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Ray Jan 2011
You don’t wanna know what goes on in my head on cold winter nights
When everythings wrong and nothing is right;
Even my own mind scares me sometimes.
Ray Jan 2011
Just sit and whisper sweet nothings in my ear
I’ll whisper back how long I’ve waited just for this
and I’ll crawl into your warm embrace;
It’s been years since I last dreamed of this.
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Ray Jan 2011
I take a deep breath in, tasting the cold air on my tongue
feeling it seep down my throat, through my lungs
down to the pit of my gut.
I let it sit, passing deeper within.
I feel the ice go through my skin, pass through vein after vein
reaching every ***** in my body, stopping at the heart.
I give in, exhaling every particle of used up oxygen
finally cleansed of my past.
A breath of fresh air is all it takes
to save me from the thoughts that haunt me.
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Ray Jan 2011
They warned me, but I’m curious
It’s my tragic flaw
My need to know whats in the minds of those around me
You, you won’t let me in, that’s a first
You say half truths to get by my desire for your knowledge
but I know there’s more behind your wall
I'll get through to you eventually, I promise you I will
I’ll open your heart and mind, search through the memories
take out the bad, and leave you with happier thoughts to get you by
I promise you before I die.
If you would like to contact me, email me at raydioactivee@hotmail.com; please do not take my stuff, just ask :) and check out my blog and stuff :)

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Ray Jan 2011
You make my heart tick and tumble and stutter and flutter and I just can’t see straight when you stare. And I know you’re there, that’s your breathing I hear, and your chest rising and falling and eyes opening and closing and mouth smiling, oh your smile makes me shudder and I feel like I’m floating when you do. So lean in closer, hear my heart jump, and the butterflies flutter, and just stay with me, in this frozen state of perfection. Just stay here and we will live on forever.
If you would like to contact me, email me at raydioactivee@hotmail.com; please do not take my stuff, just ask :) and check out my blog and stuff :)

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Ray Jan 2011
I've painted my lips with poison since an early age
Figuring it will prevent heartbreak
Yet when love came around, the tactic backfired
The poison was hooking them one by one
And I laughed as they dropped like flies
I laughed and walked away
Leaving a trail of damage behind
I laughed
If you would like to contact me, email me at raydioactivee@hotmail.com; please do not take my stuff, just ask :) and check out my blog and stuff :)

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Ray Jan 2011
My hearts palpitating, my world is churning, my eyes are glazed back so I cant see
Which way is home, which way is safe
I’m lost I think
How else could I have ended here, the other side where grass is green
And life is good and days stretch on forever
Yet seem short
The turn I took, straight off my path, I followed him, I’m crazy for that
How can I trust so easily?
Go back to where I used to be?
The talk of love, the talk of life!
I’m crazy to do this to myself, yet here I am in grass of green, my head filled with mush and gush and stupid things.
And I really couldn’t give a **** about the future state of me, because I love the feeling of love
The mush and gush, the sleepless nights, I’m hooked and can’t look out for myself
I’m lost, yet I don’t want to be found.
If you would like to contact me, email me at raydioactivee@hotmail.com; please do not take my stuff, just ask :) and check out my blog and stuff :)

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