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Sep 2013 Pendragon

writinginrain

If I Could Dip My Feather
Into The Inkwell Of The Sunset
I Would Write Your Name
On A Parchment Of Blue
And Send My Love
Via The Rainbow
To The Treasure
That Is Your Heart

From My Blog Writing In The Rain http://writinginrain.com/

Sep 2013 Pendragon

The Poison Is You

Sep 2013 Pendragon

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The Poison Is You

Slipping in and out of
Consciousness
Wishing that I could
Love you significantly less

But I cannot and it hurts
Because loving you
Makes me feel worse
Than I already felt

We played the poker game of love
I lost, because of the cards I was dealt

Now I'm a mess, all alone in my home
Wishing you were holding me again

Grasping for air, but it's hard to breathe
Without the one I love beside me.

Sep 2013 Pendragon

Celebrities 'n Imaginables

Sep 2013 Pendragon

Ruth Forberg

Celebrities 'n Imaginables

Lady Gaga's in my heart;
Bruce Willis in my soul.
Easter Bunny, where to start?
Santa bring me coal!

Sep 2013 Pendragon

ex

Sep 2013 Pendragon

Viscerall

ex

How do I tell you
That your voice sounds like wish white and sky blue
That your skin smells like brown pages and earl grey
That your touch feels like cherry blossom in spring
That I miss you like a tainted mirror misses reflections

Sep 2013 Pendragon

How it use to be

Sep 2013 Pendragon

June West

How it use to be

I would skip my morning classes
and we would figure out how each others bodies work
laying there
bliss

Sep 2013 Pendragon

Bitter Pill

Sep 2013 Pendragon

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Bitter Pill

Your love was sweet
I was hooked
From the first taste
I was addicted
Didn't want it
To go to waste

It was a bitter pill
That I wanted to swallow
But now, I regret
Ever taking that risk
Because now, I feel sick
The pain won't go away today
Or even tomorrow.

Sep 2013 Pendragon

Waiting For Nothing

Sep 2013 Pendragon

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Waiting For Nothing

I check my phone,
all the time,
hoping for a text,
from the one who left,
the one who owns my heart,
but as usual, nothing from you,
like, girl, I ******* love you so strongly,
I know I was a fool but I want you near me,
I can't sleep or eat when we're apart,
I fall asleep in the dark, tears making my eyes hurt,
I stay up every night, waiting for a text,
an 'I miss you' text that I'll never get.

Sep 2013 Pendragon

Spend The Night

Sep 2013 Pendragon

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Spend The Night

A smile hides a lot
Don't you think?
It can hide utter despair
As you stare into
That broken mirror

Reflecting upon broken love
And wishing it could mend
You still fit me like a glove
Can't we at least pretend?
I don't want it all to end

You are always on my mind
**** the misery out of my body
At least spend the night in my bed
Without you, I feel incomplete, baby

You heal me, break me, know me
Can't get you out of my head
Release me, set my body free
Just one night without regret
In the bed where we fell in love

Sep 2013 Pendragon

Come Back Please

Sep 2013 Pendragon

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Come Back Please

I am such an emotional mess
Just so **** ******* sad
Feels like my heart is
Drowning in un-cried tears
I feel so bad, sickened by myself
I ****** up so much
I lost my best friend
She was my everything
Feels like I have nothing
I spend my nights crying
Feeling so bad these days
I miss that girl so much
I owe her my life
She was always there
But I was an idiot towards her
Sitting here guilt tripping
So many emotions
My heart and brain
Is almost exploding
Honestly wish I had a gun
I'd have so much fun
Pointing it to my head
Ending my horrendous pain
I lost the love of my life
Again and again and again
I had the best person alive
But I messed everything up
And now I just wanna die.

Sep 2013 Pendragon

Painful Flashback

Sep 2013 Pendragon

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Painful Flashback

there are times I think of
those times we used to kiss
there are moments I think back
wishing I was still in your arms

but you're gone and done
now I'm trying to pick up
the pieces but I can't move on

I tried to let it go, for sure
but I can't lie to myself anymore
you're the one I want

I can't pretend to just breathe in
loving you was my worst sin
you were my deadliest addiction