A long time before, when I used to live free, scorch the skies
The time came, and I was alone, broken ties
Can we be more, can we be less, fire flies

Lights dancing beneath me, beneath you, in this sea
Look too deep, eyes of brown, eyes of green
Friends are dear, tell your secrets, telling me

Once you decide to dance in the rain
Be my friend
Can you erase this dreadful pain
Come and tend


I like the feeling of how small the world
and your problems seem
when your looking at the stars swirl
Then look down at me

So what happens now, with you, with me
Do we talk, ignore, flee
Or do we go back, to the dance, open sea

Secret December, one of those, tiny scars
Bleeding hearts, from you and me, ours
The sky, red as can be, memoirs

Once you decide to dance in the rain
Be my friend
Can you erase this dreadful pain
Come and tend


I like the feeling of how small the world
and your problems seem
when your looking at the stars swirl
Then look down at me

Thoughts of blood and gunfire bouncing in a skull that has been damaged
To the point of no control, I wonder if I can fix the hurt and salvage
The more I try the more the skull ruptures, and the more hurt pours out
Yet I try to pull away and the skulls owner viciously attacks then strikes a pout

I'll try to explain and calm things down but it refuses for the skulls ways is the only way
And the only way is the wrong way yet the easier way is in the distance of the day
'My friends have betrayed,
The boys are afraid
And I am alone', but really, are you truly alone?

'I thought I could call some people friends
goodbye goodbye
I cant believe you've abandoned me
Goodbye goodbye'

Scream and shout all you want, you've lost the respect of the ones who cared
And the dagger and rose will stab through the hearts of those who shared
Babe take breathers all you want know that I'll continue to fear
For the skull and heart that you've tried to hard to hide and hold dear.

I'll try to explain and calm things down but you refuse for the skulls ways is the only way
And the only way is the wrong way yet the easier way is in the distance of the day
'My friends have betrayed,
The boys are afraid
And I am alone', but really, are you truly alone?

'I thought I could call some people friends
goodbye goodbye
I cant believe you've abandoned me
Goodbye goodbye'

If this is what you want
Then I will give in
I'm sorry the world isn't pleased

So is this the end
No applause
No bows
Just a close of the curtain

A quick glimpse of the past
A visit from a friend
Flash of light
Then it's dark yet again

When you told me to believe I trusted
But this end, it isn't right
Just a white light

True love will never die
I believed
Death must be wrong
Or maybe love lied

Our paths won't intertwine
They were just two parallels
Never meant to cross
And not meant for each other

Yet this pain instilled
Deep within me
Makes me question
was fate wrong?

When you told me to believe I trusted
But this end, it isn't right
Just a white light

blood pours down my face
as tears wash them away
I've been sent into the rain
to wait for you

You'll join me in the rain
wipe away the blood with your lips
take away the pain he left instilled
together as it pours

alone side by side
I'll reach through the ****
take out what was his
that he'd tried to put back

take it away take me away
tell me tell me
re-attach the veins stitch up my pains
fix me fix me

I wonder how I fit with you
resemblance exists but that's the extent
I'll give, you'll take, you say and I'll follow through
you'll squeeze and smash whats already bent

and the one who kept me sane is buried in my mind
you use him as your excuse to life
you take away my mind and leave me with lies
I'll steal your excuses and carve them with your knife

I'll be your excuse after tonight

as your screams reach my room I'll dream
sometimes I plan my never wake
I hope you know you've drowned this home in you're twisted stream
and I promise this I wont fake

I've gone through hell to protect you
no thanks just more holes
the kid resembles the worst of you
and this could be the last toll

You'll be my excuse after tonight

No one can accept the person outside
Too much, little said
Pretty and plastic is what I should be
Yet I fall under the opposite
Ugly

Flimsy and bulgy imperfection always
Teach me to be like the others
Nothing but perfect or so they seem
Flawless, beautiful
Thin

Much leaves my mouth
Little enters
Pounds drop, bones brittle
Blood stops, yet it pours
Seeps

I'll fade away till you cant see
The ugly that lies
The blood flows free
Before I am too old
I'll die
Young

You've decided that your heart cannot mend
And that your perfect life must come to an end
So you go and tell the world
But child, the tales edges have curled

Go to the basement and lock the door
Scream through the vents, never more
Find the rope and climb the height
This has been the last fight

'You have no guts to follow through', but you better watch
I'll single handedly tie this rope, and I'll be the one to jump
And when you've discovered that I had been truthful
You'll silently apologize to the sound of silence