Should have expected this
Your just like him …
You don’t actually want me
You use me
I get in the car
And we don’t even talk about the problems and how you lie to me
I just smile hopefully you won’t bloke me after this
We head to the back of the car
And after your done you drive me home
No kiss no hug
And you drive fast cuz you don’t want no one to see you come from my house
It a secret you don’t want people to know about us cuz your ashamed of me
I’m not half as pretty or skinny
I wait for you to text me hoping to actually have a conversation but know you don’t actually care
I don’t know why you use me I think it because I’m the only girl that actually give a ****  about you
But I know your don’t I wish you where proud of me and wanted everyone to know about us  
Why do I keep doing this why
I think it because your the only guy that actually uses me and  comes over or text me first

RLC

They say to keep going
But there is nothing out there
They  don’t see what i see
I don’t see what they see
It been almost 20 years
7 more to go
But I can’t even see that.
Year after year
It gets more exhausted
I blow out the candles
what did I wish
I didn’t wish
I want it to
Be over soon.


RLC

You said you need space
I have to for you
Try my best to change
3 month go by
Come back every has change
I was doing better or did I lie to you ?
But sometimes happend to you
You got cold
Hurtful
All a game to you
I work to change
For you
Why did I even do that
London bridge said the same
I try and try but it keep falling down
I try to but you didn’t
Try to fix you you made you worst
F
A
L
L
I
N
G
           Trying to see if you still there
           But the the end
            You fall you fall
             Don’t get back up.    
              the mud  won’t save you
      

Rip to the girl who finally stop try to get out of the mud but it was to sticky to get up from to messy
                                   RLC

She just  sitting here
Everyday every hours trying to forget
But your still in her  head
She doesn't know what to do to stop the pounding in her head
She can’t stand it.
She wished  you never should up at 6:30 that summer
she wished you picked up the phone at 4am
To know you actually cared.
You didn’t call back to see if she was ok…
But all she wants is that she could forget you
But she know she’ll never will
that what kills her inside

RLC

Him- I love you

The girl -You don’t love me
you love the idea of me

Him- what?

The girl - you know exactly what I mean.

Him- I’m sorry for saying I love you !
But I want to do everything for you
I want to be there for you 24/7
I want to make you happy

The girl - do you understand what I mean ?
You say all this stuff. but you don’t listen to me when I say please stop or I don’t want to do that right now and you start to cry and say fine leave me then do you know how that make me feel?

Him- ok

The girl - you said I love you too soon
Your desperate for a girl but you don’t actually love me. You can’t love who I really am because no one can you don’t know me you don’t know who I am you only knew me for 3 weeks

RLC

I think it time to let you go

RLC

Someone told me
to
  stay away
              from you ………
But you
Your the only one who come back
But your lies
Get better each time
I remember it like yesterday
Me asking you if it will alway be a game
And you say
            Alway…….
And then your gone again
It just like a video but you keep replaying
The same  thing
me forgiving you
Letting you in
Then lie Over lies
And then your done
And you have no clue what you did wrong
Then you repeat it


RLC