Oh nostalgia, sweet reminder of the past and its perfection
How I despise the moments looking back and thinking
Things were wonderful
Yet with knowledge gained and lovers lost and things turned on its back
I can no longer look back with glazed eyes
Only with wondering, wandering eyes searching for the clues
Of his wandering eyes and his questioning looks towards me
Nostalgia no longer defines the feeling I get when I look at pictures
And see that the boy I was with was looking at her
And to see that the boy she was with was looking at me

We all have our secrets
Our demons
Our baggage.
We all put up a front to the world.
We show people that our lives are perfect;
That we’re tough ****,
That we don’t care or that we do
We create our own little fantasy world
Starring the better version of ourselves,
The ones we wish we were.
And we act it out every time we leave the confides of our home. Everyone is fake,
Everyone.

I only feel complete when I'm in your arms
Or you gaze into my empty eyes.
As I think of ways to please you
I'm brought back to reality by you're lips on my cheek.
You're leaving me breathless,
And I'm sent hurtling
Head over heels in love.

The blood trickles up my throat
and back down as I swallow it whole
I wipe it clean and pray you won’t ever find me
I’m not as perfect as you think,
I get a little help from my finger wiped clean,
I’ll burn my throat and **** myself
inside then out.
And I just pray you won’t find out
I pray you won’t find out.

I like to pretend the world is mine and everyones in the palm of my hand
Or just in my pocket waiting to be let out.
But the earth revolves around the sun,
Not the moon, not my dreams or hopes or my own self,
No
The world revolves around the sun,
Not caring about anyone on its ****** surface,
Not caring about a single ****** soul.

I’m yours; not his.
He’s been long forgotten since I’ve gazed into your eyes
and had a moment of your time.
Don’t fret my love,
I've sewn our shadows together,
so even when we’ve reached a dark path
when we come out the other end we will still be one.
And I will never leave you,
I will never not try to make you smile.
I love you too much to let you go