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88 · Nov 2019
i want it
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
i'm in danger
hoping a hopeless desire
wishing on a dead star
what a dumpster fire
life keeps getting stranger
compelling annoying things
a wonder the world is
listen to it as it sings
A darkened light
It's what i'm beginning to want
My foolish sight
The light just loves to taunt
And now i'm here
alone and silent
confused, quiet
thinking
i want it
87 · Aug 2019
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Aug 2019
From afar,
Up above,
In the sky,
Sea of Stars,
Let it shine,
Sing what's true,
Open eyes,
Nothing's new.
Sail a ship,
Charge till noon,
Save the clips,
Search the tomb,
Hike in sun,
Journey round,
Share the fun,
Have no doubt.

A
EmperorOfMine Jun 2020
Settle,
I want you to calm down
As there are things to provoke you

Still,
No need to turn blue
You're enough as is

my,
How passionate you are
What a beauty, a star

Soft-spoken,
To speak in a whisper
I hear your melodies

Heart,
Please don't fall into the temptations
They want to see you dead
86 · Apr 2020
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EmperorOfMine Apr 2020
It's the journey within that cracks open the shell without
Splitting open a sealed perfection only meant to be an accessory
More than that, it now became living art, a walking melody
But little it knows the bigger it's meaning, it picks at it's every crack
So miserable, so blinded, hard to keep something so broken intact
Walking mayhem, it blames the world, a shattered ID running amok
How must it ever see its beauty if it destroys the witnesses that look
A classical tell of a an art piece that made its own price
When if it accepted it's flawed, it would have been that, but twice
Now It knows not what it should, but what it assumes the world is
Forever trapped in its head, a place for the dead, art corpse-fed
And until there's nothing to destroy, it'll continue but then
It will see what a beautiful catastrophe it's made In the end.
Art that made art, painted with the anger of a misunderstanding
Art can't see that it's art, so it made art until it saw what it tore apart...
86 · Jan 2020
Story
EmperorOfMine Jan 2020
There's a story to be told
One with hidden treasure and gold
All you need as the keys to receive
Are some patience and humility...

There was a foundation set in motion to walk upon
Broken by the chains of a destructive bond
An insecure one and a soul as black as soot
Both broken and bruised by the world's cold heavy boot.

Once in a time, the two had met, a week in and war was set
They both saw it coming
But only one intended to leave it with something.

Fallen they were when the smoke finally fled
Soul shattered, the insecure, nearly dead
The darkened one made way with the fallen heart
For to ****** away hearts was how this dark being was fed.

Could it have been avoided, yes
But hope and desperation was what set this fight into motion
Many nights and many days have passed
But the insecure one's mind is frantic with commotion

One day the insecure grew into a new self,
One so much stronger and abundant in mental wealth
A heart that could forgive such a tragedy,
On a search to willingly promote that dark soul's better health.

Wherever this tale may venture to,
Hopefully, it's somewhere good and healthy too,
For if it prospers so too will a reason to hope,
As a heart with some form of hope, it is a soul, in any state, that can cope.
86 · Jan 2020
I forgive You
EmperorOfMine Jan 2020
Bruised and disheveled
But I still stand with open arms
Not waiting
But willing
Because someone did it for me
When I didn't realize i needed it.
85 · Nov 2018
Offline Adventures
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
I've been stuck in a limbo.
My eyes may open, and my soul may be ready...
But my body lays steady in gravity that's heavy.
My whole is holed with so many emotions
Commotion for futures unfolded in potions.
A nightmare at midnight surrounded in darkness,
A staircase built up of our cemented hardships
Crackled and brittle, you can't judge us so harshly
Sprinkled with sugar, coated with bitter green envy.
My offline adventures are harder than yours
Some say this in the mirror, reflecting self-scorns.
84 · Oct 2019
Typical
EmperorOfMine Oct 2019
It's a game we all play,
Dressing up and playing hideaway
It might as well be Halloween every day
Cause people become actors, pretending to be okay

Ghosts come lurking every night,
First, they're there, then out of sight
Attached to some, now that's a fright
A typical day for some of us to fight

Not every rainbow road is a perfect passage
Some won't last, beautifully tragic
Not an uncommon life, it's not that shocking
A typical day for those who lost their hoping
83 · Jan 2019
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EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
I could get stabbed in front of a crowd of people and everyone would act as though they were blind.

I trip and fall in front of a crowd of blind people, and everyone would act as though they could see.

*The difference is that the blind are much more likely to help me.
83 · Jan 2019
Moonlit Rainstorm
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
It's a storm on me
I feel it's alright
Raining drastically
No one in my sight
Moonlit rainstorm land
A wonder you are
Vivid wonderland
So close and so far
82 · Oct 2018
Losing...
EmperorOfMine Oct 2018
Woe my lost
As here I die
My soul exhausts
The urge to cry
It's not my fault
This world is dark
Once light I sought
Brought me to sharks
Pity me free
My empty hands
No nothings glee
When burnt in sand
For flags will rise
Not for the win
They will be white
I lost again.
81 · Nov 2019
Pondering
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
Those eyes of yours, big, brown, full of sadness.
I've wondered why, but I've seen a bit of your soul.
You wander in darkness, you're all alone, you claim that you like it,
But I can see that that's wrong.
You want something much better, but you're stubborn, like me.

You're no ordinary boy, and that, I can see.
But you do ordinary things, and it's because you think you should.
You think you're the one in control, but has that done you any good?
When we take control, we fall in our tracks.
And the harder our fall, the bigger the cracks.

You claim that you're evil, I think that you're sad.
You want so much power, but you'll just go mad.
I want so much better for you, I really do.
But you have to see why it concerns me, the things that you pursue.

What are your intentions, unordinary man?
I hope you'll decide to be good because I know that you can.
80 · Mar 2019
Mote 1
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Hello,
To the wave of emotions
Pulling me onto the bay on a gray and stormy day
Who would have known that the bay would be quicksand
Sinking quickly, of course, but there to save, not a single hand

Woke up, it was a dream
But this reality is much similar on gray days like this, closer than they seem.
79 · Feb 2020
Make Me Believe
EmperorOfMine Feb 2020
I'll fall backward off of a cliff...
.
.
.
As I do it, the lucid light of the warm and welcoming sun will reach down to grab me,
It'll attempt to save me...
.
.
.
But it can only make me cry.
-
As I fall, as the wind surrounds my body, making way for my rest...
.
.
.
As I do this, within the ethereal plane, there is something that tries to push me back up,
It'll attempt to keep me up high...
.
.
.
But it can only make me smile.
-
As I flourish in my faith...that something will make me believe...that all of it was worth something
That I didn't waste my tears...
my smiles...
my care...
my hope...
That it wasn't all meaningless...
.
.
.
Something finally does it...
-
As I fell down waiting to hit the ground, I heard a sound that shook my soul and made me feel something truly profound.
-
A colossal energy more powerful than a witches fury sent the life around me in a hurry...and caused the world to save me.
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A light knocked on my eyes and caused me to cry, because I couldn't figure out why the hell would anything try to bring me back to life...
-
When I was able to find my way to see, I couldn't believe everything I was able to see and I could finally breathe....
-
As though none of that ever happened
I was back on the cliff
I was brought back...
Alive.
79 · Jan 2019
Scenes
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
The scenes are changing rapidly,
Cloaked under the madness,
I hear a little melody,
That feels me with sadness,
A blink, a scene,
A blink, a scene,
Too fast, Can't breathe,
What's happening,
Feels like an hourglass,
But yet, it feels rushed,
Maybe it's like a movie,
We're near the conclusion.
77 · Mar 2019
Somber Feeling
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Watching sheep go leaping by
As fountains fill over my eyes
And colored my whole world night blue
Which caused these sad feelings that grew
Oh my, oh my, look at the time
Speeding like a light in the sky
Crashing forward to end our lives
Repeating dreams inside my mind
The story of my brittle life
Lit up in flames sent with a strife
Leaving me dead frozen on sight
Stopped moving, now I see that light.
76 · Mar 2019
Script
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
What kind of a guy
Would go out of his way
To climb a mountain of needles
And craft the things you'd say
Just to waste my time
And your own time too
All of those sacrifices we've made
Just for our hard work to be through
74 · Jan 2020
Tap
EmperorOfMine Jan 2020
Tap
I'm looking for a peace of mind, but you must go so that I find
And with your leave, it lifts a weight so I shall write something to

shake
A tap of time stretched till this day
I pause your mind to live okay
I visit yours now taste the same
A kind of mad that leaves you gray
shake

Open doors til' they come off so I can walk through without a lost
These words I use encrypted too, please leave my mind, you just have to

For me and for you, you just have to...
Or make a move or I will have to.
Tap into yours and visit you and see your world so you will too, then you will know why I am here asking for you to care.
73 · Jan 2019
One
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
One
i want to scream
Cry
Lose my mind
Shout out my whys
And to feel free
Fly up and fall out from the sky
Don't need saving
Won't see me
i'm up way too high
Although it's scary I have my own little light
Sometimes it is so strange
And to that, i can sigh
cause, i may be a lost one, but that too is fine
71 · Nov 2018
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Sometimes I come to this darkened place to unleash a scream
But nothing ever leaves my mouth
I can't tell you these crazy things
Without feeling out of place...
And offline adventures have become jokes
A trolls no man land.
A rope for me to go and croak...
A twisted wonderland...

I talk about the wonderlands
I'm called out for repetition...
But what you all don't know about those lands
Is that they've trapped me in limbo...
71 · Mar 2019
Music Musing
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Yes, Katy, I've felt like a plastic bag, drifting in the wind, wishing to start again.

Being a firework sounds great, but sounds kind of...temporary, ya know?

I felt like a ghost, drifting every coast, wishing the solitary would end.

I'd rather fade the light of the sun in the sky and show my shine, you'd recognize that I'm a starry sky

Bigger than the view in your eyes
I'm always here, but I don't always shine
71 · Jan 2020
Lean on my lesson
EmperorOfMine Jan 2020
Sometimes i let the weight of the world crush me,
But i don't even have to hold it...



i've been in hell, have came back, and couldn't tell the difference,
but what i've learned, and what i've endured prepared me for the blessing i was going to inevitably have.

All I had to do was not give up.


So...don't give up. A blessing is on it's way.
Let's do this together.
68 · Mar 2020
Frequency
EmperorOfMine Mar 2020
Potent Flower
Send your fragrance to my cognition
Opened hour
Live a little at time sinking slow ignition
Our eyes on a mission
Snow-bound emperor moth at night
Itsy simple and lessons brittle
I opened my eyes once and I see more than thought
A riddle of words making bigger bending moments
Now ponder the answers you came here and sought

— The End —