on the days
where I remember why I hate me the most
it helps to stand up long enough to do my brows.
because if I can focus that long, and stay on my feet for those fifteen minutes at 7:10am then I know that I will be strong enough to make it through the day.
it does not always work, and sometimes, I collapse halfway through the right one and crawl back to bed. but three years ago, I couldn't even get to the mirror in the morning.
I think that's something.