If I could make a dwelling place
in your heart, I would
but all I could find is the rain of yesterdays;
You had lost your way
So now that dwelling place
has no room for love
the happiest days are long gone
the dark hours had come to you?
like a wild storm
Your name is marked in the dark
you have a way to bring on pains
you have power of the dark side
where love could never be
What made you like this ?
I know if anyone stands to close
you would make a lot of smoke
I can feel the essence of your power
but it’s not the kind I was looking for
you was once a true prince
and I was your queen
but now it’s all in dreams
things are never what they seem .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Empty And Cold
  
I lay here cold empty  
thirsty for love to make way  
my heart is beating so fast  
I wanna be out there free in life
Dark Angel will not let me be  
You see he needs me
he breaths me like I hunger for chocolate
when I call out for Dark Angel
he wont answer me directly
because he can feel me and what I think
he is with me every were
only if the sun would hide
the hurt in my eyes
I am lost in rage of another lost day  
It is almost dark
almost time to feast on another
that has a lonely heart
Dark Angel loves to play on the minds
he love to make the broken souls bleed
Pain sears through my body
Almost time for Dark Angel
to take hold of my soul
Another time around  
His looks at me with a look
I known so well
I'm a monster
I am a beast do as I please
he yell's at me  
You know what I am?
Dark Angel will never set you free
you belong to me
To bad nobody will ever know
what it is how you feel  
You are my love
My victims
I will be the all you need
You will live through another night
You will revile all that I need
Give me your soul
and you will be just fine  
I started crying
telling Dark Angel this is not the way love  
Should ever be
He started Yell's back at me
with hate and hurt in his eyes
I told you over and over
Blue Moon love is pain not sweet .
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Empty And Cold
  
I lay here cold empty  
thirsty for love to make way  
My heart is beating so fast  
I wanna be out there free in life
Dark Angel will not let me be  
You see he needs me ,
he breaths me like I hunger for chocolate
when I call out for Dark Angel
he wont answer me directly  
because he can feel me and what I think
he is with me every were
only if the sun would hide
the hurt in my eyes
I am lost in rage of another lost day
It is almost dark
Almost time to feast
on another lonely heart
Dark Angel loves to play on his lost souls
Pain sears through my body
Almost time for Dark Angel
to take hold of my soul
Another time around
his looks at me
with a look in his eyes
I known so well
I'm a monster
I am a beast do as I please
he yell's at me
You know what I am?
Dark Angel and I will never set
you free you belong to me
Too bad nobody will ever know
how you feel
You are my love
My victims  
I will be the all you need
you will live through another night
you will revile all that I need
Give me your soul
you will be just fine
I started crying and telling
Dark Angel this is not the way love  
Should ever be
He Yell's back at me
with hate and hurt in his eyes
I told you over and over
Blue Moon love is pain not sweet .
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

EPIC

Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no change of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ETERANAL PAINS
Dark fields where
Jackalanthorns are lite
walking out alone
in the ice cold air
beneath my feet
are many sounds
sounds of eternal pains
screams with no end
the sound are coming from far
caring on with the wind
on ancient soil
is where I stand
where innocent blood was spilled  
because they stood up for what is real
I could hear the voices of trembling
beneath my feet
the whispering winds
are crying out to me again
but what does this mean for me
fear came over me
coldness of death is all around me
I am in a place of enchanted domes
this is a death throne of
darken dreams
that has been placed upon me
strange as it all seems
within dims lights
I hear more cries
casting spells into the night
I feel something or someone
standing next to me
but I'm afraid to look
it may have a hook
I'm about to cry
and that is when I open my eyes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Everlasting dreams
will always be apart of me
my spirit is weak
my light is always on dim
but the visions of time
will always shine
deep within my eyes
like a star that shines from far
eternity I do sleep
hopeless sorrow
with no tomorrow
cold reality haunts over me
hearts are broken
spirits are sunken
a life with no token
everything has been broken
holding on to no devotions
deep dark passions
are everlasting
Pains, Rains,Shames of guilt
will always be with me
in everlasting dreams
that always makes me scream
will always be with me
upon crying sea  .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

EVERY TEARDROP

All alone ;
wishing you was hear with me
But things had changed
and all the years are moving along
and now all I could ever do
is cry out my pains
oh the emptiness that cold my insides
while my heart just broken
into millions of pieces
while you moved on with your life,
I often wonder if you regret
what you had did to me
our did it make you feel like a King
Oh, at times I think about
when I truly thought we had it all
We had dance so many songs
we singed to are songs
you would always tell me
I was you only true love ,
But when time started moving along
your eyes started telling another story
all the roses was no longer with color
and my heart started to feel the thunder
Oh , how the storm came
I started running in rain
with all that pain ,
You would call out my name
like you really cared
you started running after me
you held me down in the rain
telling me I am your everything
I am the angel of your life
there are no other
but it was all a lie ,
Oh how this still makes me cry
If only you could had been true to me
I wouldn't be in so much pain
September will always be remember
this I will never forget
your name is on every teardrop
that has fallen from my eyes .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

"Everything will be fulfilled"

At the center of my heart I found You
Oh my old love of mine
You was once a big part of my life
Are love became like the waves of the sea
Waves like grapes something that was
Once good enough to eat
But that time in my life you meant to world to me
But that was before you had cheated on me
But now that old sky of love became solitude
To me you fill me with so much flood tears
that complete the Mediterranean Sea
The undiminished sky was the night you put are
Love down to the cheated heart you gave our love to
Tempo and space is no longer felt so real
Sea foam's white with all the tears I had cried
The sun shined on the earth but not on my side
Fiery waist of the lies you gave to get me to see
Things your way oh the agony came
The gift the talents of what true love gave is no
Longer found in our home  
Dreams we had planed had been given to the wrong hands
Why my poor heart let go of the love of long ago
If it ever came back to me it was mine all that time
The Mediterranean sea has all my tears running deep
It suspended the aroma of my pain all over the waves
chorus of rich  resonant salt is my heart
The meanwhile he was out with her my heart was all alone
Just touch the water you just my feel all my pain he given
The struggling with no hope I had to do this pain all alone
Why he was out making a life for himself
The waves tell the firm coast all about the love that was
But the rain came with much pain but at the end
"Everything will be fulfilled"

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Extraordinary
You are so extraordinary to me  
With so much love you bring:
I know you was sent to me from heaven above,
You hold the key to my heart with lots of sparks  
from the start ,
I have tears in my eye's that fall from heaven  
Healing the pain of bittersweet memories ,
Wash me clean in tranquil melodies of morning rain
Of you am me how extraordinary
you are to me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Fairy Tale Love
Into the sea of darken dreams
a master went in
cleansing up whatever it sees
but something keeps holding me down
in lies of a fairy tale Love.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2016

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fallen

Have you ever fallen off a tree  
ask an old man
imagine being weightless as an  
Angel he would say  
stirring his love around
with mystery
have you ever thought that today
would be the day you would go back
climb that big old tree again
discover that falling off the tree
was just temporary you see.
like water into wine
the spin of time  
was just like that climb
you was fared of
the fall didn't hurt all that much
so you got back up just to start again .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Fantasies in Darken Dreams

Every queen has her dreams
In places that no other could ever see,
But the queen that has her dreams,
That queen is me, where fantasies are made.
In a world of darken dreams where all I
Here are the screams, in a place where no one
could ever erase my face,
into the night my mind do fly,
to a place of true hate, Dark Angel made,
Ships do sail upon on the darkest seas
Where all my dreams will come true,
Where Dark Angel comes, alive another time
In my mind, right away he plays his mind games,
In darken dreams is the place where I will always be
With he who calls me his queen,
I will always remember that cold September
When Dark Angel had taken me down,
His voice will always be a part of me,
We became the fantasy to all who reads and dreams,
We are always playing in the minds of all times,
Like dreams that bleed out like the sea,
Oh, rushing wind comes again
To cry out its sad tunes,
Oh, exploring mind will play on time,
in this cold ancient world of doom,
Dark Angel will come for you too,
Where fantasy is made
until you lose all faith, then hell you will pay,
Love life don’t hide in darken dreams,
If you get lost Dark Angel will see,
He will break you down just to see you fall,
Into the rain of pain,
where screams come in darken dreams,
Your so will be very cold,
Your mind will be lost in a world of dark,
That will always eat away your spirit of day,
So never lose your faith,
Because this is a place
You’ll never want your dreams to come true.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fire colored leaves
smothered the wet autumn grounds
where solace was found
in a time of need
in a place where forgiveness is made
piercing skies painted down
my emotions of my pains
I feel my body going numb
while holding on to memories of you  
Oh, here comes more rain
while I try so hard to hold back
yesterday's pains
Fire colored leaves
has fallen down to the wet ground
where my love do sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fire Colored Leaves
Fire colored leaves
smothered the wet autumn grounds
where solace was found
in a time of need
in a place where forgiveness is made
piercing skies painted down
my emotions of my pains
I feel my body going numb
while holding on to memories of you  
Oh, here comes more rain
while I try so hard to hold back
yesterday's pains
Fire colored leaves
has fallen down to the wet ground
where my love do sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

FIX YOUR THOUGHTS
Oh, why do you sing your heart out
To the daemons of the night?
Why do you press your lips to the mirror of time?
The spirit of evil isn’t worth the time
Isn’t worth the painful outcome,
So, why do you give your heart away?
to the enemy that gives bad dreams.
Each touch, or look of sorrow,
He weeps for your tomorrow,
Each word you say, he will write down in
Spells to trap you in,
His smile isn’t innocent,
He holds no affection for your soul
He uses words of lies to charms his way
Into a place, you crave,
Then when he finely gets you
He will soon quite you and neglect you;
Oh, can you see the darken swan swim?
Dark Angel trapped it upon scorn ponds,
Making everything beautiful to the swan’s eyes,
The hunger of sweet delights for a foolish swan
To swim its away into a darken state,
Oh, can you hear the rushing wind?
Singing out its painful cries of all time,
Beauty and lies are the trap of he
that gives darken dreams,
the words he says cut like a sharp knife
poison the blood that runs in vain,
Dark Angel, is something of hate
Loss of faith, words of worthless power.
Fads with time,
His words are like an ancient rhyme
That makes the soul cry;
The spirit weakens while the heart breaks,
Oh, look in the fading mirror
that shapes the face; that reflects lies,
into a world of darkness
that languish into the mind,
that dance into a place of anguish,
where tears will always fall,  
Clean up your ways, fix your every thought,
Because if you are weak in your faith;
Dark Angel will sweep you away
into a dark state of mind,
he will invade your life, he will cast you into
darken dreams that will make you scream.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Forsaken

Old age should burn like a flame of light
rage, rage against the dying of the night
Dark Angel take an walk down the deep woods
of the old wise men of long ago words that
once touched souls that caresses at ones heart
because their words had been long forsaken
their life had been shaken
good men had been long lost in Darkness of
their own lust of a dapper heart of swaying
of what was right in God's eye's
their frail deeds might have danced in a garden
of green but no longer
rage, rage against the dying of the light they
cry out in the night for Dark Angel they cry
holding heart's by a knife
wild men they become  caught and slugged  
they grieved in winter cold why Dark Angel had
taken over their darken souls
made them in to slaves
that hide in caves near death but death never came
Prayer had now been long forgotten
rage, rage against the dying of the light Dark Angel
takes on a new Rage squeezing out faith
weeping is all you will hear in the lost woods of the
winter cries of the lost and found
the slaves of Dark Angel.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

'' For the sea ,comes many dreams ;''
I hold on to everything in darken dreams
I keep sight too all that was never nice
Oh, how the hollow winds blow
in a world so cold .

For the workers that are in the field
holds the pains of hard times
that dance around in their minds ,
I often wander will life stay like this
will anyone ever be mist ,

Invisible , magic plays around
into the night playing on the sleepers minds
Dark Angel is out casting his spells
just to give others Hell ,
Oh , I hear the screams
coming around with the hollow winds,

People are walking around like rage dolls
like you see in old photographs in dreams,
drama always finds its way in this place
keep your eyes on all in sight ,
never let go of what you know
from long ago .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Freshly lit candle in my room
thoughts of Light
made me sigh
I looked at the candle flame
Oh, how it brought back the pain
I know not what is taken place
when it comes to my faith
I had lost my way
I looked at Brutus
while he pours my tea
I could see his face
turn wry over me
he question me if I was okay
I feel awful Brutus
but that is every day
I watch the autumn leaves fall
out side my window
the air is cold
the scent of death is in the breeze
but in my room
the candle gives a sweet calming scent
the wind moans for years
but now it became music to my ears
ravens fly deep into the night
where summer was always broken
and darken dreams became a token
where words of pain are always spoken
winter is always near
bring on sadness and fear
Dark Angel holds so dear
shimmering thunder makes me wounder
what is happening tonight
change in moods are in the room
the moon is hanging down in gloom
freshly lit candle up near my window
for all to see who is out locking for me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Haunting Of Dark Angel

It was the haunting of lust ,
the year 1836 , 1 January
DARK Angel , thine aching lust
of his hunger and need
For what he could not have  
His penitence is running thine
You see . He looks to the high  
the low to take control
The Angel he wants is me  
My soul
My beautiful violence
charm that could even charm the sea
My love is not free
it doesn't belong to what is of the dark
I love my true God
He is the high tower
that holds all the  power
the one Dark Angel
Is so jealous of
He put me through so much pain
brings on the rain
in darken dreams of true agony
but I will still stand strong
I will never give in
but my soul is growing weak
my body is in so much need
Dark Angel, has my name
written upon his wing 's
''Moonlight ''
That is what he call's me
because of his eye's
because how the moon change
but most of all
he wants me as his queen of darkness
He has away that never reached me too late
When music sounds off
in his mind becomes in lust
he goes out for a hunt
he is hungry for me
he feels he could no longer breath
he needs me for everything
His Lust is like silvery to a sultry fire
holding on to deep desire
that hold flames in his eyes
His envious heart  
can't stand to loss ,
  His delight is to torture
a game he has not been able to win
He is an enemy in God's eyes
Dark Angel kills the soul of his people
that holds love for God
  Dark Angel ,found me  when I had been
Walking around down town
talking to everyone I could fined
telling them all about the true faith
who would hear about my true God
  his kingdom will soon will arise
My love for God
is what I live for
that was not good in Dark Angels eyes
He wanted what he couldn't have
that is my heart
that is true to the most high
Dark Angel watch me all the time
he stalking me in everything I do
my beauty burn deep within
My soul holds a place he could never be
a place he hungers to see
Dark Angel is like flames of all evil
On a cold September night
I started having very bad dreams
  something I haven't had
I get up and made me some tea
I felt someone watching me
through my bedroom window
I felt all eyes on me
I didn't see nothing unusual upon the land
near my home
I just started to read and sip on my tea
while the winter night moved along
The breath of autumn woods
  silences is a place where the cold wind blows
time an time again
you could hear the wind like a cry's
in deep pain
like an death like mourning
Just then I felt a pain like never before .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Have You reached Perfection Yet  

'Your hand, clenching in mine
and mine, clenching yours,
You had a look that turn in like
Dr. Hook,
I see your face lit up like you saw  
The light of a paradise,
a smile so rare that  
I must stare and stare
to keep it there with a love of the  
Most high.
Time at a still Life is simple,
beautiful, wonderful,
Oh, so wonderful like you,
I mustn't blink, If I do this feeling  
of you will be gone,
have you seen your perfection yet
then he looked and said not yet!  
having perfection is nothing you  
can ever reach; Only one man had  
ever exceed and that was Jesus.
the greatest gift is love,
this is the perfect gift from heaven above,
this is true love.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

HEAVENLY  LOVE

True passion is what you are
You set the stage for all to see,
Your love is full of power,
You have touched my heart from the very start,
You put your breath of life into my lungs,
You showed me the way to walk in your glories love,
the earth has many sand upon the land
where you had once stood;
your words are strong yet soft and sweet
easy for my soul to be at easy;
your love means everything to me my King,
my tears are at your feet;
my heart cries with joy in mind,
you are one of a kind;
you are the light that shines in my eyes,
I can hear the Devin song of all times
in an ancient rhyme;
while the angels fly around in the heavens
with your love and passion in their hearts,
their wings have your names engraves upon them;
death I know will be soon swallowed up by love;
many will fall into the darkness;
But, that is an old song that everyone on earth knows,
The harps are playing;
Angels are sing songs that no one is yet to master
But the Holy one that sets on his heavenly throne.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Hello from the other side
can't you hear my cry's
I could always hear your words
echoing in the back of my mind
playing over time
I am in a storm of another time
my emotions
are trapping me back to you
Oh, how I feel so confused
The valleys are withered and wet
the sea is singing its hues
that takes me back to you
Hello can you hear me
do you see me
I am crying out to you
the autumn winds
are playing lullaby's
while the leaves fall over me
while I sleep
have all those darken dreams
that makes me scream out your name
I am drowning in the pains
of yesterdays memories of you .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Most wild is he
who haunts me
he phantoms all my nights
while he takes over my Life
he don't play nice
Every September
I start to remember all his words
his cold voice
echos through my mind
most of the time
the horror of his touch
his eyes of darkness
looking deep within mine
while he was on top of me
his breath of death
was all over me
he terrifies me
his voice runs deep
into my mind
just the thoughts of him
brings me down
he has destroyed
all that I had Love'd
when he is angry
he clamps his fist to hit the wall
while he pushes me down the hall
he would tell me all kinds of things
just to bring me down in pains
he cuts at my soul
he never lets me go
he crushes my spirit
while he walks around bold
when it comes to Love
he has to run
he holds the crown of darkness
this is all he knows
his frivolous moods
keeps me on the blues
he provokes
he cast evil upon all
that comes around
his deep laughter is like thunder
when he is angry
his eyes starts to twitch
he indulges more pains my way
Oh, here comes the rain
I start to fall down
to the wet ground
while my body starts to tremble
while coldness makes its way
into my body
I start to cry
but only he is by my side
Dark Angel is his name
the one that cast all blames my way
he treasurers all my tears
he loves to give me fears
Every September
will always be remembered .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

His love I do hold
in my heart is warm and true
Oh, Jehovah God
and my Lord Jesus
I love you
for loving me first
I shall pray to night and day
you lead the way
I shall give my all
I shall tell the world of the dark
how you heal the hearts
how you save souls
that had turned cold
in a world that stands so bold
Jehovah God
Lord Jesus Christ
my praise shall go on
like your Light
that shines deep into the night
Jehovah's name I will sing out
let your Kingdom come,
You 're great Supreme
you shine your Light
even in my dreams
You 're the mighty Jehovah God
Your words have been written
down deep in my heart
I know I will always be tested
I will walk among what is evil
in a world of darkness
you will find all your lost sheep
like me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

His Love I Hold

His love I hold in my heart is for  
Jehovah God for loving me first
I shall pray to the Lord of all
I shall give my all to Jehovah God
And our Lord Jesus Christ our Savior  
My praise shall go and teach all mankind
Jehovah's name and his Kingdom to come
The great Supreme
the mighty Jehovah God
Search for Jehovah
You people while he may be found
Call to him
while he proves to be near
Let the wicked man
leave his wicked ways
His harmful thoughts
change it for'' Love ''
Let Jehovah's Love  
shine to all mankind
Almighty Ruler
of the Kingdom of true Love  
His name is Jehovah
Of all the crowns Jehovah bears
Salvation is His dearest claim
that gracious sound well pleased He hears
owns Emmanuel for His name.
a cheerful confidence I feel,
John preaching to all men about
Jehovah's Kingdom to come
He baptize with the holy spirit And fire
I read , and I pray to be strong in
Holy spirit as John as my life lives on
my well placed hopes with joy
I see my ***** glows
with heavenly zeal
to worship him who died for me
Jehovah's only begotten Son Jesus
his power and truth are all divine
down the great dragon was hurled
the original serpent  
the one called Devil and Satan
who is misleading
the entire inhabited earth
call out Jehovah's name  
let your words be heard .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)