Was being a girl always so tiring n hard or the society made it so tiring.....???

The person who does something that inconveniences them, but does it anyway because it’s important to you. The person that’s always there for you at the end of the day. The person that can’t wait to talk to you and listens to every word you say. The person who no matter the mistakes and the choices you’ve made, wants to be with you. The person who you call at two am and would drive over to hug you and talk to you. The person who wipes away your tears and kisses your tear stained cheeks. The person who would throw everything away, the person who knows and knows what you want without asking— that’s the person. That’s the person that loves you more than life itself. And if you have someone like that, don’t ever let them go.

My definition of toxic is when someone has hurt you so much to the point where you’re tired of it but you still love them so much that you don’t wanna leave and you’re willing to keep getting hurt by the same person hoping they will change but they never change, and you start thinking about bad things about yourself thinking you’re not worth it and you start losing your worth that’s toxic, toxic is when they start abusing you mentally, physically and emotionally, but you don’t care because you wanna keep loving them and make a better person the only reason there like that’s is because they have been hurt before and they think you’re going to hurt them in the same way but you’re not going to, toxic is when they stop putting effort into you, they stop talking to you, they don’t wanna see you, they don’t care about you, they talk to other people behind your back, they’re not loyal, not showing you off, they aren’t just treating you right like you should be treated, but you don’t think of it you just keep running back to them, and both of you guys realize you’re hurting each other but you guys never leave and just keep getting hurt and then hears and years and years come and you’re so hurt that you start having trust issues you have depression, anxiety and so much more, and you just can’t leave the relationship, it’s difficult because you love and care so much about them but sometimes you gotta love yourself before you try loving someone else, caring about yourself before someone else isn’t toxic but letting someone control you and who you are is. Don’t let no body tell you what you can and can’t do. YOU ARE YOUR OWN PERSON you’re not them and you’ll never be like them. You are yourself and if someone don’t like it we’ll they don’t deserve you, it’s crazy how’s person can hurt you so much and effect you and your future but it doesn’t always have to be like that, it’s also crazy how a person can hurt you and not give a **** but no matter what no body’s lives are prefect, we get knocked down lower then we have ever been just so we can climb higher then we ever have, so don’t lose faith in yourself entirely yet, there are so many more people out there, sometimes it’s okay to take a break from the world and relationships to focus on yourself so you can come back better than ever, don’t let these toxic *** friends and people stop you from being happy and getting what you want. So be happy and love yourself like you deserve to be loved….!❤️❤️

You can’t keep choosing someone who doesn’t choose you. You can’t. Because your person is going to be your person for the rest of your life. Not just when you’re young and things are perfect, but when things get messy and when you make mistakes and the world is less shiny. You have to make sure that you have someone by your side that wants to be there. Someone who wants to support you, and encourages you. Someone who gives you as much effort as you give them. Someone who wants to hear you laugh, and make breakfast with you, and listen to all of your dumb jokes for twenty, thirty or even fifty years. Because there’re difficult things in life, really hard and haunted things that make it heal and hurtful at times. But love shouldn’t be one of those things. Love should be your safe place. So please, just don’t give up the best parts of yourself to someone who doesn’t see the value in what they’re receiving. Don’t settle for anyone who doesn’t look at you and know, without hesitation, that they want to stay.

Stay single until it feels easy, simple like breathing. Stay single until you don’t have to constantly remind someone how to be better or how to treat to you right. Stay single until you find someone who knows exactly what you need before you have to ask, someone who understands your love language and will do their best to learn it, who’s willing to make compromises, who wants to make sure you’re both understood and appreciated. Stay single until you find someone who would do anything to make you feel loved and heard.

I’m not who I’ve always been,
The world that lies outstretched before me,
Is not the only one I’ve seen,
I’ve travelled on the tails of comets,
I’ve burned up in the hearts of stars,
I’ve been spat out of supernovas,
That left me scattered near and far,
I have dined in distant galaxies,
And taught the birds to sing,
I’ve danced for a whole lifetime,
Upon Saturn’s dusty rings,
I’ve been there long enough,
To learn what makes the willow weep,
I’ve sung celestial lullabies,
That sent the moon to sleep,
I’ve been both the flowering water,
And the stone that blocks it’s way,
I’ve been frozen, I’ve been molten,
And I’ll be again someday,
Though I’ve been a billion things,
This is the first one that can smile,
I’m pieces of the universe,
Living as human for a while….!

Even the most trusted person can lie.
Even the best friends could change.
Even the sweetest person can cheat.
Even the strongest friendship can get ruined.
Even the person you love the most could be gone.
Sad to think, hard to accept but this is the reality.
Treasure what you have and be happy❤️

The very thing that
distinguishes us both is that
I wouldn’t hesitate to
choose you in every
lifetime. But you wouldn’t
even choose me in this one.
And although I gave you
my flesh and bones, I know
I can’t love you into
loving me. So there you are,
overflowing with my love,
And here I am pleading for a
droplet of yours or
whatever I could salvage.
But there must come a time
where you recognise that, to
grieve someone hurts a lot
less than forcing them to be
a part of you. And I know I
should not beg for love, but
just once I wanted someone
to be afraid of losing me.

We hope you enjoy your stay,
And please feel free to be yourself,
As long as it’s in the right way,
Make sure you love your body,
Not too much or we’ll tear you down.
We’ll bully you for smiling,
And then wonder why you frown,
We’ll tell you that you’re worthless,
That you shouldn’t make a sound,
And then cry with all the others,
As you’re buried in the ground,
You can fall in love with anyone,
As long as it’s who we choose.
And we’ll let you have your opinions,
But please shape them to our views,
Welcome to society
We promise that we won’t decieve,
And one more rule now that you’re here,
There’s no way you can leave…..!

Don’t stress over things you can’t change.
2. Everything will be okay, God knows what he’s doing.
3. It’s okay to cry, but it’s not okay to give up.
4. You’re beauty baby, trust me you’ll be okay.
5. Your don’t anyone but yourself.
6. Stay happy. ❤️
7. It’s okay to be different.
8. Good things take time.
9. Don’t ever….EVER…..think you aren’t good enough.
10. I promise someone loves you, and if no one does, then you love yourself.
11. YOU MATTER.
12. The best response to a fool is silence.
13. I vibe different.
14. “Cause you’re amazing, just the way you are.”

There’s a time for keeping silent 🔇 and a time for speaking up ❕a time for dabbling in a dream💭and a time for waking yourself up ⏰ a time for waiting for your turn⏳and a time for rushing ahead ⚡️a time for soaking up the sun ☀️ and the time for staring at the stars ⭐️ a time for setting life a blaze 🔥and a time for fizzling the flame 💦 a time for keeping it real ✉️ and a time for keeping it together🎀 a time for saying yes ✅ and a time for letting go 🎈a time for taking a risk ⚠️ and a time for taking your time🐌a time for planting the seeds 🌱 a time for harvesting the garden 🎃 a time to believe in fairytales 🏰a time for making your one magic 🪄a time for standing in the storm ⛈ and a time for seeking shelter 🏠 a time for going through it🛣 and a time for growing from it 🪴 trust yourself to know when the time is right❤️❤️❤️❤️

If i lose you i will never be the same anymore,
i will lose my best friend , my soul mate, my smile , my laugh and everything. Once i lose you there will be no more sunlight , no clear skies, just like the clouds my eyes will do the same cry until you make the tears go away, if you walk away it will rain.
I cannot lose you because if i lost you everything would be meaningless,I wandered into the darkness looking for something to bring happiness to my life, something real. I found you and ill be ** if i lose you. You mean more to me then you'll ever know! I've fallen so hard for you, that if i ever lose you, ill lose myself. If you were a tear i would never dare to cry. I might lose you ! I don't think you'll ever understand how afraid i am of losing you <3
My worst fear is losing you </3
Maybe im scared because you mean more to me than any other person. You are everything i think about, everything i need and everything i want.
Stay. No matter how hard it is being with me, just stay. I need you!
I get jealous very often, i get jealous so easily and its only because i dont want to lose you <3
Even though i know things won't always last forever, I want to have you for as long as i can. Youre the one who brought the happy feeling inside me again. i haven't felt like this since i was a kid when my family would make me laugh , and i dont think ill ever want to lose my happiness again. Please don't go anytime soon. You make me really happy and i cant risk losing someone like you.
My nightmares are usually about losing you, I don't want us to be strangers again. I dont want to lose you after all weve been through, all the pain we push past , all those beautiful memories.
Promise me, promise me you'll never leave.
I dont wanna lose you, please dont ever let me.
You see i love you and i dont want to lose you because my life has been better since i found you <3

When you wake up, just know
That you have a reason to live
Maybe you won’t know it yet
But you’ll soon.
You aren’t useless nor worthless
Treat yourself good
Apologise to yourself
You didn’t help yourself
When you needed it
You didn’t give enough time to yourself
So, give yourself some time
And love yourself like
You deserve to be loved.
Know your worth and enjoy life
Even if it’s not going as planned
Know that life is full of surprises….!
Be happy and
Love Yourself

Don’t forget the time we broke up,
The hardest day we said our goodbyes
Don’t cry
Please be happy, my love
I love you
& I’ll love you more
The words I can never say to you again,
I loved only you, only you
I loved you, you’re my everything
I’m sorry for hurting you, I’m sorry
Even I can’t go back to those times
You’re the only one for me
I loved you so much
Don’t do it, please don’t do it
Don’t make memories
My painful heart
I hate you, I hate you so much now
I have to do this to forget you.
Only you, you’re the only one
Like a tattoo engraved in my heart
Even if I try to erase you
You’re my love that I can’t erase,
Only you
I’m waiting for you my painful love
I miss you so much
I’m waiting for you endlessly….!

When I was hurting,
You held me
And in so many scary ways
I was letting you in.
I told you things,
That instantly brought me to tears
And while the tears fell
You just held me,
And that said
So much more than
I love you
If I ever could….!

I fell in love with all of you.


I didn’t just fall in love with the best of you, like
The way your eyes light up the moon
The way your laugh makes me smile
The way your hand fits in mine
The way your personality stands out
The way your smile gives me butterflies,
I fell in love with all of you!

I fell in love with your scars,
The way you make sarcastic remarks
The way you feel helpless at 2am
The way you cry about something from years ago
The way you sometimes get angry
The way you sometimes want to be left alone
I fell in love with all of you.
I fell in love with the great in you
And I feel in love with bad you see in yourself
And the bad you see is the great I see.
Because I love every part of you,
Every bit.
I fell in love with all of you…..!

Nothing or no one will ever change the way I feel for you,
I’ll never leave you.
You’re my shoulder to lean on.
The person I know I can count on
You’re the love of my lives
My one and only
I’m yours and you’re mine
Together we’ll be of love.
Each day I love you more,
Today more than yesterday
But less than tomorrow
Your love is the most precious gift anyone could ever want
I melt and fall in love with you
Again and again.
I never knew what was love,
Until I met you.
Thanks for the love and the care you gave me.
I love you and I’ll always be here for you.
Whenever I think of you,
I have a smile on my face.
And in my heart as well.
Ever since you came into my life
I’ve always been so happy.
Loving and having you made my life
Full of joy and happiness,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW!
You are all that I need.
I’d do anything for you.
I’m in love with you and
Nothing can stop me from loving you.
I’m always thinking of you.
You showed me the true meaning of love.

I don’t say I love you
Because I need to,
I say I love you
Because I really do.
No matter what happens
I won’t change anything I feel about you.
All the bad things we went though are worth it,
As long as I’m with you.
You’re my entire world,
MY REASON TO LIVE!
And the way I feel
When I’m with you.
I’ll make every second count because I miss you.
It’ll feel so good that
You’ll always be here with me.
And I promise you
I’ll always be here for you.
“I LOVE YOU…..!”

They don’t know how to it feels
To wake up every morning,
And all the wonder is
Why they had even been awoken.

They don’t know how it feels
To pick up all of their pieces,
And out them back together
But still feel like they’re broken!

They don’t know how it feels
To say all that they can say,
And still feel like there’s more
But every word has been spoken!

They don’t know how it feels
To go to sleep every night,
And the only hope they have
Is that their eyes won’t open……!

Until you came into my world,
There was nothing but darkness and gloom.
My world was missing the clouds and the sun,
And also the stars and the moon.

I never believed in magic,
But you just appeared from thin air.
I thought I’d only be lonely in my life,
But now I’m a complete pair.
You made me who I’m at this point,
Mole me in every way.

There’s not a precious moment,
Where I don’t want to give you my whole day.
The passion between us is strong and ferocious,
To those that see the feelings that are shared between us.
Me for You & You for Me….!

I need someone,
Who won’t leave.
I want someone,
Who’ll never stop caring.
I need someone,
Whom I can hug tight.
I want someone,
To whom I can share my feelings with.
I need someone,
Who’ll love me forever.
I want someone,
To show me that they care.
I need someone,
To make my life worth-living.
I want someone,
Who’ll be with me forever.
I need someone,
Who’ll face my problems with me.
I want someone,
Who’ll fight for my existence.
I need someone,
Who won’t change.
I want someone,
To just be here with me…..!

Mister
I'm not sure how you don't
Appreciate
The wonderful wacky
Being that is me
I suppose I could try harder
But it's not my fault that
You can't see

Have you ever realised,
That no matter what
How hard you try
You can’t get rid of
PAIN!

It’s like you can’t escape it
You can push it back
But eventually
It’ll come back, right?

That’s how you’re to me.
You’re my pain that
Won’t go away
No matter how hard I try,
You’ll always be there
In my mind….!

Be gentle with yourself. "Slacking off" didn't erase all the progress that you've already made. You can begin as many times as you'd like. Be excited to begin again. Be proud to begin again,  no matter how many times you have to, because with each time, it means you're getting closer and closer to achieving your goals.
"Don't be afraid to begin again"

They put themselves down all the time, because deep down inside they think they're not good enough and will never be.
2. They absolutely hate teamwork, and find it hard to work alongside people.
3. They're extremely pessimistic people who always assume the worst about everything.
4. They love their alone time so much that they end up ignoring and even alienating their family and friends for it.
5. They overthink about every little thing , and this ends up making them, and everyone else around them miserable.
6. They can be very stubborn and inflexible. And once they have decided not to do anything, nobody can change their mind.
~ just like everything and everyone else, introverts have flaws too, but their dark side doesn't define who they are. For the most part, their beautiful side ends up shining through...!

If you don’t believe in MIRACLES,
Perhaps you’ve forgotten you are ONE…..!

This is what I like about photographs, they’re the proof that once, even if just for a heartbeat, everything was perfect……!

What if we feel alone because we are terrified of being intimate with another especially ourselves…?

To begin your story today, those mistakes you’ve made along the way are lessons, not failures.
You were meant to get back up and find a way that resonates with you.
There’s no expiration date for reinventing yourself….!

We all are born someday, but as we grow up, we start to bury ourselves within a mask, and we go out trying to make something of ourselves, to ‘be somebody’.
Forgetting what we buried,
Forgetting who we are…..!

You’re helping the healing of generations of pain, and this is why it hurts so much.
Don’t give up….!

I’m not sure what I’m more afraid of:
Feeling alone or letting people in……!

I wish I could tell you all that will happen and help you along the way…..but there’s one thing I would do, it’s to help you break free:
~break free from the pressure to fit in
~break free from comparing yourself to everyone
~break free from hating all that you aren’t
~break free from believing that you aren’t special or strong enough
Please know that you are amazing, a rare and a beautiful masterpiece that one day you’ll recognise and appreciate. I wish I could hold your hand as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but I know how strong and capable you are.

Never stop fighting for us, it may feel impossible now, but I promise it’ll all be worth it…….!
—Me!

What a shame baby,
Could have been with me
Instead of what’s her ******* name…..!!

I wish I could explain ur eyes 😍and how  the sound of ur voice gives me butterflies🦋...
I wish u know the way I felt ,every time I looked at u 👀...
I wish u knew my heart would melt when I thought of me and u.....
I wish I could explain how ur smile makes my heart skip a beat and how every time I saw u,I feel so complete!❤️❤️


U r not just in my dreams, u r every where like a disease that has spread to every part of me and there is no cure...

"I wish I could explain how much I love u❤️❤️"

|1|: Suicide isn't the answer.
|2|: You may be thrown down, but you're strong enough to pick yourself up and keep walking.
|3|: ARMY is here for you.
|4|: You are beautiful.
|5|: Go have some water luv <3~
|6|: Be yourself, don't be afraid to act weird, we all have a weird side.
|7|: You can fix a mess you made.
|8|: You are worth it.
|9|: God made you for a reason.
|10|: You are perfect the way you are.
|11|: Do what you like, dance, draw, watch silly videos, blast music if it makes you happy.
|12|: Show you true emotions.
|13|: Your opinion about yourself is the only one that counts, so make sure it's positive ***.
|14|: You are talented.
|15|: Smile when you want to. Cry when you need to, you are valid.
|16|: You are so strong to have made it this far.
|17|: Everything gets better with time.
|18|: It may be hard right now, but know that it will get better.
|19|: You are loved.
|20|: Lastly, Love Yourself. Go look in the mirror and look at your beautiful face and your perfect hair, you are a god/goddess! <3


I want you to know that you are worth it and you don't need to end it all, it may be tough right now, but it will get better. I love you and I hope you find happiness soon, stay positive. I'm here for you and so are the people you love( ahhh 4 o’ clock is on!)
I know I'm repeating things but I need to. I have almost spent half an hour on this and I don't regret it one bit. Take care of yourself, you won't regret it.
Hangout with your friends, dance, hug someone or something. I want you to smile, I may not smile and do everything I have listed but when I do them sometimes, I feel perfect, free, unstoppable and happy. So please look at me and promise me that you will stay strong and stay here for us, I love you And thank you for reading this. <3~

Hey,how are you?
How has your day been so far?
I hope that you're okay. Whatever you're dealing with is temporary. That dark place you are in right now, it'll go away. Soon. Eventually. Don't lose hope. I myself have been in a place like that. But hey - I'm here for you. There's me, who's possibly on the other side of Earth to you, who loves you with all of my heart. Even if I don't know you. Although I've never met you or talked to you, I know you're an amazing person. Life may not be turning out as you want it to, but trust me, there's a lot more to life than those feelings of despair and pain. Perhaps this is already cliche but trust me. Pain isn't forever. Love yourself.
You are the only you in the world. No one is perfect! Your opinions and emotions are valid–don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. I wish the best for you to overcome your problems and rise above them….!
I love you…. Sincerely…. Genuinely….Love you…..!

Hey you
Yes you, sitting behind your screen reading this. I don't know and you certainly don't know me either. But I want to tell you something. Everyone has their own story. Yours may be filled with happiness and joy, or it may be clouded with pain and misfortune. I want you to know that you are beautiful, wonderful and a talented person. Even if your life isn't going your way right now, I know you can get away with it. I want you to do me a favor. I know I'm just a stranger but trust me okay?
Everytime, you see your reflection, whether it's in a mirror, a window or in a puddle on the street, I want you to look at yourself and give yourself a big hug. Because even if you're not the prettiest, the smartest or the funniest, you are something that no one else can be: you. Smile at strangers. Have confidence in yourself. Cry when you feel like crying, laugh when you feel like laughing. Treat yourself like a god/goddess because you deserve it. Keep your head up and keep your heart open. You're worth everything and something more. And always remember that whatever happens, even if it doesn't seem like it, you're everything to someone. Make sure you love yourself…!
You are special.
I love you…!

When I look at him, I believe that God has dived down into the bottom of creation. He is the light of the moon and stars. My eyes are always thirsty for one sight of him. And, just a glimpse of that beautiful face makes me go crazy. I've fallen in love with his radiant eyes which are my world. I've fallen in love with his smile that's utterly contagious.
I'm always lost in his memories..!

There's a world,
Somewhere between reality and fantasy,
Where there is no separation
No fear of death, that makes us apart
There is no hate,
There's only happiness,
Where there'll be just me and you...!

I feel that there is
NOTHING,
more truly
ARTISTIC
than to
LOVE...!

In case no one told you today, I just wanted to remind you that I love you. I hope that you're happy and healthy.
Your existence matters and you belong....!

It's not your job to fix damaged people....!
Your responsibility to help someone will never outweigh their responsibility to help themselves.
But, it's worth asking yourself why you resonated so strongly with someone that needed "fixing" so desperately in the first place.
Often, our own toxic romantic and non-romantic attachments to tell a story about an issue we have within ourselves...!

If you're happy alone, you'll be happier together....!
There's no type of affection that can fill the void in a person who doesn't love themselves already.
There's no independence in dependency.
There is no personal security in attaching yourself to a secure person.
Until you have a healthy relationship with yourself, you won't make healthy decisions about someone else....!

Closure is your choice.
Closure isn't an apology, or justice, or answers.
That's insecurity.
If the situation made you feel awful, seeking closure by reopening , it's insanity.
Closure isn't something they can give you.
Closure is moving on. Closure is your own choice.

Call yourself out....!
The most reason why people keep making the same mistakes is because their insecure ego prevents them from taking responsibility for their own *******, their own toxic traits and their own mistakes.
You have to call yourself out.
Calling yourself out means you care more about your future, your progress and your happiness, than just protecting your ego....!

Taking no risk is the biggest risk....!
You have to risk failure to succeed.
You have to risk rejection to be accepted.
You have to risk heartbreak to love.
If you're always avoiding risk, you're risking missing out on life....!

If they really wanted to, they would....!
If you apply pressure, they'll do what you want them to do.
If you take the pressure off, you'll see what they'd rather do.
Never waste your life fighting someone would rather do.
Let them go. Move on. Do better.

Quitting is for winners.....!
Contrary to popular opinion, quitting is for winners.
Knowing when to quit, change directions, leave a toxic situation, demand more from life, give up on something that's isn't working and move on, is a very important skill that people who win at life all seem to have.
But don't quit because it's hard.
Quit because it *****.

I'm tired of caring a little too much about people. 50% don't care and other 50% take my caring for granted.  I'm just tired. I'm tired of all the lies and people letting me down. Making promises I know they can never keep. Trusting too much and I've fallen hard. I've lost who I was and that scares that hell out of me. My heart can't take more disappointment and I can't keep losing myself over people  who just don't care. I'm over their act of caring and playing like a friend. The damage is done. You made me weak and threw away my strength. I hope you are happy. But all that's a little too late to fix now. So what can I fix? I can fix me. It's time to find me and put everything else behind me. So you thought you won? HA! Sweetheart you created a monster I don't think you know how to handle. And that monster became a warrior. This warrior is a survivor and I'm never backing down, ever again.....!