It is not pressure
it is a vibration
It is a sensation
It is a conscience
Tension and elasticity
Protons and electricity
of the nerves
Vibrations rhythm emitting impulse
Just a heart beating to the pulse
And my mind finding words
It is thinking
It is feeling
It is living
It is life
Living itself
Is God
By having life
The breath of conciousness
The multiverse
All that is infinitely unfathomable
The unknown
We are one with the waves of the infinite because we are a frequency we are static we are a whisper of what is to be created with divinity through glory and I am simply living my own choose your own adventure story

I truly believe that this is for me.
That I do not care if one being lays eyes upon this besides god.  I have lived a life that is disgracefully magnificent.  I am but a being and I need to treat myself as such. I am a child of god,  I am the manifestation of  the universe,  and I am a manifestation of God's purpose. My interpretation of the universe gives it light, without my perception I would not have knowledge. I can change my perspective through my actions.  I can lean into doing things I do not find pleasure in but I feel I must do to maintain balance. I can also pull away from things that bring me pleasure but inhibit me in ways that do not.  I can change,  I can do better,  I will do better,  I am doing better,  and I am changing.  I must act in a way that brings me great peace.  I must react in a way that does not create negativity.  Through my personal and interpersonal communication I create positivity or negativity. I make the universe sing back to me.  I experience and create within the universe. I am a part of a greater whole and the greater whole is a piece of me.  I can create balance and harmony within myself to experience it within the universe.  I am beginning a transition because I am constantly moving forward.

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I have been given an entire universe to explore
I can create within it's constructs
I manifest change through it's vibrations as it reverberates my very being
I am matter,  so I do matter, and you are what matters most to me
In all of the multiverses with all of their galaxies I chose you
In every possible epoch or era, we are experiencing this di roll of reality
and I wouldn't want it any other way
I feel destined to have been designed
as I am when I am with you
You make my existence seem fortuitous
and I am grateful to be with you
on this earth

Pain can be exhumed like a cadavre
The rib cage cincher of vulnerability
opening to display the once beating heart
Ventricles pumped passions of past trauma
In this observation my adrenaline races
My memories like a super 8 reel sliding backwards, stills stuck in time seamlessly creating cinematic macabre
The tangled film unraveling on the floor at my feet rendering me unable to move freely
The menagerie serves as a distraction from the retro active autopsy being performed and I quickly realize that this is not my observation
These are not my undying aches
I am not lifeless on a steel table
The current version of myself is very much alive thanks to the version of myself that wished my mortality was expendable.

We are here
Suspended in fear
Hanging onto hope
Like a slowly freying rope
But the bond is strong
So we hold on
At least we have one another
If all else fails
This I believe
Our love prevails

Planes leave jet streams
That trail in different ways
Fading haze
and pastel puffs
In neon gradients
Blending into each other
Birds fly over
Black like ink on watercolor
And the air is cool and crispy
Chilly and brisk
As my smoke tangles in whispy twists