Rebekah Crews

Rebekah Crews Aug 2023

🫴🏻
The risk of the trust
Is to sink into truth
But that bubble
Can’t double
Just pop the bubble

-rlc

Rebekah Crews Jun 2023

What is a memory?
What should I be thankful for
Honestly I have never actually known
I just can’t stop laughing about it now
The ******* the couch says Rebekah
that’s actually not a good memory
I tell her it’s just funny to think about
I can’t make those memories into a bad one
Because those were the only good ones I got

RLC

Rebekah Crews Feb 2023

Movie

I don’t know how to be happy
I don’t know why I keep self sabotaging
I don’t know what to do to get out of this
I’m stuck
I’m still stuck in this movie
It’s been years
And I’m still stuck
It’s all my fault
That’s  what everyone says
But I’m not them
I don’t know who to be
Honestly who am I
People made me the person I am
I read this script I remembered every line
New people same problem
Same problem same ending
Same issue
How do I not play replay
I don’t want to replay
This movie
It always  ends the same
Same feeling
Same lies
Trying to Move on from this movie
But I can’t I’m trapped in this chair
I can’t move I can’t see how to get out I’m trapped

RLC

Rebekah Crews Feb 2023

Must be busy

All I remember is the ghost of you
Me sitting on are way back to my place
Me holding in my tears
Because I didn’t even have a good time
You where late picking me up for my birthday
Each year
You think not saying anything does the treat
But the truth is it’s not a treat is a trick
The games we have played over and over
The plan for us isn’t real
I just want the old version back
But we both have changed
But you don’t take the blame
because your actions are lame
Tame my feelings but they are like a lion out of the cage
I’m trying to exist for you
But im at the exit
But you wouldn’t let me
Your hunting me
Everywhere I go
But your to busy to know

RLC

Rebekah Crews Jan 2023

You make a better door then a window

So many doors  so many problems
I  say you make a better door then a window
But you are the doors that locked
blocking the light
the feeling of not being able to breath
I can’t see where I’m going from your door
I wish I could be able to see through that window
See the happiness I deserve
The light in my eyes seeing  whats out there
Wonder is it going to be better
I wish I could get to that window
But all  those places all those people
just have doors and those doors lead to other doors
And those lead to the worst memories
People have to open a door to let me in
I just want you to let me open the window.
But you’re blocking it.

RLC

Rebekah Crews Dec 2022

Who I am

people looks down at the ground
I look like a clown being around
They say look in the mirror
But i can't because i can't read backwards
I want to go forwards
Who am I?
You all say I'm different
I try to see what you meant
Some people just go a far way to lie
Me I'm just a mile away From the truth
Who am
I'm the girl who was different
Then the others
RLC

Rebekah Crews Dec 2022

Lie

L is for the leaving
    I if for the I love you
        E is for the evil in your eye
                      RLC