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Rebekah Crews Mar 2020
I believe he loves me But I don’t love myself.
I don’t deserve to be loved. He tells me I am beautiful.
But When I look In to the mirror all I see is the ugliness inside.
I’m broken
No one wants me
Especially him
He doesn’t want someone who is broken.
My heart tells me he loves me but my mind says no My mind is racing.
I am lost.
What is love?


RLC
Rebekah Crews Mar 2020
You say you care
You say you’ll never
     LEAVE
But all those where
        LIES
If you cared you wouldn’t have
         LEFT
No
     G
       O
          O
            D
               B
                 Y
                    E
Just a girl who
    LOSE
  EVERONE
The girl thought
They would never leave
But once she open up
**** their
   GONE
         LIKE
               THE
                      WIND


RLC
Rebekah Crews Mar 2020
As I perseverate about how much
I try and try to change they say I’m a monster
As they come closer their walking on egg shells
They wake the monster they try to run
But the beast got to close
And they start to stab the till the monster go far far away
And it can’t do this anymore the beast try and try
To change but as it changes it can’t because
it try to find why it alive
If they don’t want the beast then beast
Don’t want it self as the monster go to sleep
It doesn’t wake up
Because nothing can ever help that horrid monster


RLC
Rebekah Crews Mar 2020
IF
If I had long hair then you would have like me better
If I had  a hourglass body you would want me
If I weren’t annoying  then you would have talk to me in the hallway
But I’m none of that!
I am not perfect
I am not that one girl
I don’t think you know
just think I have feeling too
You don’t know how much I cry to you hurtful words
You don’t get it
If I was just perfect you would have cared
You would have loved me.
Rebekah Crews Mar 2020
Im supposed to be happy right ?
Everyone thinks that I am .
But that is a big joke.  
Everyday I try to hold it in
But my mind is  trapped in my body
I struggle to say the words out loud  
But out loud is scary  
The words are like a  scream for help
But I cant… I just cant
When they ask me if I’m fine
I shut down and smile  
I try so hard everyday to be perfect
But the girl in my soul is scream louder
Is it ever going to get better?


          -RLC
Rebekah Crews Mar 2020
“I love you”
Those words
F
  A
    D
       E

In the back of her mind
As He says it
She cant stand those lies
The lies that he really love her
What is
      L
         O
             V
                 E

If he never did mean it?
What the point of happy ever after
If there no true love
  


            - RLC
Rebekah Crews Mar 2020
As she keeps on telling herself that
he going to be the one people there for her always
But days pass then month
At school, he would be with his friends laughing at her
Every day she would text him
He would say sorry as always
She says would you be like other people in my past
He says I’m not like those people I promise
she says ok…
Then three month goes by without a word from her
She comes back no one knew she was gone
She starts to talk to him again
He tells her he needs to stop text her
But she doesn’t want him to leave her as everyone does
So she opens up more about everything
He says people care
He says people love her
She doesn’t believe him
She says no one does
She wishes he were going to say he loved her
But wishes don’t come true
So she goes to class all happy to see him after class
Then she found something out that she couldn’t  Believe
She goes to the phone to say something
Tears fall down her cheek her heart shattered  
She believes that he was who she thought he was she didn’t know how long
she thought she always knew he was going to be there
But now she realizes he like everyone from her past
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