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His Words Of Lies

I am still young not yet to old,
But they still say, leave me alone
To him that comes around
playing the town then comes
Just to push me down,

We the crowed got him to leave
he told me I was a fool,
but what he didn’t known
the day he left I got control of my life again,
freedom from the pain he gave,

I didn’t know what love was yet,
So, I believed all his lies he ever told,
Oh, how he made my life feel so cold,
He would always come around deep into the night
Just to give me more fright,

He would always tell me, love isn’t what you think
Love is a word that will always make you sink,
Love is a show, a game people plays
Just to get their way,

It’s like having a dream then ends with pain,
A place that will leave you broken,
Love is never what it seems,
All it will do is make you scream,

It’s like watching a movie,
Just to see it all fall apart at the end,
Oh, how I learned never to trust a soul every again,
I would never let anyone get close,
All my desires for love flown out the window,
The wind would roll, pushing the waves around on sea,
While the sobbing whispers of he keeps haunting me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
Hold fast
let go of the past
cast your spell
in a world of Hell
dream for dreams
you tell me
what it is you think
just maybe will will all
scream in darken dreams
that always haunt me
Life and Death
is a place to lose ones head
and the other is to rest
to hold no more cries of
those winter nights
Broken wings
are apart of me
Dark Angel has taken
almost everything from me
but only in dreams
ravens do fly deep into the night
But not this time
Hold fast
to your broken Past
because Life is a Battlefield
but darken dreams
is a frozen state of mind
a place of darkness
coldness and pains of rains
a war that has no end.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
Holding
Is there any honest
when all you find is pain
and all the rain
Is there love
in a world of poverty
I cry out so loud
Hello can you hear me
why is everything so silent
why isn't the wind crying
what does this mean for me
am I still in a dream
oh, how I scream
Please let me be
visions are passing like light
into a darken night
I hold on to what I see
that keeps me standing
keeps me holding on
to another day
I do hold my faith
even in a darken place .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
Holding On To Our Love

We will hold hands together in love  
Laugh and smile together in all kinds
Of weather we can talk and talk
and make so many dreams
Paris is were I will soon be holding thee  
We can share our secrets together and
make love in all types of weather
We will confess our fears
even by far just never
brake my heart
One day we will wipe the tears
from each other’s eyes
You will see , Please never give up on me
I know this love we have
is hard because we are far apart
I promise I will not ever brake your heart !
lets give each other comfort
while we are on the phone  
confide in each other
lets let God take the lead
you will see God is with us ,
because he is the mark of love .
close your eyes and get some sleep
just know I am holding you
while you dream about me .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Holding On To Our Love

We will hold hands together in love  
laugh and smile together in all kinds
Of weather
We can talk and talk
share our dreams
Paris is were I will soon be holding thee  
we can share our secrets together and
make love in all types of weather  
We will confess our fears
even by far just never
brake my heart
one day we will wipe the tears
from each other’s eyes
You will see
Please never give up on me
I know this love we have is hard
because we are far apart
I promise I will not ever
brake your heart
lets give each other comfort
while we are on the phone  
And confide in each other
lets let God take the lead
And you will see God is with us ,
Because he is the mark of love .
So close your eyes and get some sleep
  just know I am holding you
while  you dream about me .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
HUNTED

Graveyard ,flowing of rain
Pains that cut so deep
the crying wind has no end,
words of lies are in the night
cries of pains out in winters rain ,

Words of his voice cuts deep within
making the spirit sink
slayed out to bleed
Hello , can you hear me
I am hear with no one who cares ,

The jabs
the grab of my arms
the push and shove
he wasn't wearing a glove
he just dunged deep
just to see me weep ,

snakes in the grass
of a lonely past
that cuts deep like glass
the unknowing what chance
do I have to escape this pain  
Dark Angel holds over me ,

Broken , hunted
bleeding like the sea
holding me down
into darken dreams
Hello , can anyone hear me ?
Please Help me
Set Me Free From He
that is Hunting me
In Darken Dreams.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
I AM BEAUTIFUL

I am beautiful;
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge, I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotions
of feelings that cut so deep within me,
oh, how my heart
bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen
on the eyes of hate,
from my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain
that comes my way,
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegant yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowledge
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turning,
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on writhing
and fighting for me
while the old pen bleeds the ink of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
I AM BEAUTIFUL
Wed, 07/27/2016 - 15:27 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I am beautiful
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotionsa
of feelings that cut so deep within me
oh, how my heart bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen on the eyes of hate
of my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain that comes my way
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegante yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowlege
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turnning
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on wrighting and fighting for me
while the old pen bleeds the ink of me .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
This poem is about:
Me
I AM WHO I AM
Fri, 08/12/2016 - 12:04 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I am a white girl
that is who I am
I never try to be anyone else
I feel we are all the same in many ways
it doesn't matter what the color of the skin ,
we all breath and sleep
and we bleed the same .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
I Call Your Name

I'm to nervous to let my words leap
So I just shut my mouth and let my heart speak
I get myself up in the morning and your name
Is what I crave ,

Please excuse me if my deep thoughts get to
Deep and my heart start to weep ;
And tears make a new song on a rainy day ,
It's your love that I crave ,

I can feel your rhythm inside me like a heartbeat
And my spirit of who I am just getting so happy too
Call out your name to start my new day ;

I already made my mind up you are my everlasting
Love of all times ;
I have to accept this confession so I just have one
Question ?
Jehovah Will you be mine forever .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
I Can't Get You Off My Mind

My love for you I can not fight  
I hold my pillow hoping it would  
Be you when I get out of bed
I have tried with all my might to get
You off my mind
I close my eyes and all I see you  
Oh this is making me so blue  
because I know I cannot hold you
you are so faraway I cry each and  
every day just wishing I was with you  
what must my poor heart to do ?
block my ears and in my head all I hear  
is you calling out my name even in my dreams
I sat at the end of my bed and I start to pray  
to please send you my way
then when I got trough crying for you  
I looked out my window wishing you was doing
the same calling out each others name
when I got myself back in bed
I gone to sleep having many dreams
seeing you standing right next to me


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
You are always on the edge of my mind
most of the time
I walk around in a daze
as if I had a spell cast upon me
I could feel your coldness
every where I go
you are on the edge of me
you play with my mind
you tell me lies all the time
just to keep me confused about you
My love you say
my love you are my way
I hear your voice night and day
when it comes to you I can not fight  
I hold my pillow hoping it would  
come to an end
I can't help myself
I am always thinking about you
every time when I go to my bed
I can remember your touch
I have tried with all my might
to get You off my mind
this is a fight deep within
you test me most of the time
just to see what is on my mind
I close my eyes and all I see you  
Oh ,this is making me so blue  
Because I know I cannot win
I hold you in my mind
but in my heart
I don't
You are so faraway
I cry each and  every day
just wishing I was free
What must my poor heart to do
to keep me away from you
I try to block my ears
from hearing you
but that is something
I could never do
no matter how I try
you are always on my mind
you call me out by name
even in my darken dreams
I start to scream
hoping you would leave
I sat at the edge of my bed
I start to pray for your voice to end
when I got trough crying
I started feeling like I was dying
I looked out my window
wishing you was doing the same
I started calling out your name
in a way of love
but how could that be
When I put myself back into bed
I gone to sleep to a darken dream
when morning made its way
everything was like a dream
You was stand right by me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
I Closed The Door

I have to admit the space is nice,
Not having to talk about my life
Or look people in the eye when  
I need to cry
I just want to be  myself without  
Someone telling how I should be,
I feel too naked around a big crowd
Why everyone looks down on me
Because I want let them live out  
My dreams
I just want to hide behind  
Run with the wind were every one
Stop looking at all the scars and
Pains that they all given to me
I want to run free from all of this mess
I've made a nice big bed to lie in like
My mother always said
Though of emptiness and lost dreams
Came from family  
Honestly I want to make them all live
Me a lone and let me live my own life  
And let them live theirs
I don't want to speak to you don't be  
So confused you know what you all do
Is lie give so much shame and blame  
Of the mess you all made ,
Then you come home and try to still  
At my soul another time with your nasty lies
You made in the night
There’s nothing to say
So get away I will no longer let you shame  
My name and give me all your blames  
I want to live my own life so give it back
When it was once too hard for me to say No  
I when to say yes for all my dreams to come true
Without you living my life for me  
Move on and set me free
It’s too easy to fall back in the trap they all set out  
For me to fall in , back into old way  
Who are you to tell me what to do
I am the one that made you look good
Move on I'm already out the door
I have to remind myself all the reasons  
For letting go and moving on I
In my weaker moments I cry out to my God
I keep knocking on his door
I can’t keep myself  ''LOOKING'' back  of
All the pain everyone I trusted given me
Looking back, hoping to find something good
I may had left behind all I found was hopeless
Emptiness and so much pain
Dying out in the cold rain
I'm still holding on to me and my own name  
I don’t know why everyone had done this  
To me but no more the door is closed behind me
I set my life on happiness .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
I CLOSED THE DOOR
Tue, 07/19/2016 - 13:37 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I Closed The Door
I have to admit the space is nice,
not having to talk about my life
or look people in the eye when  
I need to cry ,
I just want to be  myself without  
someone telling how I should be,
I feel too naked around a big crowd
why everyone looks down on me
because I want let them live out  
my dreams ,
I just want to hide behind  
Run with the wind were every one
Stop looking at all the scars and
Pains that they all given to me ,
I want to run free from all of this mess
I've made a nice big bed to lie in like
my mother always said ,
though of emptiness and lost dreams
came from family ,
honestly I want to make them all live
me a lone and let me live my own life  
let them live theirs ,
I don't want to speak to you don't be  
so confused you know what you all do
Is lie give so much shame and blame  
of the mess you all made ,
then you come home and try to still  
at my soul another time with your nasty lies
you made in the night ,
there’s nothing to say ,
so get away I will no longer let you shame  
my name and give me all your blames  
I want to live my own life so give it back,
when it was once too hard for me to say No  
I when to say yes for all my dreams to come true
without you living my life for me ,
move on and set me free ,
It’s too easy to fall back in the trap they all set out  
for me to fall in , back into old way  
who are you to tell me what to do ,
I am the one that made you look good ,
move on I'm already out the door ,
I have to remind myself all the reasons  
for letting go and moving on ,I
in my weaker moments I cry out to my God
I keep knocking on his door ,
I can’t keep myself  looking  back  of
all the pain everyone I trusted given me ,
looking back, hoping to find something good
I may had left behind all I found was hopeless
emptiness and so much pain ,
dying out in the cold rain ,
I'm still holding on to me and my own name  
I don’t know why everyone had done this  
to me but no more the door is closed behind me
I set my life on happiness .

Poetic Judy Emery  (c)
I Cried to You

There is a great deal of depression
that has overtaken the land
my soul hurts from long ago,

I lost my way;
then disaster came caused great pain
out was out of control
over what is right all I did was wrong

Just another Sad, sad song  
the rain started pour down on me
night and day
flooding deep within me,

I was too young to understand
the ways of Lust and Sin
my body craved sinful men
darkness became a game of child play,

My life was never right
in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
She would beat me down
and call me names,

The black seed is what she gave  
I was only two when I started
crying out to you
you touched my little heart,

easy my pains from the start
You even given me food to eat
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please forgive me,

take this pain away my Mother given me
she cut me down so far down
I was so lost I never thought I would
ever be found,

I would cry and cry deep into the night
asking why my mother didn't want me
She doesn't love me
why did my father leave me?

Without a word of goodbyes
I just seen shame in his eyes
Their ware no words of what was right
in my poor little life

all I have known was everything of the dark
and it made it it's home
given me all its wrongs with no hope
With no Love to show

My life had no loved in it
I almost died in my teens
And my mother didn't even come to see me  
But you did that day

My God you had spoken right too my heart
Saying you love me from the start
When My Mother and father left me
You came in and started taking the lead

I had never let you go
this I put down in my book of long ago
for all to know you are mine
with many of my kind,

This world is so blind
they cannot see what love means
I need you to stand up for what is true
that would be my love for You.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
I Cried To You

There is a great deal of depression that has
Overtaken my soul of long ago when I lost
My control over what is right or wrong;
It was like a sad love song and the rain that
Floods deep within,

I was too young to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try ,
I was only two when I started crying out to you .
You touched my little heart from the start ,

I would get down on my knees asking you
Please make the hurt stop ;
Into every inch that makes me whole would
Be you Jehovah that kept my soul ,
Of long ago.

I would cry deep in the night asking why did
She doesn't love me and why did my father leave
Me even without a word of goodbyes ,
Their ware no words of what was right in my life ,

All I have known was all that was wrong with no one in
My life that loved me ; I almost died in my teens
And my mother didn't even come to see me .
But you did that day and you had spoken in my heart
Saying you love me from the start ,

When your mother and father had left you off long ago
I had never let you go , this I put down in my book
For all to know you are mine along with many of
My kind , This world is so blind they cannot see what
I need them to be , But you my little one you are where
I need you to be ,Let your heart sing.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Everynight I curl up in my bed

trying to get you out of my head

I start to cry thinking about you

abandoned in the dark is where

you left me to bleed ,

the memories of this pain

brings on the rain ;

I Cry

yes I do over you

its not because I love you

that could never happen

not even in your dreams ,

clueless is what you made this

argumentative is you

I never wanted to put you in my life

You just found ways to get in it

Oh, I was so happy that you are gone

I thought I could finely move on

Oh, how I was wrong

you come back to me like a old sad song ,

In my mind I start to remember You

everynight in my cold bed

I CRY to get you out of my mind

you come to me in darken dreams

you find away to mess up my days

the memories of you

are taken me down like the Flu .


Poetic Lilly  Judy Emery (c)
Memories
I CRY
Wed, 08/10/2016 - 14:38 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Every night I curl up in my bed
trying to get you out of my head
I start to cry thinking about you
abandoned in the dark is where
you left me to bleed ,

The memories of this pain
brings on the rain ;
I Cry
yes I do over you
its not because I love you
that could never happen
Not even in your dreams ,

Clueless is what you made this
argumentative is you
I never wanted to put you in my life
You just found ways to get in it
Oh, I was so happy that you are gone
I thought I could finely move on
Oh, how I was wrong
you come back to me like a old sad song ,

In my mind I start to remember You
every night in my cold bed
I CRY to get you out of my mind
you come to me in darken dreams
you find away to mess up my days
the memories of you
are taken me down like the Flu .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
Don't Love You Yes I Do
I Don't Love You
Yes I Do
I don't love you
except because I love you
I measure every grief
to every gift you ever given me
could this heart
love a man like you
I go from loving
to not loving you
Sometimes my poor heart
keep's crying for you  
like some sad love song
that keeps me holding on to the blues
like an old Flu
I know I don't love you
but then I get confused
thinking I do
from waiting
to not waiting for you
is as sad as that old lonely song
that keeps playing on
Thing you have me to do
Shame on you
my heart moves from cold to fire
like the air of midnight
Sometimes when I watch you sleep
I often think
are you dreaming of me
that is something that makes me hurt
because I shouldn't have to wonder
if you love me or not
or if your dreaming of me
I love you
only because you ask me to
but in my heart
I don't know if you hold that spark
You are the one
I did say I do to
I hate you deeply
but hating you is making me sick
you keep coming back to me
in darken dreams
Oh, how you make me scream
You tell me to say the words
that hurts me deep
The words of Love that could never be
why I am so sick
you tell me over and over
Love is all about Pain
because my love for you  
Make me crazy you say
things I don't mean to say
You get me to say them more
the measure of changing
Your words are making hast
making me live in constant pains
that brings on rain
But you say this is love
Maybe January will see the Lights of the city
they will look so pretty
light we can take another walk
to show you I have a heart
Dark Angel takes me in his arms
asking me to call out his name
Over and Over
I would call out
Dark Angel,
In the Park of Paris
My heart wants to break
but it is already broken
''No,'' I don't Love you
yes I do because you tell me too
But only In this story
things always change in darken dreams
I am the one
who cannot live without the Light
for what is right in God eyes
but I know I am not alone
God is with me
this is my testing  
I will die for my true Love
but not the Love of Pain
that brings on the Rain .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
I DREAM MY DREAMS
Thu, 07/28/2016 - 13:56 -- Poetic Judy Emery
My days or gloomy gray
my nights are long in pains
when I sleep I do weep
as I dream my dreams
I toss and I turn
while I cry the tears of all times
Dark Angel is coming near
casting on more fears
his strong deep voice
calling out my name
Moonlight come to me
take my hands and walk with me
his words are hurtful
that cuts deep within your soul
made the heart bleed out
and the body feels so much pains
pains I had never felt before
no matter how I plead or cry
Dark Angel will always be next to me.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
IF ONLY
Sat, 08/13/2016 - 19:39 -- Poetic Judy Emery
If all the world could only see
how much you mean to me
Blow the wind
I pray to see you again .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
I Found Me IN Darken Place

I cried last night why you was on the phone
I cried this morning when I had let you go
this night you I cried out of my mind,
I wrapped myself in misery and sat alone in the dark
holding the other part of my heart of the unknown  
feeling my despair and loneliness.
I know this was for the best you just don't know this yet  
take note of this I don't want to be in love yet,
I don't want a marriage
yet that will be so much regrets for me,
You must know never to put your heart on hold.
move on please and let me go!
today I have not been acting my usual self you see  
my heart is finely free that is what my heart needs,
the universe is vast in love,
I am in the void of loneliness,  
I do set and look at the stars thinking about where you are,
Paris is where my heart wanted to be.
But given my all to just one it set my heart on run,
I am still young not read for that yet,
I can handle love to a degree,
But my heart needs to love freely,
I am used to being a lone with a big world
around me I cold home,
I 'm just starting to find me,  
I know I am in my forties but my heart is still young  
And it wants to move on,
I gave my all to others very young in life,
I learned how to let others walk all over me
let them live out my dreams.
But not this time I started learning how to love me
and live out my own life  
learning to find me and setting out my own dreams,
Then when my heart is ready for love it will be on easy,  
I don't want to be alone tonight but this is life,
I had made loneliness my best friend.  
I realized that I am were I need to be and that is free,
I would call to Paris but I know not!
the key to a semi-happy life is simply not for me.
I need sufficient distraction of true happiness
that's when I found me.
balance of passion and love and energy I already had it,
so, I distracted myself,
shook off all my pains that others gave  
I just walked away and find my world for me to being.
my gravity pulling sadness to happiness.
I learn to love me and live my own life
and set my heart free.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2012
I Found Me IN DARK PLACES

I cried last night why you was on the phone
I cried this morning when I had let you go
this night you I cried out of my mind
I wrapped myself in misery
sat alone in the dark
Holding the other part of my heart
of the unknown  
Feeling my despair and loneliness
I know this was for the best you just don't know this yet  
Take note of this I don't want to be in love yet
I don't want a marriage
yet that will be so much regrets for me  
You must know never to put your heart on hold
move on please and let me go  
today I have not been acting my usual self
my heart is finely free
that is what my heart needs  
the universe is vast in love
I am in the void of loneliness
I do set and look at the stars
thinking about were you are
Paris is were my heart wanted to be  
given my all to just one it set my heart on run  
I am still young not read for that yet
I can handle love to a degree  
my heart needs to love freely
I am used to being a lone with
a big world around me I cold home
I 'm just starting to find me
I know I am in my forties
soon to be fifty  
my heart is still young  
it wants to move on
I gave my all to others very young in life
I learned how to let others walk all over me
let them live out my dreams
not this time I started learning how to love me
live out my own life learning to find me
setting out my own dreams
then when my heart is ready for love it will be on easy    
I don't want to be alone tonight but this is life
I had made loneliness my best friend  
I realized that I am were
I need to be and that is free
I would call to Paris but I know not
The key to a semi-happy life
is simply not for me
I need sufficient distraction of true happiness
that's when I found me
Balance of passion, love ,and energy
I already had it
I distracted myself
shook off all my pains
that others gave  
I just walked away
  my world for me to being
my gravity pulling sadness to happiness
I learn to love me
live my own life and set my heart free .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (C)
I Had A Dream To Become

I had a dream of you Jehovah
holding my hand and
He would talking to me about
Life's pains that I was in
I was crying because I was
I'll of some kind
You Oh Jehovah
You have taken my hand and whipped
away each tear that had fallen
from my eyes
My heart was filled with compassion
for your
Love for humankind
You Jehovah opened my eyes to see
Yes, spiritually bound by Satan and helpless
Or the loss in their way of the night
Sicken by the night of not living right
To even see their tragic dilemma even mine
Oh, how my spirit started to pray
for them and all mankind
I even prayed for my life  
for Jehovah to take full control
  led the way for me to go
Jehovah and our Lord Jesus
deliver me and all mankind
from this ******* that
We are in ;have mercy
for each of the lost souls
To make their way back home  
break these bindings of Satan’s work,
take his sick hands of his ***** works
off of each one of us and
let us live a life to be Fisher Of Men
I suddenly felt confident that
Jehovah God heard me,
while I was sleeping
I heard his voice say to me
you are free from your sickness
go teach others what
you know to save souls
the ******* I was in has been broken
So go and teach the world
of my ''Kingdom'' ,
My ''Love'', For the lost souls
clean your ways and walk
In the light of Jehovah God
you will gain ''Everlasting Life'',
so pick up your things
we walk and become ''Fishers Of Man ''.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
I have seen many things in darken dreams
the cries of the young and old,
while Dark Angel stands bold,
in a world of pains of darkness
a place where life seems so cold,
I had uncapped my pen to write down
all my pains and shames, upon silk paper
in my own blood stain ink, for others to read
what it is my heart bleeds,
Oh, how the living landscape looks so beautiful,
While the waves push upon on the banks,
faraway into the woods the slaves are out
in the cornfields where their heads are bowed,
while Dark Angel walks about,
scattered souls of long ago,
into the clouds of weathering smoke
Oh, how my tears did flow,
I have seen many things in darken dreams,
How nature of man could make commands,
with ancient anger in his eyes,
Oh, how I gazed at the sky asking God why
in the silence of my mind,
where I stand in the filed upon the blood
Stained mood of ancient time, beneath my feet
are souls of long ago, that was abused and used
because they loved God, they were slaves
of the true faith,
the young and the old they stood so bold,
they died for what they believed in,
they will always be the beauty of light
that shines so bright in the love of God,
Oh, ancient moon you hung in gloom
In late June,
where fewer summers came along,
hearts are shattered;
soul is broken down day and night,
tears flow like rain in so much pains,
but the mind of the slaves remembers
there was once a true beloved face many
pains on earth before his death,
Oh, how his love shined in the slave’s eyes,
Because that beloved came from heaven above,
He is like a white beautiful dove,
that flies high into the sky of love,
that one died for all of us who loves him,
beneath my feet on wet ground are the cries
of an ancient time,
Where trembled hands, where words and commands,
came from he who haunts me,
who gives so much pains, his eyes are following
my every move, ceasing away faith and love,
I always had wondered how could he live with himself;
life isn’t a game, but it is a gift,
just like the sea that flows in darken dreams,
the ocean blues and rivers and streams
hold the love of who created all things,
while slaves are being termeted in all things
God Jehovah and Jesus sees all things
even in darken dreams that makes me scream,
upon crying tones, blood has fallen beneath the feet
while the spirit still speaks,
in places of the unknown where true agony was made,
where tears fall while the body is beaten down,
where found, feelings had no share,
because Dark Angel don’t give a care,
The sight of light never shone in his eyes,
Dark Angel doesn’t know what love is,
on all crying souls of long ago
their words are still being told, their pains are
bring on the rain, while they call upon the name,
where infant cries while they died,
while mothers slaved out for their lives,
friendships are bestowed upon the land,
While Dark Angel beats them down,
He calls out my name, Saying Moonlight,
tell me what it is you see, come cry to me,
Moonlight stands on her feet, tell all what she sees
while slaves of faith weeps,
time is a clock that plays the games of tick, tock,
But no one knows the time when God will
make his show, to a place he will make war
a war not of man, but a war in his command,
So, while you’re out being slaved to a word of pain
never loss your faith, love one another,
I see faraway lands of true freedom
where the light will shine so bright,
Where true love will always be,
This is what I see.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
I Know He Loves Me
this he always tells me
but the pain of his love
is killing me slowly
but I do stand boldly ,
Dark Angel told me he will
never let me leave
so he takes me down into
darken dreams
just to makes me scream,
Oh, this pain he keeps me in
brings on the rains of yesterdays
I try so hard to never look his way
but his hate is all over the place,
Just the thought of him next to me
makes me so ill I can't even breath
I feel his eyes are always on me
I can still feel his old cold hands
I know he loves me
because he tells me
over and over in darken dreams,
But why does his love have to hurt
why does he have to play so many games
He tells me to look in his eyes
and ask me what it is I see
I tell him darkness as It can be,
I find the darkness of your soul
It's me you want and nothing more
I got up from the wet floor
telling I don't want to see no more
now I cry to got away from him
I can't forget him
he is always with me
in my mind over time ,
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me please get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life to his dark side
of broken dark dreams
that make my heart bleed out like ink,
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
How much he loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh how my world has grown cold
in a world of a unknown,
I see him wherever I go
his words haunt my soul
he is like a mystery song
his words will go down in history of me
in darken dreams .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
I Made It Home

I swig my spirits up on high
I hold on to love like a silk white dove,
I maintain holding on to Jehovah's name.
the night grown longer
the heart is growing founder
into a deep sleep, slowly sink.
the darkness closes around my eyes
I start to dream of Paradise
I felt like a beautiful bride standing in the light,
deeper and deeper I become deeper in love,
I see faces of my own beloved .
I cry out with joy
holding on to my young of my lost
a little boy
a little girl
all the old I known of long ago
my dad
my brother
my grandson Jesse
my little girl Hope
said I am glad you made it home
Oh, how my heart jump with happiness,
beautiful colors of shaded green
beautiful blue sky
everything nice to my eyes
so vivid
so bold
but never cold
the images dance and swirl around with glory
doves flying around me
quickly  I run with all my loved ones
before my time is finally done
I held each and every one
I given my love
now it was time for me to wake up.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
I Must Had Written Thousands Of Times

I had to write out
some of my most famous lines
praying one day you would had read them all
but autumn moved along
like an old sad song
Oh, how I have been doing my crying
just praying one day this old pain would end,

while the years moving along
my emotions had stayed the same
my heart feels the thunder pains and rains
of our breakup of long ago
but that doesn't change a thing
I know I had written over thousands of times
just writing out my pains
in blood stein ink
for the world to read about you and I,

while my heart bled out like the sea
I had been trying to get past you
but no matter how hard I try
you come back to my mind
Oh .....another time
while others come along just to take
on all my famous lines that I write to you
they try so hard to Stop me from writing you,

They even go as fare as trying to be me
but all knows who's words are written
who's pains are crying out
for this old world to see
for the world to read
my blood stain ink
of all my  pains
you had left me in .......,

At times I miss you
oh how I bleed out every time September
made its way around another time
while old memories keep eating away at my mind
breaking down my heart over and over with time
but then at times I feel that thunderstorm
making its way with on end ,

Oh, every day my world is gray
and every night I cry about you
I dream my dreams of pains
If you only known what I truly feel inside my mind
in side my heart
just maybe you would face me
and tell me you are sorry for what you did .

Poetic Lilly  Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
I MUST HAD WRITTEN THOUSANDS OF TIMES
Fri, 08/26/2016 - 03:28 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I had to write out
some of my most famous lines
praying one day you would had read them all
but autumn moved along
like an old sad song
Oh, how I have been doing my crying
just praying one day this old pain would end,

while the years moving along
my emotions had stayed the same
my heart feels the thunder pains and rains
of our breakup of long ago
but that doesn't change a thing
I know I had written over thousands of times
just writing out my pains
in blood stein ink
for the world to read about you and I,

while my heart bled out like the sea
I had been trying to get past you
but no matter how hard I try
you come back to my mind
Oh .....another time
while others come along just to take
on all my famous lines that I write to you
they try so hard to Stop me from writing you,

They even go as fare as trying to be me
but all knows who's words are writing
who's pains are crying out
for this old world to see
for the world to read
my blood stain ink
of all my  pains
you had left me in .......,

At times I miss you
oh how I bleed out every time September
made its way around another time
while old memories keep eating away at my mind
breaking down my heart over and over with time
but then at times I feel that thunderstorm
making its way with on end ,

Oh, every day my world is gray
and every night I cry about you
I dream my dreams of pains
If you only known what I truly feel inside my mind
in side my heart
just maybe you would face me
and tell me you are sorry for what you did .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
Turn around
Look at me while I cry
this is what you had done to my life;
can you see me falling apart?
i'm riding the blood ties
of your darken life
a life you passed down to me
a life I never agreed
you are so mean
get away from me
I know I am what you need,
but you are no part of me
you are something
that has been loosed
upon the world
something cold with no heart
you are the shadows of dreams
that bring so much pains
I see in your eyes
a place that isn't nice ,
I still the old rattling of your voice
your breath of death
yet you say you love me:
but all I hear are lies.
You say you have won
you say you you know
what is is I think
that I will be done with Love
as long as you are around
Broken you say
lies you  bring
in darken dreams
I'll bow to the ground
just to be bound ,and never to be found
I will be traveling through your thoughts
a place I never want to be
a place that brings darken dreams
you keep me on the edge
while I pray to be removed from you .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
IN Dark Hours

Dark nights with hollow cries
Shadows rolling around on the ground  
with false pretense  
walls are closing in with clouds of gray
why hopes and dreams fades  
what a masterpiece of Long days
in a world of grey
hours go on and on
with out love without a kind word
Time just stretches on
with the sound of rain
pouring down in the darkest hours
a dark life of principles
of what is right and wrong
of childish pity of adults playing
on hearts ignoring
with false pretense
Sad days swaying
at my heart again
My thoughts are cold
with feelings of true loneliness
oozing away in lost dreams
lost in darkness
bruising my body
in arguments all over again .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
DARKEN DREAMS
IN LOST DREAMS

Let the rain come on down
let every drop wash me clean
from yesterday's pains
that Dark Angel gave
I became his queen
in darken dreams,
He always makes me feel
I'm ill like I am going insane
in my dreams, I seen my grave
Oh, how that made me scream
Look! what you have done to me
I am among the shying of sad songs
silence remains in my own pains,
in my mind, I will always see
Dark Angel eyes
when you came in life
I don't have one
I'm written down in history
in crying eyes of darken storms
when others seen me
they walk away from me
they call me strange
someone that is locked away in dreams,
My deepest affections are now lost
like a sad song in the crying wind
Autumn leaves fall like me
in darken dreams is where I will be
if anyone is looking for me
You’re the first and the last
you are something from my own past
you are something I pray to never see
but you are always in my dreams
just to make me scream
upon the sea
that makes me bleed out your name
You had taken everything from me
but this you do see
you are so mean,
You take my freedom
my life
I have no hope left in me
dreams of true love will never be
You take my heart
and left me scared
I will always remember
what you did to me
on that cold September
I will never forget the pains
that brought down the rain of me
your eyes
your world
like fire works
that plays over and in my mind
most of the time,
you give me fright from your darkness
You touched me I feel so cold
you stand so bold
even though you are old
your love is something out of my reach
I can still feel you always near
I know I mean everything to you
but you mean nothing to me
this you must see
even in darken dreams
you had to take me down
You are a nightmare
you poisoned my mind
you give me a world of pain
you take everything from me,
I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
darkness engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
a Queen of darken dreams
he made of me
I have No exist in life
only in lost dreams
is where I scream to be free
this is where I will be
locked away in darken dreams of him
that always makes me scream.


Poetic Judy /Lilly Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
Let the rain come on down
let every drop wash me clean
from yesterday's pains
that Dark Angel gave
I became his queen
in darken dreams ,
He always makes me feel
I'm ill like I am going insane
in my dreams I seen my grave
Oh, how that made me scream
Look !what you have done to me
I am among the shying of sad songs
silence remains in my own pains,

in my mind I will always see
Dark Angel eyes
when you came in life
I don't have one
I'm written down in history
in crying eyes of darken storms
when others seen me
they walk away from me
they call me strange
someone that is locked away in dreams,

My deepest affections are now lost
like a sad song in the crying wind
Autumn leaves fall like me
in darken dreams is where I will be
if anyone is looking for me
Your the first and the last
you are something from my past
you are something I pray to never see
but you are always in my dreams
just to make me scream
upon the sea
that makes me bleed out your name
You had taken every thing from me
but this you do see
you are so mean ,

You taken my freedom
my life
I have no hope left in me
dreams of true love will never be
You taken my heart
and left me scared
I will always remember
what you did to me
on that cold September
I will never forget the pains
that brought down the rain of me
your eyes
your world
like fire works
that plays over and  in my mind
most of the time ,

you given me fright from your darkness
You touched me I feel so cold
you stand so bold
even though you are old
your love is something out of my reach
I can still feel you always near
I know I mean every thing to you
but you mean nothing to me
this you must see
even in darken dreams
you had to take me down
You are a nightmare
you poisoned my mind
you given me a world of pain
you taken everything from me,


I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
darkness engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
a Queen of darken dreams
he made of me
I have No exist in life
only in lost dreams
is where I scream to be free
this is where I will be
locked away in darken dreams of he.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery(c)
Darken Dreams
IN MY LIFE
Thu, 07/21/2016 - 15:41 -- Poetic Judy Emery
In my mind
will always have you in it
your love won  my heart
in my  life time ,

In my soul the old wind blows
when life holds you no more
but in my head we will always be wed
even on my dying bed ,

There in my mind
holds the story of all times
if others would listen
they could hear the autumn leaves fall
the wind will blow
and the tears will fall
But you my love will always shine throw .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
IN MY SLEEP

In my sleep, I see children crying,
when I see their little white faces
my heart wanted to weep;
those children no longer play,
Someone had taken all there love away
taken their innocence;
when I was a child,
all I could remember was the pains
of those cold lost days;
where the sky was always grey,
I remember hearing someone say,
come back to me child
You’re walking the wrong way,
Now, only in my sleep,
I could only remember the faces I’ve seen
In those painful darken dreams,
Time is forgotten the old voice would say
While he leads me to stray;
I often think about the children
With those sad long faces,
What had come of them?
Who knows what this old darken life
had done to them;
last night in my sleep
I hear the children weep,
I see a broken doll-house
along the stair cases,
soon I met their eyes
while they were saying their goodbyes,
I often wonder what all of this means,
Are these children
locked away in darken dreams,
I wonder while they sleep
Do they see me?
For I was once a child as they
Who has lost the way.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
I ponder over my true goals
in deep solitude of your laughter
to the inner courtyards of my heart
I will always find you there,
I know life can be so unfair
when it comes to love from different breeds
I will always stand up for you and me
when love is among weeds
never take from me your laughter
even among the the people perfuming the night
with so much hate, keep standing in faith of Love
if the waters suddenly wash the land clean
I pray you will be standing by me
know that God Jehovah is judging the land of man
as for all the hands, they keep dropping down
and all knees, keep dripping with water
in tears of true Love is among all .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
IN SWEET SILENCE

When the sweet silence come to me
In the summer breeze;
Oh, how I started missing thee
The one who loved me,

It was a session of season
When true love was given
And then taken;
Left my poor heart breaking,

Oh, how I started aching all over again,
Silent thoughts of true remembrance,
Things of a sweeten past you given
Our love will be written,

Even the time of sigh;
I won’t allow lying,
I shout in silence where no one could hear,
My love for you I hold dear
I have no fear,

Your love was always true,
I could never forget you;
My love still runs strong for you
Even while you are gone,

Death was never a place I wanted to see you in,
nothing changed;
My love for you stayed the same,
But, then something truly has;
In silence, I still call out your name.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
Goddess Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
IN THE DARK
Thu, 07/21/2016 - 12:51 -- Poetic Judy Emery
In the dark has taken my heart
from the very start
there are always something hidden
everything is forbidden to love
waiting to be found on solid ground
Love as been locked away
like the light of day
In the dark are many broken hearts .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
Stealthy In The Gloom

Stealthy in the gloom
when it comes to you
noise and cracks of a silence in the room
where Dark Angel keeps me
holding me
making my body ache
in so much pains
every step in my Life
he will always be
step to new strife for hope
he would give me more darken dreams
He loves to see me bleed
Fear, regret, anticipation of a nightmare
keeps me on the edge of time
the days are cold
the nights are even colder
the rains that will never go away
throbbing, pulsing heart of mind
getting cold with time
broken wings
Oh, how he made me scream
the window’s are up on high
the glass are dark in colors
but I could always see
the leaves of autumn fall
oh, how time has past so fast
but for me I am in death pains way
standing by the graves
I wish for death
but death never came
Someone  is hear in the room with me
ageing with me
in so much agony
praying to be set free
there isn't  no way of coming back
to the life like I once had
no way would I want to look back
because that is what I crave
I once achieved many things
where Life and true Love was with me
To late for me now
who would ever believe
what I would have to say
escape will I ever be for me
Were is the key
to the staircase gate
a voice cried out
from my cold darken room
Kneel down, kneel down,
make out to pray
this cold life will soon be gone
like an old sad song
tested is where you are
this is where you will be
until true love finds thee
No one ever walks among this path
this away is evil
a place so darkness
My chances are gone
perhaps it’s best this away
I must learn from all this pains
Let’s go back, and sit
and think about what it is I missed
Dark Angel holds me with his lies
he holds me down to make me cry
I had no-where to go
I feel so alone
in this castle of the unknown
I have no one to call my own
Dark Angel scared them all away
sometime ago  .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
IN THE STARS

I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That are shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
call out my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
In The Still Of The Night

In the still of the night I still hear the wind cry,
upon the lonely sea, the moon shines its beauty
on the ancient black sea,
while the sun has faded into many dreams,
my own weakness raised up deep within my soul
of something that happen long ago,
on the road of painful memories,
where the cuts that was made for me to bleed,
like the old willow tree that leafing out,
through the streets of the neighborhood,
in my sadness, I could feel the open wounds,
this old pain will always remain,
I take one step at a time and breath
While his eyes stayed upon me,
I cried but no one would ever hear my sight,
But the world could see the pains in my eyes
But they never say a thing,
while the old man tops his hat while the people
of this evil town walked on by,
When the night shift to day,
everything seems to be the same,
this old pain remains,
I know I could blow the whistle
and let the world know what was happening to me,
But it would be a waste of time,
because no one will ever believe me,
He the one that was hurting me,
Would whisper in my ear,
My child, my dear, no one gives a care,
So, take in the fear, because I will always be near,
Dark Angel, is an evil man of the town
to describe what he looks like,
would truly be hard for me to do,
This sad loneliness has been going on for years,
all my tears he treasures, and my pains he lives by,
my fears he breath in, on the second floor
from my bedroom, I would stand by my window
looking out while I push the heavy curtain,
where my thoughts wasn't sustain,
because of darken dreams,
nothing is never what they seem,
I could feel a cold wind coming in from somewhere,
Behind me I could feel heavy breath behind me,
Tired and weak is me,
I’m so tired from running from he that haunts me,
He gives me so many bad dreams,
the failure of love is always with me,
all my thoughts roll over another day,
my nights are always long because of painful dreams
I always search for the words to write down,
for the whole world to read about me
in darken dreams, oh how this makes me scream
because of all the places I have seen
I never wanted to see are be in.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
INTO THE SEA
Thu, 07/28/2016 - 14:21 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Into the sea of darken dreams
I held my head up above
the waters were I wont sink ,
I had taken in a deeper breath
as life started passing me on by
tears of fears started taken over me,
I started screaming but
No one could hear me
I started thinking to my self ,
I never got to even taste Love
I never got the chance to Live
dance in true Romance ,
While I was looking around
my eyes did see a flying dove
flying over me
out in my darken dreams
what did this mean for me ?
I started thinking what would
it feel like flying away
without all this pain
just to fly far , far away
into better days .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
In Your Eyes

In your eyes met mine.
I find the answers I needed to know
In your arms you hold a darken story
I found that world into dreams,

I've waited for you to help me
I've found everything I ever needed in you
but that was before I truly knew you
I need nothing more than your lies
Outside my window ,

I can see you staring back at me
When I dreamed all I see is you,
You would take me by the hand
and we'd start to dance into a darken spell
a place of darkness you know so well
a place I call hell,

In your arms I once felt I belonged
I've never known your love was going to be
something so painful to me,
I read books, and they all seems to be about you
In your eyes I know I seen places
I never wanted to see,

You opened your heart to me
I felt a pain that started eating away on my soul
How did your heart get so cold?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999
I ONCE KNOWN LOVE
I once known Love, but that was
sometime ago, before love turn cold
only in spring, the Light was with me
but now all that made,
a bad turn there is no longer
a true word while he left me hurt,
while he is out doing his ***** work
all the ravens making a haven
upon orchard trees,
eating up all they can see
at the dead of the night
Dark Angel makes fright
dancing around in darken dreams
to make all scream for peace.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen of Darken Dreams
I remember you,
like a sweet summer song
said you'd love me forever
nothing could ever go wrong
time's gone by
I'm just a memory scarred
I'm lost in a shadow
don't know where you are
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
sing me a sweet, sweet song
turn out the lights
and my love will burn on and on
hold me until tomorrow
dreams in the dark
dreams in the dark
you pushed me, baby
a little too far
turned your back on my loving
lick my wounds in the bars
story's been told a lesson is learned,
I know where your love lies
I know where you've gone
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
I know that you're leaving
it's over, it's over, I know
now that My heart now is bleeding'
don't know which way to turn
run home, dreams in the dark.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
I See Ancient Years

In darken dreams, it is hard for me
To show my feelings,
I would always pray while looking at
The painted skies of the night,

My tears will always fall
From my eyes while my soul feel the pains,
Oh, here comes the rain,

My heart is pounding like a drum,
While old memories thunder on in my mind,
Oh, how I start to cry,
When I see your eyes, looking back at me,

We somehow found each other,
In that cold September night that Dark Angel
gave me so much fright,
While he started stalking out my life,

Every science then I have so many dreams,
Places I had never seen,
In places of ancient time,
On blood stain sand is where I stood,

The sun is hot while souls are lost,
Evil is all around with deep exploded hate
Is all over the place, while in a moment,
I would see King Pharaoh standing over me,

Like time is standing still,
while an ancient world plays in my mind,
is where Dark Angels spirit lives in darken dreams
that makes my heart bleeds
while I hear slaves scream.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
I Seen Better Day's

Oh, I'd seen better days
when life wasn't a battle of war
I am locked away in darken days
I feel so betrayed
I even lost my way
Oh, I was slow and very sad
I hurt so bad
I left all that I had
for a life that is helpless and dark
oh, how it left me marked
a fools game of hate
crying deep into the night
like someone has been cut deep by a knife
the words that I hear are very clear
cruel holding pain
is he that brings on rushing rain
storms that seem to have no end
there was once love on the land
but that was way back then
but now all there is upon the land
is the grave of many
the weeping wind comes again
gives me the touch of its love
the sea gave out its anger
the moon looks so gloom
I'd seen better days
but now all I see is pain
crying out in the rain.

Poetic Lilly  Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
I SEEN BETTER DAYS

Oh, when I look at you
I see the unloving things about you,
I want to love you
But how can I love someone as you
That acts so cruel,

I need you
Yet, I truly don’t,
I just live in a confusing world,
I thought at one time in my unstable mind,
I thought I loved you,

that I could help you change your evil ways,
Oh, how I needed it to be true
Because I thought I truly loved you,
I needed you
No matter what others tried to tell me about you,

At one time that all I wanted to think about
Was only you,
Oh, but now, I truly changed my mind,
Now that I am walking in a healthy mind,
Now I cry all the time to get you out of my head,

You make me so crazy with your evil always,
No matter what I do
You are always there,
Oh, I have seen better day when you are not in them.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
I sit in silence
like a mindless puppet
this is what I had become
my strings are torn
my spirit broken
along with my wings
abused is the life I am in
creaky bones
but his bones
are creaked even more than mine
Dark Angel loves to fight
all the time
he loves to tells me what to do
but I tell him what I will do
if he isn't careful
My eyesight gone bad at times
when he gives me a black eye
The yell ,
the blaming
the hitting
I couldn't take no more
I had to even the score
He is cutting at my soul
he just wont let me go
his old voice makes me sick
his words play over and over in my head
but I bet mine is stronger then his
I bet he wish it would end
his old eyes had never faded from mine
my body fading fast
I'm starting to get as mean as he
The chance are turning
wrong to right
Wars-a-waging,
old mans guilt is craving
Love and dreams
now makes me scream
In books others will read
all about Dark Angel and Me
I look in the shadows of darkness
what do I see
looking back at me
Dark Angel  lurk about
He whispered to me
I would like to sit with you
so don't be mean
so we sit along time in silence
with so much pain
holding so much regrets
There are darkness in the air
of unhappiness
It was like an autumn sharpening in the air
the shadow of time
shone beneath the sea in darken dreams
My mind race
my body and soul wanting to let go
That reawaken pain starts all over again
out among the unknown .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
IS THERE A FOREVER

I Love You and that is the truth
No matter what others say
I’m glad you came my way
To brighten of my days;

I had always wondered
is there a forever love out there?
parts of me thought
it was only dreams
or something of story’s
that people put in the minds,

that love was only a fairy tale
or just for the lucky people
who can find love;
that may last forever,
now look at us
we are old and gray
and true love stayed;

tears of true gladness
playing with time;
but love will always be on my mind
laughter of you touch my life
with you by my side,
that will always be
a big part of memory,

there is happily ever after?
there is true honesty
that runs free within you and me
is there a forever?
Yes indeed.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
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