Rebekah Crews

Rebekah Crews Oct 2020

It will all stop tomorrow morning
And this is the last time
I’m going to say this
I’m sorry I didn’t keep my promise
But I love you, Armi
And I didn’t want to hurt you CarlionE
Goodbye I love you both
And I’m sorry
It stops
In the morning

RLC

Rebekah Crews Sep 2020

Need

I want you
But you want her
And your never want me
But you don’t want to hurt me
But it hurts to see you with her
I want you to want me
But instead, you say
you need me
Does she do what I do
Do she make you need her
Does she say your name
Will she tell you the secret
That she hasn't told anyone
I just want you
But instead, you need me
But is what you need
More then what you want?
RLC

Rebekah Crews Sep 2020

4am

walking down the street
it all a blur
can't feel a thing
look down at the phone
left 3 voicemails
one for him and the lies
one for the girl who couldn't keep a promise
one to tell her story
1 text
tell her you loved her and it not her fault...
you mouth all dry
it 4am
you put your headphones on
the song Go Solo on repeat
you sit there looking up to the sky
whispering, let me go
falling down to the ground
people say your life flashes before you eyes
but she didn't see anything
hit the ground
and lays there in pain
and looks up at the stars
and closed her eyes

RLC

Rebekah Crews Sep 2020

The

When will it stop
The pain
The lies
The mask
The overthinking
It stops
At
The
End
Where there is no more
The
Because it done
Life is done and it’s gone.
RLC

Rebekah Crews Aug 2020

The mud

The past is like mud
It’s all messes and hard to get off
Try to climb out, but it’s all sticky
But the thing is the mud is was what saved me
But did you know
The mud is like the past the pain everything that happens
Is what make you stronger
And in reality
Mud is what saves me from dying
Everyone says it a miracle
As they wipe the mud off my face
And tell me to tell my story.

RLC

Rebekah Crews Jul 2020

Goodnight

Let me go

RLC

Rebekah Crews Jul 2020

What is it ....

What is love ?
What does it feel like to be a touch
Him whispering in your ear
I love you and saying your name
And tell the whole world that you are his
But the thing is
  what love is...
Because all that
Is a  story you wanted
Sorry.....
  What does it feel like
To
Be
Loved
By
Him

RLC