Rebekah Crews

Rebekah Crews Mar 2020

This memory bring back to much pain
This pain is hidden behind these walls
These walls build higher and higher
Each day bring more suffering she want
The suffering to stop those pills she think
Helps get Rid of those memory
When they stop working she falls down
Again she build up those wall
as those walls fall down
When she in her room
At 3 am thinking about those memories
As she opens the pill bottle she wonder
If she’ll ever be happy
But as those memories flood back
she want it to stop
One swallow and it stops

RLC

Rebekah Crews Mar 2020

Problems

You think I’m happy
But its just a mask
It hide all the Pain
My smile is
Broken
But it ok
All those pills wont
Help but it helps the
Thinking go away
As Im running
Away from my problems
The problems are still there

RLC

Rebekah Crews Mar 2020

Now He Knows

As she gets on more and more pills
She doesn’t know someone cares
But as that person doesn’t tell her
About how much he loves her
It was too late for him
Too late for her to see that he did love her
As he goes to schools, he wonders where she is
As he asks
They say she gone for good
He falls to the floor and cry
like that girl did for days

RLC

Rebekah Crews Oct 2019

You never loved me ....

I thought you love me
But secret kept us away from each other
One by one you left me
I loved you with everything, but you didn’t
I wasted everything
my heart in a million pieces
Our love is gone
My makeup smudge
I can’t believe you’re gone
All those pills won’t help
My hands are shaking
As you leave my hands
My smile turn upside down
This happiness won’t be the same
Without you, I don’t know what I’ll do
You never love me, and I never knew it
When I see the sun, all I see is the dark cloud
When I see you with her
all I see your happiness
And me I’m getting more pills
And my mascara is running down my face
As my last words say.....
You never love me and you’ll never will

RLC

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