"It's both a blessing
And a curse
To feel everything
So deeply...!"

I would tell it everything from,
Secrets, to thoughts, to dreams, to fears
Cause that's what 3:00am is there for,
It's there to listen to your secrets,
And never tell anyone.
It's there to listen to your thoughts,
When no one else will care.
It's there to listen to your dreams,
And help you achieve them.
3:00am is there for people from
Thinkers, to believers, to dreamers,
To writers, to artists, to musicians.
But every once in a while,
We get to a point in life where we wanna be alone,
But we don't wanna be lonely.
And that's what 3:00 am is there for.
To keep you company on your sad days,
To make sure you don't give up,
To make sure you keep dreaming,
To make sure you keep on believing.
So, I'd like to say thank you,
To 3:00 am
For being there for me when no one else was

People leave,
Pain stays.
Soul leaves,
Memories stay.
But,
Pain lessens,
Memories blurs
Time goes by.
And,
Pain fades,
Memories disappears,
Life goes on,
Time really goes by.....!

Yes you; you who's reading this
Listen to me,
"People and pain are temporary,
You are walking MASTERPIECE..,
So, be happy and Love yourself.....! 🤗❤️

Ever since my wishes came true,
I fly high in the sky.
My shadow keeps on growing in this blazing light,
Please don't let me shine
Don't let me down.
Don't let me fly,
There's just fear in my eyes.
Everytime, I'm at my lowest,
And have to face myself.
I'm also at my highest,
So I don't know who to tell.
Please don't let me shine,
Don't let me down.
Don't let me fly,
Now I fear for my life....
Don't let me shine.....!

Then stop letting the smallest things ruin your whole entire day.
If you are bored with your daily routine, do something unexpected. Stop complaining how alone you are when you’re surrounded by people who actually care about you. Forget all the drama and let go of all the grudges you’ve been holding. Stop wasting time lingering over all that you could have, should have and would have done. Stop spending your days thinking how much better you could do; stop longing for something that has been and always will be out of your reach. Just live the days as they come. Wake up every morning and smile at the wonderful day that awaits you. Take a risk for once.
Let yourself be happy, because you deserve it!

It hurts having you in my life, it hurts not having you in my life….I can’t win…..!

I hate you more and more everyday but there is this little things that keeps bothering me and I don't understand it:
Why can't I stop loving you? Why am I always thinking of you even when knowing that you don't even remember me, but I keep missing you.
I miss you so much that I can't explain. I wish I could turn back time, so that I'd meet you sooner and stay with you longer! And I'm still thinking of you because you are the only thing on my mind every time. I wish you'd know how I fall for you everyday and how my day doesn't go good without seeing you, how I'm hurting as well as having immense happiness seeing you, but I want you to know every single thing. I still see you everyday, I see that it didn't affect you but it affected me too much that it changed me, to the point that I stopped doing the things that I loved, to the point that I hate myself so much for everything.
I just can't hold on anymore. I feel like I'm falling down and this time I won't be able to get up. I'm so hurting. I miss you so much. I'm tired...!

Trying to please everyone.
2. Fearing change.
3. Living in the past.
4. Putting yourself down.
5. Overthinking

I'm allowed to do what's best for me, even if it's upset people....!

Why do we get hurt everytime by the people we love...???
Like why is it the one we love and not the one we don't...?

Hugs are actually so underrated, especially those hugs which are so tight that you can feel the other person's heartbeat, and for a moment everything feels so safe and calm like no one can hurt you....!

I'm okay and things will continue to be okay even when it seems like they won't be. This sadness, anger, frustration, pain etc won't last forever..!
If you are reading this, then:
I hope you get the strength to get through whatever it is that's causing you so much trouble or pain at the moment.
Don't take things too seriously try to be happy and love yourself the way you are...!

I know that you have been having a hard time, but don't lose yourself, please....!

Today is all about a person who is my life, who was there for me every single time.
They both are the only person who made me look forward to coming to college, made me live my life. Even when everyone left me, they never let go of me, they held me tight whenever I felt like letting go of life. This is to the two people who loved me more than anybody in the whole world, was concerned about me more than anyone in this world. They made my life worth-living and beautiful. To the two people who has always had my back, always. To the person who scolded me like a mother, adviced me like a father, teased me like a brother but on top of it all, they loved me more than all of the people in this whole world.
Thank you for being with me. I don't know what I did to deserve such pretty and pure souls like you, but I'm glad to have you in my life.
❤️"THANK U FOR EVERYTHING"❤️

Living in the moment, detached from bothers of life…!

So much of what we learn about love is taught by people who never really loved us……!

Don’t put me in a position where I gotta show you how cold my heart can get….!

I could feel my eyes start to sting with the need to cry.
Why did I have to be so freaking sensitive..??

I prefer to distance myself whenever I’m in a bad mood because I’ll become the most heartless person you’ll ever meet….!

Be kind and humble. But not with everybody:
One of the most common traits in people who did extraordinarily in their lives is that they are all humble and kind. These days’ people don’t believe in these moral values but no matter what the trend becomes nothing can beat the power of kindness. Kindness is the essence of our existence and if we sustain it, we can make huge impacts in the lives of other people. However, I believe not everybody deserves our kindness. Some philosophical minds are of the opine that we should be kind with everybody no matter what. For some cases it is true but for others it isn’t because there’s no wisdom in making a fool of ourselves. The best way is to stop being anything with them. The best way is to stop exhibiting any emotions with people who can’t value kindness.

Be optimistic but not overly optimistic:
Gary Vaynerchuk, one of the best social media experts, rightly says that we must be optimistic in our lives. This is something that I learnt from him. The guy is so articulate in his thought process that it is next to impossible that one wouldn’t be inspired from him. Optimism can turn any situation into an achievable one. However, being optimistic doesn’t mean that we should be overconfident. Optimism is good but over optimism isn’t because that can easily ruin the chances of getting succeeding. It should be like “I can do it.” and not “Oh, it is so easy; obviously I will do it.”

Trust the process. Whatever is happening (good/bad) ,trust your life:
It is not easy to trust the happenings and events of life when nothing is in our favor. And it isn’t easy either to be optimistic about it. But that’s where our toughness and resilience is being tested. People who can’t trust the process of their lives cannot expect to excel in their lives. It is not that we should blindly trust everything that happens and not change the course of life for the better. What I mean is that we should work out what’s in our control and if we can’t work out what isn’t, then leave it. Don’t ponder upon it and don’t waste time on it. It will work out with your persistence and hard work.

You have to be patient in your life. Things will come around if you’re patient:
We believe things work out if we are in a hurry. It is true that we must be efficient and fast but sometimes we should not rush into anything. Patience is one of the keys to success and people who cannot afford to wait should not expect better results. There’s a beautiful quote that resembles exactly what I mean-
“Greatness takes time. Just remember it takes 13 hours to build a Toyota but 6 months to build a Rolls Royce.” So do the work and be patient.

This is what I like about photographs:
They’re proof that once, even if just for a heartbeat, everything was perfect…..!

Please know that you are an amazing, a rare and beautiful masterpiece that one day you’ll recognise and appreciate. I wish I could hold your hand as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but I know how strong and capable you are.
You are walking masterpiece….!❤️

Still blossoms for its purpose not looking around for admirer, stay true to your purpose, admirers will find their way to you...!

You aren't too emotional. You aren't too sensitive. Your heart is constantly at war with all of your emotions; each one fighting to be dominant. You feel the energies of others. You feel it when they are happy, sad, angry, fake or truthful. You know it when they're using you and when they're being genuine.
You aren't weak. You are gifted with the ability of heightened intuition. You anxiety is nothing to be ashamed of; it's a reminder that you have a gift if empathy. Not many posseses this rare trait because this take a special kind of strength, not your weakness. Own who you are. You have a beautiful and a brave pure soul....!

Sometimes the reason for letting go is because they can't help but hurt you during this phase of life. When you love someone deeply, you learn what demons love within them and you realize that they're hurting you because they are hurting somewhere within themselves. They are fighting a battle within and may not even know it. So, they take it out on you and fight you, you decide to let them go, not because you're being petty or resentful. You let them go because you really believe that the both of you can find healing you truly need without being together and without hurting each other in the process. Letting someone go doesn't mean you stop loving and caring about anyone. Letting go means you're choosing freedom over the illusion of loyalty...!

I'm very ugly
So, don't try to convince me that
I'm a very beautiful person
Because at the end of the day,
I hate myself in every single way
I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There's beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured, I'll remind myself
That I'm a worthless, terrible person
And nothing you say will make me believe
That i still deserve love
Because no matter what,
I'm not good enough to be loved
And I'm in no position to believe that
Beauty doesn't exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror, I always think
Am I as ugly as people say?

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Na khush *** na udaas ***,
Baz khali *** aur khamosh ***.....!

I miss you when something really good happens Caz you're the one I want it share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me Caz you were the only one who understood me so well.
I miss you when I laugh or cry Caz you were the only one that made my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times spent with each other; for those are some of the best times of my life......!

Am the only one who always feels left out?
I feel like I'm always the last choice, I'm always the least favourite person, people around me, I feel like everyone has their own things, groups and friendship circle and I got nothing just.... Me, myself and I ......!

I miss the old me, this new ***** cry too much ..!

I hate being in that mood where nothing's really right but nothing feels right either....!

Why am I so afraid to lose you when you're not even mine....?

Lemme give you an example...:
Jsut see tihs msg. Evrey splleing of tihs msg is wrnog. But sitll yuo raed it wihtout ayn mistake. If yuo want true raletionship.....Just ignoer mistaeks and understand them.....!

Life always teaches,
The hardest lessons
To the softest hearts....!🥺💯

The only person in this world whom I considered real turned out fake. With tears in my eyes and a knife in my hand, a cross on my neck and soon it will be the end. Don't worry too much, just feel less and ignore more everything's gonna be fine as I won't be here anymore.....!

I used to be jealous of Harry Potter for being able to talk to snakes but it turns out I've been doing it for years.....!!

Having no homework
Sleeping in late
Laughing so hard that you cry
Being called beautiful
When your fav song comes on shuffle
Being liked/loved back
Doing well on a test you thought you failed
Making someone laugh/ smile
Long hugs from someone you love
When he texts you first
Packing for a vacation
Getting unexpected gifts
Realising it’s Friday
Looking back at old photos
Eating the food you’ve been craving
Blasting music in car
Watching a sunset/sunrise
Being warn and cozy when it’s cold
Feeling Important and wanted

“Oh, I’m just…..”
BROKEN~ SAD~ALONE~DEAD~******-UP~INSECURE~NOSTALGIC~SCARED~EXHAUSTED~NUMB­~BETRAYED~JUDGED~BULLIED~FADING~FALLING-APART~
HOLLOW~EMPTY~COLD~­SCARRED~IGNORED~UGLY~
BREAKING-DOWN~NEVER-ENOUGH~NOT-OKAY~A-WASTE­~
HATED

Make peace with your broken pieces....!

Do you know a life of loneliness and one filled with pain,
living a life with nothing to gain,
Surrounded by darkness, overwhelmed with shame.
A life without peace with no one to blame.

Do you know of a place unseen,
A place that holds only shattered dreams,
A place filled with sorrow with no end in sight,
I am given this gift each and every night.

Do you know of a place so cold,
This is the place I call my soul,
A place without hope or comforting dreams,  
A life not worth living wouldn't it seem.

Do you know of a life that should have never been,
And the feeling that today this life has to end.
One more day of sadness is much too hard to bear,
I am tired of living a life of heartache and despair.

Do you know a person with so much pain inside,
Or the feeling of loneliness when no one hears your cries,
Maybe when the tears are gone and I can clearly see,
The only question left will be...

DO YOU KNOW ME.....!

Not romantically,
But in love with yourself, life, waking up in the morning, smiling, laughing, crying, growing through life one second at a time, going through hardships........and still loving life!

I'm living life but **** it feels like living a lie cause who I am feels like an act, and when the play comes to an end.....I won't know who I really am.......!
~Elisha David

Some people don't love you, they don't even care about you, they just want to stay connected to you. The love, the benefits... So they do the minimal.... A little phone call here and there, just checking or thinking about you.
What they are really doing is maintaining a connection, so when they need you......they still have a way in......!!

Its one of my theories that when people give you advice, they are really just talking to themselves in the past......!

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YV7NA50Tlak

Mom and dad, this is for you.......:
Everyday you called me selfish, immature, brat, stupid, sad little girl and all other things you guys would tell me, I would go to the restroom and start crying in that little corner. Crying my eyes out until they would dry up from all the crying. I started to believe in all the things you would tell me.
And now, I hate myself because of it.......thank you guys!!