I open my heart to many
Desperately reaching out,
But no one ever seems to notice
I break down my fence countless
Times, but you don't realize
How much I need you or
How depression Controls me
No one knows that a small little girl thought that no one needed her
So she almost took her life
And she was only in second grade
Or how countless times the little girl
Pretends to be tough,
But inside she's slowly losing her mind and how she reaches out for help, no one ever seems to realize what the small little girl is going through 'cause she never told anyone
Later the little girl was convinced
That help will never come.

Didn't even really wanted to be here
In a crowd or by myself
I don't really ever stand out

I'm so down and sad
I feel my heart squeeze
I feel the tears,
But they've never fell

I've played it safe since then
Making sure you don't see the wounds or scars
I'm always quiet like a dead body

No one ever asks,
Are you down?
Never do they,
Just sit next to me quietly

I don't need your words
Because I've more proof
Through actions

Words have hurt me
Words have cut me
And words have deceived me.

Clinging to that box
Full of gossip and lies
Just waiting for your reply
Hours and hours passed by
And then I started to cry
I fear that you never wanted to reply

Then days passed by
Still no reply
I check that empty box
Full of gossip and lies
But it would seem
That you've made up your mind
To never reply

A month later I hear a ding
I scrambled to that empty box
Full of gossip and lies
And in that emptiness
Was your reply

You said that you were sorry
For being to late
And that they wouldn't mind
Spending the rest of their lives
Filling that empty box
not with gossip and lies
But with their reply