You blamed me for everything
I said I was innocent
The blood was flowing
Making a picture
The pure whit skin stained red
I looked down and thought what have I done

Went to school and no one noticed
My life went to dust
I tried to speak and everyone laughed
I hid in the bathroom
I took the blade and felt the pain
My friend was so sweet

Then I realized that I cut to deep
I hide it with my jacket and toilet paper
No one even noticed
I went home
No one was there

I took the blade and ended it all
My very last thought was
What have I done?

There's this heart that has happened
Only once in a lifetime
She's has the wild Heart
One so beautiful and unique
Sometimes the life
Will end the night
Her beauty and love
Have been taken for granted
She promised to never to get attached
She did
She didn't want to
But ger mind made the connections
Those connections made her even wilder
She promised that she had no one
Her parents died and she didn't even cry
Everyone told her that she was bad
She meant a boy and he broke her heart
She said never again
She promised
Her life was gone
The police found her with a ripe around her neck
No one cared
So she ended it
Everybody said why did she go
The answer was two feet in front of them
The picture on the wall
Her family was so happy
She wanted to go back to her parents
She died with a smile on her face
She was happy
She had her family back

While I am alive I live in complete hell
My misery is to much to continue.
I have lived in my shell ever since I can remember.
My life has taken a turn for the worse.
But I have finally found the happiness.
The happiness I have longed for.
It came in the flash!!
I saw him and he smiled.
I had some hope for humanity!!
He made me look like the sun shine that warmed his shoulders.
He asked me out on a date.
I said yes.
It all happened while I am alive!!