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Pendragon Sep 2013
Your goofy grin
Makes my world spin.
A single whisper across my skin
Makes me fall for you all over again.
Listen girl,
Never have I stopped loving you.
You are one of the only ones
I have ever let in.
From  our silly silly notes then
To our heartfelt texts now.
We really never let eachother
Go.
My heart skipped several
Beats,
When you said "I missed you"
I knew right then I needed to kiss you.
Too much history to ever let go.
It's probably not right,
We seem stuck in this cycle.
Always coming back to eachother.
Always knowing we will be there.
But girl seriously,
Why did I ever let you go.
Pendragon Aug 2013
Every time I close my eyes
I hear a disembodied
Heart beat.
Something is just outside
Walking around.
At night time my fears come
alive
There is no escaping them
They come from all around.
A wicked laugh,
The beating of a heart,
The madding steps
Coming ever closer.
Coming from all over.
My fears come alive,
As soon as the sun sinks down.
No where to hide in this little town.
Even the most normal of sounds,
Turn terrifying when it
Gets dark
Dog barks,
heart stops.
Cat meows,
The tears fall down.
Nowhere to hide,
No way to make it stop.
Every sound I can hear
Brings me even more fear.
Icy chill runs down my spine,
When I hear that dog whine.
Begging please just go away,
Knowing every fear is here to stay.
What's worse is realizing ill
**Never get away.
Pendragon Aug 2013
Her
I love you still,
Even after so long.
When I let you go
I knew I was wrong.
Your beautiful eyes,
And that goofy smile,
Still drive me wild.
Still talking to you makes
Me feel like a love sick child.
Letting you go was such a
*MISTAKE
Pendragon Aug 2013
Lift me up on angel wings.
Take me to where I'm safe.
Take away all my
FEAR & PAIN.
Take me there on your
Angel Wings.
I want to be where you are.
Sadly, I know that it way to far
For any plane, train, bus, or car.
So just fly down past the clouds,
To where all the humans are.
That's where you can find me.
So please just pick me up on your
Angel wings, and take me to
Where all the ANGELS are.
Pendragon Aug 2013
I really **** at this,
Why bother at all.
I did it all to impress you,
But you don't  care at all.
In my head I thought I
Could make you
F
   A
L
     L
I really know nothing at all.
Pendragon Aug 2013
The fear gripping my chest,
Made my blood turn to
Needles.
Never have I felt a thing so
Painful.
So scared of what's next,
As it creeps up my neck.
My blood runs colder,
As my head gets hotter.
Such a strange reaction
To such an emotion.
When the fear settles in,
Logic moves out.
And getting away is all
I care about.
No matter what I do,
Ill never get away.
My fear has moved in and,
He's here to
S t A y
Pendragon Aug 2013
Paralyzingly fear,
Grips my soul.
It threatens to never
Let go.

The many nights I have laid
Awake,
Bounded by this fear.

Afraid to close my eyes
Once more.
Afraid to wake and find my fear
Is actually here.

The fear is crippling,
It never leaves my
Mind.
It has grabbed on
And refuses to let me go.
And I learned about it
Years ago.
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