only you, only you
I loved you, you’re my everything
I’m sorry for hurting you, I’m sorry
Even I can’t go back to those times
You’re the only one for me
I loved you so much
Don’t do it, please don’t do it
Don’t make memories
My painful heart
I hate you, I hate you so much now
I have to do this to forget you.
Only you, you’re the only one
Like a tattoo engraved in my heart
Even if I try to erase you
You’re my love that I can’t erase,
Only you
I’m waiting for you my painful love
I miss you so much
I’m waiting for you endlessly….!

Laying on my bed
In my empty room;
Asking myself why
I’m feeling so doomed,
Seeing people around me
Shining in happiness,
But why don’t I feel
A single smile on my face
I ask myself everyday
Why am I feeling this way,
Am I not normal?
Am I not okay?
I cry without reasons,
Every single night
Feeling like an empty
Soul without a life.
I never need a reason
To have tears in my eyes
Like sadness is a normal
Feeling in my life,
Am I the only one
who feels this way?
Am I not normal?
Am I not OKAY.....??

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It will be a heartache
It will be crying
And it will take will
To keep in trying

Its not for the weak
Or those afraid of pain
Its for two hearts
That are one in the same

It won't be easy
This much is true
And it can't be done alone
It'll take two

We'll see each other
Every now and then
And savour those moments
Till we are together again

Because distance isn't about
Being far apart
Its about surviving with only half a heart

But we will survive
Because our love is true
And you love me
As much as I love you ....!!

Do you know a life of loneliness and one filled with pain,
living a life with nothing to gain,
Surrounded by darkness, overwhelmed with shame.
A life without peace with no one to blame.

Do you know of a place unseen,
A place that holds only shattered dreams,
A place filled with sorrow with no end in sight,
I am given this gift each and every night.

Do you know of a place so cold,
This is the place I call my soul,
A place without hope or comforting dreams,  
A life not worth living wouldn't it seem.

Do you know of a life that should have never been,
And the feeling that today this life has to end.
One more day of sadness is much too hard to bear,
I am tired of living a life of heartache and despair.

Do you know a person with so much pain inside,
Or the feeling of loneliness when no one hears your cries,
Maybe when the tears are gone and I can clearly see,
The only question left will be...

DO YOU KNOW ME.....!