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BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I know a little bit of everything,
But nothing seems to be mine,
I'm a little part of everyone,
no one seems to be mine.

But it's fine,
I'm mine.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
Calm down
Take deep breaths

But I'm drowning in the air.
The more I inhale,
The more I suffocate.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
It's alarming,
How most of the Freedom is from within.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I never gave myself a chance to explore stuff,
I complain instead of utilising,
It would be a greater sin.
If I think it's over,
I can still begin.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I'm in the middle of nowhere,
Far away from where I began,
Far Away from where I have presumed to settle,
I run forth and give up,
I run backwards and give up,
I'm between nowhere,
I thought I could go along the clouds,
Somewhere must exist a place,
Where I'm supposed to reach,
But it's not just any empty road,
As much as I wish it was,
The road retains survival and delusional
Qualities at a time,
I'm so into the illusion,
I halted for a while,
Asked the clouds to wait for me,
They waited and waited,
While I took a long nap,
Until thunder-stroking awareness hit me,
Now when I take a look at the clouds,
They don't seem to wait for me,
While I slack off in the wittiness,
Clouds moved out of sight,
I was left behind,
I ran back to home,
But
I'm in the middle of nowhere,
Far away from where I began.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I've set my thoughts on happiness,
They are so different for me,
Motivation as well,
I don't seek it from the outside anymore,
I went through my Fit app,
It's officially 4 months on and off,
I can see the big lines on my big belly,
Even the slightest flat, is a sight,
I can see my double chin hanging on a little tighter,
Now I will do a thousand steps more,
Now I will happily cut my ties with junkies,
Oh, now I love diets.
I'm amazed,
I cried in the beginning,
Now I'm enjoying the same.
Consistency is a journey,
Of unexpected lopsided turns.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I want to live and die,
Not hesitate and die.
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