Tonight
I pretend that you're by my side
Instead of hers

Forever
In your arms and in my heart
Forever yours

Maybe when this all works out
We can be more than what we are
I can be yours like you're already mine

I presume I shall never let go
Of what we could be, what we should be
Yours, mine, ours, hers, or me

Trapped in these horrid walls
Beige lies, broken bones, hidden flaws
Purple and blue beneath these scars
Hell is home, Live amongst the shards

Filled me up, blood to overflow
Time passes, sit and laugh, they never go
Paint it green, Paint it black
Nothing changes, so what is one more hack

According to you I'm not worthy
To breath the air you do
To step amongst the spots you've touched
According to you I'm a shame
Struck and thrown around
Made to take your blame

One more blow, blood spatters
Head on the floor, heart shatters
Can you be right, wrong, not knowing
Leave her there to bleed, hidden, not showing

Fear, Loss, heartache and pain
Emotions mean nothing, not when you're vain
Walk away, to the beige, lights flash
They hold lies, numbness, another lash

According to you I'm not worthy
To breathe the air you do
To step amongst the spots you've touched
According to you I'm a shame
Struck and thrown around
Made to take your blame

They live for the rush of the minds contemplation
And seek for the weak to destroy what they have
Life
Make it seem unbearable
Utterly dreadful at the least
Till their minds contemplate
And then
They feed your soul with hope
Happiness and joy
So they can take life away again
They are murderers
They **** the soul and mind
And have killed me inside and out.