Do you see this?
This, this is mine.
This is the only thing that belongs to me.
This is all that I have,
this is what I cling to
this is what gets me through the day.
This is all I feel
It's hot and cold
it's life and it's Deaths favorite flirt
It's sharp and brutal
it's brittle, unfeeling
It's gorgeous and I want to *****
It flows and drips over and under me,
it covers me in lovely liquid warmth
It makes me cold and peaceful.
I love it
I hate it
It's all me
I'm in complete control but it cant stop
it won't stop... I don't want it to.
I want all of me to come out
I want you to see all of me
Love all of me
because
I'm slowly fading
It's getting dark fast and I'm smiling.
I look around with blurred vision,
I'm lying in a field of beautiful rose petals
they're warm and covered in fresh dew
they're budding from my wrists and blooming all around me
spreading slowly and steadily,
a few petals coming off and fluttering a bit farther than the rest
It's beautiful, I think,
To see all of me, spread over the clean white floors,
so perfectly and so wonderful.
My Roses blooming,
Everywhere.

Mess with me?
Yeah right, you wish.
I love it when you call me *****
I love that sudden high pitch
It reminds me of what I can be.

It lets me know I'm inside your head
poking prying in your soul
that those tears are my toll
to reach my wonderfully horrid goal.
Watch out tonight, I'm the monster under your bed.

I'm the one whose skeleton lies in your closet
Skritching scratching on your door
tell tale heart beating under your floor
victim of your never ending war
whose soul you never did deposit.

Death still waits for that poor soul of mine
wandering the world, now cold and dark
Faking living and breathing, hark!
You hear no beating from this poor soul, no spark
No life to live just death to come, so divine.
Yet still, for you, dead souls do pine.

To change fast he takes a pill
Without a drop of water
It makes him feel ill
And forget what he promised her

He wanders into danger
He falls and gets hurt
He calls me a stranger
And he plays with my skirt

But I'm wearing pants
He's acting so dumb
He smoked some plants
Then the ***** made him numb

Baby, please hurry and change back
Then I swear I won't leave, I'll unpack.

The first show of affection
A lingering glance
gaining her attention
It sparks a new romance
when she lets lose a shy smile
as he makes his advance
through the unsuspecting crowd
they stand and talk for a while
on they're own private cloud
as the clock ticks on towards midnight
Before the clock strikes twelve
she says farewell and leaves his sight
into pockets his hands delve
To find a note his true love wrote
It did relate a time date and place
where he should meet her for a date

The day came and made his heart race
as for his love he did patiently wait
When she arrived she shone like the sun
her beauty went unparalleled in his eyes
the two had so much innocent fun
they never realized how fast time flies
until the date was done and the day was over
he walked her to her door step
with a soft kiss he claimed her as his lover
that night she dreamed of him as she slept
and he thought of her as he sat awake reliving the day
in his mind and in his yearning heart
years went by and never did they stray
leave each other or break apart
until the day god took his love away
left him alone doomed to cry and stay

I'm still here
living in fear
cowering low
from my invincible foe.
I think I should go,
but still I say no
I sit and I stay
day after day
night after night.
Dreams now a plight
I'll sleep no more.

Ride on mighty Thor!
Throw your hammer once more
this storm's a bore!
Shake me to the core
so I can sleep no more.
Show me to the door
so I can stay no more
let me settle the score
so I can brood no more
Make it a chore
so I can rest no more
till the deed I abhor
is to do no more
and I deplore
what I can fix no more.

My body is sore
so I move no more
soon it will fade into old folk lore
and my tale will be told no more.
The clothes that I wore
will be clothes no more
this tremulous war
will be a war no more
and down on the floor
I will cry no more
to this I swore
and I swear no more
except to that, what I adore
exists no more,
since from my heart I tore
what it can have no more.

He comes in he comes out
Now what's this all about?
Come dear close the door
what is it you're fighting for?
He's just a ghost
a specter at the most
It's best to shut your door
come now, get off the floor
brush off your dress
you're such a mess.
He's dead you know?
Buried down bellow.
Don't waste your time
you've lost your mind
if you even think
his flesh wouldn't stink.
Now get to bed,
go rest your head,
and in the morning
you'll be done mourning
or find a new way to lament
someone who isn't even present.
He's laid beneath the clover
his life's been done and over
so stop your tears
and quit your fears
dead men tell few tales
though some do make for good sales
any tale a dead man may tell
isn't worth the trouble to sell.

Every time we kiss,
I drag on my bliss,
as it could be the last,
good things end far too fast.
Each time we hug,
I know you're my drug,
you get me so high,
that I simply cant lie.
And when we're entwined,
In body and mind,
there only is you,
the whole world through.
Though I can tell,
as it puts me through hell,
that you don't feel the same,
oh what a cruel game,
To love one so much,
when their heart's out of touch.