The waves of the ocean
do not compare to the tides in my heart
Gravity is so forceful
that I see stars grow closer
and then slide away
in a fraction
of a heartbeat.
I can move stars closer to my heart
but you stay put.
Perhaps we're from different worlds
different stars.

lustrous colors drip.
mixing, melting, marbling.
go down the drain. paint.

I love you, but you need to leave

I’ll see you again, I hope the things

you witness change you for the better

I thought I needed you,

but time and distance and
manipulation change things,

its only the same if I’m alone with you,
you put on a show when everyone else is around and the feeling completely disappears

I always try to tell myself you love me,
but you’re too cold for the kind of affection I need,

I don’t just want to tell you all the ****** up things I’ve felt and thought in the past three years, I want you to actually listen

If things hasn’t changed you’d have driven me insane, and I’ve already done that to myself enough.

- S.G.

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