I feel such lonesome.
Yet surrounded by people.
Anxiety *****.

So long have I waited for this positive, heart jumps as if to be doing somersaults.
Still in disbelief with this amazing news, seeing that second line I came to a halt.

So many negatives have I gotten before, can this seriously be real and true?
Still in disbelief yet also in such awe, there's a baby growing and I had no clue.

Somersaults.

My baby is doing somersaults in my belly, as if they are training for the swim team.
Yearning does my heart to meet my love, never thought this could be but a dream.

Hearing that tiny lively heartbeat I beam, face hurting due to grinning so much.
We can not wait to meet you little love, daddy and mommy love you a bunch.

More than just an in law,
Always like a father.
Ridiculous and wonderful,
Crazy without you, we'll all be.

Your love is like the ocean.
You crash into me, gently.

Your waves are raging.
Yet I'm in such peace within you.

Grains of sand are stuck on me.
Just as its me who is stuck on you.

I'll float forever into your love.
Of this, I am shore.