When my crumbling
Emotions are rapidly colliding,
But words won't come out.

My mind doesn't think straight,
And
nor does the stream
Or the wind blow,
I can't even go with the flow

Those shiny eyes, faintly smile,
Messing up hair and that soulful gaze,
Your every expression makes me amazed,
How foolish of me to try to seize this priceless  art,
With the countable pixels of this little lens,
Usually, I look at things,
But now I'm rejoicing you, Through my eyes,
Feel you through my heart,
The air around us has a fragrance of happiness.
This is your reality, not appreciation.

Mustered up all the courage,
I've unlocked the door,
I don't know what's behind that,
Even if I open it,
Would I be able to step outside the door?
Or the concern of this unknown new world and self-doubt,
End up killing my curiosity?
What's making me scared, will it turn out real or is it just an illusion?
I've opposed many to get here,
Will I be able to answer them?
Many questions are making my heart sore,
Would I  be able to step outside the door?

You know if I don't like to be with someone,
Then I just don't like to be,
But it doesn't mean they're unlikable,
It's just that a cup of masala chai,
And a dessert doesn't go well together,


The same goes for me, when someone
Don't like me,
It's not my fault either.

Extremism exists in the wrong place,
And fear rules over the courage of many,
Isn't the result pretty obvious,
Serenity turns into havoc.

The thoughts of settling up,
Or hang on to something,
Always goes unsettled.

You know honey,
That's not it,
Maybe You can go for bread or oats,
But have one path,
Coz You cannot survive,
With your feet on two boats,

Hey, hey don't risk it,
Do you think you'll ever make it,
By putting all your eggs in one basket.

Sweetie, life could get bitter
If you'd lie,
But do remember,
It's good, to be honest, and
dumb to be too honest.

Uh-uh,
Gimme a second,
HONEST is honest,
There's nothing like being too honest,
All I ever wished was to grow,
What are you exactly telling me to do bro!!!

It's the beauty of your mind,
That you still choose to move forward,
And didn't choose to give up,
Even if you could.

Happiness in the heart,
Brighter the mood,
Those types of people,
Feel the beauty of rain,

The other person,
In the same rain,
Can feel the gloominess of the clouds,
As their heart is as heavy as those dark clouds.

Is it the emotion or the rain,
Which is connected?

Maybe it's the beauty of nature,
Which never lets us feel alone,
Always soothing and promising.

There was a pink bud,
Out in the garden,
Two days passed, and soon it bloomed,
Bright and beautiful,
Shined all the time for two days,
And the time had come,
And it loses its shine along with its life,
What it said was, "bloom when you have to, shine when you can. "

ఎన్నెన్నో మీల్లు దాటి ముందుకు వెళుతున్న,
ఓ ప్రియమైన క్షనమా,
గడిచిన ప్రతి గడియ, తిరిగి రాదని,
నిన్ను లెక్కచేయని ,
నన్ను వెక్కిరి చూపులు చూస్తూ వెళ్తున్నావా,
దాటిన క్షణనం కన్న విలువైన సంపద,
ఇంక ఒకటి ఉంది మిత్రమా,
నీకోసమే వేచి చూస్తున్నా,
అంటూ అంటుంది,
కొత్త ఆశలు,ఉత్సాహం,పట్టుదల గల,
మరో ఉదయమా...

Everyone wants something,
I was one of them,
I was waiting for someone,
To take me home,
I was waiting for someone,
To hold my hand,
I wanted my shadow,
Surrounded by the others,
I wanted to know the ***** secrets,
I wanted a chance to feel their pain,
But certainly something things,
Aren't given to us,
In the end, my shadow ends up alone,
Scared, unnoticed, ignored.
And certainly, it's not the end though,
That shadow is becoming stronger,
As its wishes are dying.

To the only man,
I've ever loved so much,
My best friend,
The one who saves me from mom,
The one whom I save from mom,
My partner in crime,
The one whose anger is more of fun,
The one who always is on my side,
When I hold your hand,
I don't need to be cautious anymore,
Your hug is the most comforting place,
I'm thankful to God to have you both,
Lots of love from your little Princess,
To the only man, I've ever loved,
Happy Father's Day dad...

You don't need a big breakdown,
To become stronger,
There are many small invisible,
Pieces of glass,
Which rip your skin apart,
Without leaving a scar,
But the pain you survive,
Makes your WILL stronger...

When it started,
About her hair,
About his car,
The crew had its eyes widened,
Mouth opened, ears sharper than ever.
As the topic veered around,
Verged on alleys, water and turf,
About the deprived development,
Lacking boiling blood and sweat,
Soon
The
Crowd
Disappeared.

You're so lucky when you cry,
So fortunate to have the joy,
Have some room to share,
Your emotions and
Split the colours of life
From your heart
And so lucky if you can trust
Someone,
As expressing is an essential art,
As the colours of different emotions,
Becomes dark if dumped inside.

I don't feel outcasted anymore,
Maybe I'm alone but not lonely,
Enjoying my own company gives me happiness,
Which is at another level.

No matter what I'm,
Who I am.
Changes will certainly be there,
But only for me and
Only if I want.

I know vaish,
You gotta race,
You gotta run,
You gotta chase,
But there are some things,
Which are eventually felt,
Perhaps you never wanted,
Or have never needed,
But there are some things,
which are eventually made.
They can't be chased,
Nor can be rushed,
Especially when you feel pushed,
Until when the day arrives,
And their presence makes you alive.

It's a universal thing,
Those who tend to care for everyone,
Always stays in the last place for everyone...

Don't always think about receiving,
Appreciate people when you like something about them...
You cannot expect the world to change,
Before you change within.

I've been blaming myself,
As I was the odd one,
Until it strikes my mind,
Maybe I don't belong here in the first place.

So far I have learnt till now...
Time to learn to be ruthless and selfish,
This world doesn't deserve your kindness anymore...

Enough with the scrolling,
I'll go with the papers for now....

My overwhelming emotions,
Becomes tears,
Silent screams,
Laughters,
And now
  Words.....

It's pretty burdensome,
When you swallow the tears,
Deep into your heart,
As their peace becomes more important than your pain.
But when alone they don't stop.

How fast has the time passed,
Left my teens and
Entered into the defining decade,
I'm just taking my good memories and experiences further,
All the embarrassing and painful moments I left them with my teens,
This year is special,
As I figured out,
So am I.

How wonderful Moms are,
Whenever she scolds,
I keep quiet,
Looking at her red eyes,
Act like scared,
And then she stops,
Am I the smart one to know her weakness
Or
Is it her who's wonderful enough,
To know all my tricks and still get tricked.

Shaayad hi mai apne aap ko har time kush
Na rakh paau
But
"Mere liye main kaafi hoon".

A boosting quote I've read today,
" I've known my limits,
  To cross them."

Life- problems
Single - lonely
Lonely - depressed
Solution - Relation
Relation - love
Love - compromise, understanding, change, impressing, giving 200%
No peace - breakup
Break up - heartbreak
Heartbreak - pain
Pain - Move on

🙄🙄Better stay single forever.

I no longer believe that,
"Your first impression is your best impression".
They are almost fake and sometimes nervous.

You never know,
if things are really scary,
Or
Is it our imagination that freaks us out?

Aaj samaj aaraha hai,
Sabkuch acha hone
Aur
Sabkuch acha lagne ka fark.

Bachpan se tha laad  pyaar,
Sab mein achhe, imaandaar,
Hum bhi banenge khuddaar,
Sabne kaha bahu samachaar,
Par bahar jaane ka naakar tu vichaar,
Duniya mein bari hai andkaar.


Bachpan se tha laad pyaar,
Clg hogaya ab job ka tha khayaal
Ek dum se nikle the bahar,
Hairaan hogaye dekhkar,
Aise hotha hai dhuniya dhaar,
Na khoi address ka tha patha,
Na koi routes ka idea tha,
Poore shareer ke andhar chah gaya tha dar.

Bachpan se tha laad pyaar,
Junoon tha man mei,
Dhikana tha duniya ko kuch bankar,
Par jab aayi naukri ki baari,
Paani paani hogayi confidence saari,
Zor zor se padgaye thaane,
Aakhir kyu aati ** tum kamane.
Jo bachpan se thi perfect,
Uspe padgayi daant ka effect,
Mote mote nikalgaye aasu,
Rou bhi na toh kya karu khasu.
Rone ki humpe lag *** tag,
Sabko jaise bangayi mazak.

Kehne ko aazad hai hum,
Abhi bi hai laachari ki gum,
Aasan nahi hotha yeh sehna,
Mazak banake na rakdo,
Mere bhai aur behna.

All I did was being nice,
But my surrounding wasn't so nice,
I keep asking myself,
What should I do?
Should I act as a mirror play like them?,
Else ,
Should I ignore the pests and be myself?

We feel alive
When we have fear of death,
We live,
When we remember death.
We forget the past, pain,
Strive to live in every moment.
The existence of death,
Makes us alive,
The fear of death,
Bestows the life we wished.

In my life poetry,
Is the only place where I've full liberty.
Liberty of thinking and Conveying,
Conveying without any hesitation and fear.
Fear of being judged.
Judged by those who never understood me.

Few flashbacks are so dark,
At times,
No distractions can change my mood,
Then happened something,
I felt really good,
It was written something on my book,
There's still 'HOPE' take a look!

Ask everyone for help,
Know who are your friends in need,
And to whom you should be a friend indeed!

Once said the parrot,
Inside the Golden cage,
"How foolish are those parrots,
Flying in the sky,
Eager for the bigb,
And eventually, die.
Idiots are those birds,
Who denies these joys,
What's more precious than these golden....
Bars???"

Forced sentiments,
Faked smiles,
There are many black coal mines,
Don't cry dear,
That's not brave ones choice.
Lurk those scars,
For the false pride.
Raspy barks,
The world is dark,
Save your wings,
Don't fly,
Make your choices,
Accordingly,
Maybe that right,
Is wrong for society.
The whole teen's gone,
In this perilous cry,
Leaving these taught's behind,
I don't want my whole life to be a LIE.

You know there were whiles when
I chose to save you,
Though I can tell the truth,
I chose you above me,
I don't know whether you'll ever know,
But I've loved you more,
I want to stop the time and keep you forever,
Irritate you, binge with you,
A year from now
you're gonna leave me,
It'll be painful, lonely,
But I can feel you,
In all those memories,
You're gonna have a new life,
Without me,
But remember,
Everything will be changed,
Not me,
No one can ever love you like me.

One bright day,
I heard her say,
That paved road is not your way.
Those conjuring delights just split away
The moment you realise,
That's not your way.
Though obsessions fade, Desires stay,
Which will eventually clear your way.
Intoxicated comfort is no longer hay,
Sweat, intuition and passion,
Will find my way.

I promised myself,
To not break it,
I promised,
To be me.
That's the most promising promise

When I'm happy,
I look at you and smile,
When I'm sad
I look at you and smile,
I don't feel like "this too shall pass",
I just smile.
Not to cheer up,
Not to gear up,
It's a pause,
I just smile.
I forget the race,
I lose the speed,
I drop the accuracy,
I just smile.
No memories, no future vision,
No idols, no competitors,
It's just me, my heartbeat and
My smile.

If you see gloomy weather,
You have a gloomy heart,
And if it's Wonderful weather,
You have cheered heart,
Dears
It's not the weather,
It's your heart,
It's not the view of your eyes,
It's the feel of your heart.

Yahan mujhe koi kaam nahi,
Subha na utne par koi daat bi nahi,
Phone dekh ne par koi rukaawat nahi,
Khana khane mein koi sharing nahi,
Par phir bhi ghar ki bohot yaad aati hai,
Kyuki yaha koi pyaar karne waala hi nahi,
Daat kar phir pyar se gale lagane wala hi nahi,
Hak jataane wala nahi, ladai karne waala nahi,
Ye toh mera ghar hi nahi......