I came across your photo, you're smiling so silly. My greatest, crazy friend. You looked so happy. So healthy and susceptible. Who would have thought you'd exhale for the last time. And so soon after this portrait.
My heart aches bitterly, clenching tightly with sorrow. My eyes swell up with your memory, and your nonexistence on earth. I wish I had but one more day, so that I could have embraced you once more. So that I could have said I'll see you soon.
And though it has and will be years- Though I have and will she'd many tears, I'll see you soon.
I sit here on the floor Closed in by the door, I wonder if you really know How fast my heart can go, The sight of you will make me smile I haven't felt like this for awhile, The thought of you can make me blush but you don't realize you're my crush, I wish you knew how much I care its why I often stare, But soon enough if I pray Ill be lucky enough that you take me away......
Long ago the sun was cold, her heart was caged with wire- She let her heart loose, for the one that she desired. He said he wouldn't hurt her, but he was a liar- See, the sun was like the moon, before her heart caught fire.
I've made so many agreements, none of which I could keep- I've ruined so many, so I can't sleep. I told someone I wouldn't harm myself more- I told them that I'd stop, but that just tore. I've agreed to that so many times, no longer can I keep track- For if I had a penny for each, I would have a huge stack.
I told somebody recently, I told them I would try- Though often, the thoughts do pry. My skin itches for it, it's hard to say no- But then I think of him, and the word bursts out like a volcano. I want to stop for him, and one day I will- So for him, and him alone; the promise will be fulfilled.