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PEARL SMOKE Jun 2018
I’m groping in the dark.
I entered this world clueless.
I don’t know whats right.
How am I supposed to act ?
What’s Ok & what’s not ?
What should I feel ?
How do I react .
Is this too much , Fair or too little?
What’s affection?
Why am I being scold ?
Why am I being Told that I’m not showing any love ?
I’m giving all my attention
I’m very nice , I’m showing that I care a lot and figure ways to make them smile and laugh?
Why are they mad ?
Insisting to touch lips
To Rub hips
To touch Areas I had no clue sent signals of “love” ?
I’m so confused.
I have no experience.
I’m told to kiss
But I don’t know how to move my ******* way they find pleasing?
As a matter of fact
This all feels so Uncomfortable
Weird , odd & A vibe that’s
Opposite from what they are experiencing...
I never knew there was
types of love .
Never knew the ways each one is expressed..
My head is blank from everything other than the love my
parents showed me..
i Got into a relationship
Without knowing the definition
Nothing close to knowing
any meanings..
PEARL SMOKE Jun 2018
Ok ok all we do is argue .
Let’s try something new
No talking just Touching .
Something we lack .
Teach me other ways of
showing you love.

Let’s have fun
Let’s have ***
Let’s explore together new ways of making us feel great .

Let’s forget about Our life and problems
By Letting me ride Your Big *** ****.
On the bed , the floor the couch.
Let’s get ***** & ******* naughty.
Make me feel great about my body
By touching me In Desperate worshipping ways .

Let’s just take a pause from showing love and affection.
By Having *** and feeling that nice ****** sensation.

Teach me what makes you *****
The words , which Moans , my voice of tone.
What do you want me to say
Tell me baby il ******* obey .
So  Just shut the **** up .
Bend me over
*** up high
Head down low.
Make me ******* moan.
Spread my Cheecks apart
Watch your **** slip in and out.
My ***** waters at the thought
Of having your hard fat ****
Touching with just your tip on my ***** lips.
Teasing My kit
You see the nice juice your making me produce.
Yeah love that **** daddy .
Stroke me nice and slow .
Stop ******* with my heart !
Come **** my brains instead .
Shove your **** down my throat
Let me gag & choke.


Drop all your Issues
Let’s feel something other
than anger
By putting In your index fingers
One in the pink
One in the stick
Come here baby
Something new ?
Poems like this he’d prefer to view.
PEARL SMOKE Jun 2018
I’m just crying
Cry crying & crying
I can’t write nothing
I’m broken down
I’m crying
Crying because I don’t know what els to do
PEARL SMOKE Jun 2018
You lend me your hand .
When I was down on my knees.
I looked up at you as a goddess
Who came to my rescue.

You lend me your hand.
To Drag me further in hell.
I looked up at you with helpless eyes that poured tears .
Begging for savior.

Your job was to save me.
To help me out my dark world.
To teach me how to live life again.
Grow a loving bond.

You did the opposite
You failed me
PEARL SMOKE Jun 2018
What do I do now
Where do I turn
I’m lost without him
PEARL SMOKE Jun 2018
You let her slip away.
Dark roads only appear ahead.
You loved her enough
To see her let go & walk off.
Knowing the road she was currently on.

you raged when she used.
Never did you do anything to prevent another fall.
You Wanted her to see the
world different.
Never did you show her something other than
betrayal scenarios .

She expected only
Love honesty & respect.
From you.
You excepted
Changed slang , New personality
Different style
From her.

All she wanted was to be loved
You you wanted was to be loved and have all the freedom you want
PEARL SMOKE Jun 2018
Thats it.
Enough of the tears & ****.
I’ve Seen enough.
He’s put me through
too ****** much.
It’s Clear He
DOESNT VALUE ME at all!
He NEVER Changes
He will NEVER CHANGE
I’ve given him 5 years
To Still Be put through ******* every month ?
I can’t change him.
So it’s Time for me to change.
Showing him love has done nothing But hurt me.
I’ve done everything
& I’m still faulted for **** ?!
Im Innocent & Nothing will change him from doubting it ?
Im tired of Being  accused
No matter what I do
He’ll only believe if he wants Too.
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