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73 · Jan 2019
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
I could get stabbed in front of a crowd of people and everyone would act as though they were blind.

I trip and fall in front of a crowd of blind people, and everyone would act as though they could see.

*The difference is that the blind are much more likely to help me.
73 · Nov 2019
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EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
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A poet compiling a story from chaos crafted by reality
Sharing his mind and hoping it'll bring him sanity
Begging for a solution to a story riddled with ash and snow
Blinded and reaching out to a boy hidden in shadows
Bound by memory, lost in the moments before
How sad a story that has to do with a poet like this; a bore.
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He didn't grab his attention, left to a lack of chemistry
Hoping to be a good boy, good friend...with whatever that is

We will see how this story unfolds.
73 · Jan 2019
Moonlit Rainstorm
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
It's a storm on me
I feel it's alright
Raining drastically
No one in my sight
Moonlit rainstorm land
A wonder you are
Vivid wonderland
So close and so far
73 · Apr 2019
Poem 1
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
Why do we lie
When we panic
Say I love you
Then yell **** it
We choose neglect
And that's tragic
It's a secret
Little habit
Falling so down
Just to wake up
In a limbo
We can't make up
Living a life
Mimic a game
It's deja vu
It's all the same...






In the end
73 · Sep 2020
Playground
EmperorOfMine Sep 2020
Chaos sings me my lullaby
As I let my eyes descend
And i can't help but start to cry
Wishing this pain would come to an end
Please give me a sign, am I to feel this forever
Because reality becomes more confusing by the day
And I'm starting to think there isn't a cure
So it's becoming harder to figure out what to say
I don't want to be alone with my thoughts
But that seems to be my only playground
And the longer i am there, the longer this *****
Don't judge my struggle, it's so much harder than it sounds.
70 · Nov 2019
Pondering
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
Those eyes of yours, big, brown, full of sadness.
I've wondered why, but I've seen a bit of your soul.
You wander in darkness, you're all alone, you claim that you like it,
But I can see that that's wrong.
You want something much better, but you're stubborn, like me.

You're no ordinary boy, and that, I can see.
But you do ordinary things, and it's because you think you should.
You think you're the one in control, but has that done you any good?
When we take control, we fall in our tracks.
And the harder our fall, the bigger the cracks.

You claim that you're evil, I think that you're sad.
You want so much power, but you'll just go mad.
I want so much better for you, I really do.
But you have to see why it concerns me, the things that you pursue.

What are your intentions, unordinary man?
I hope you'll decide to be good because I know that you can.
69 · Mar 2019
Mote 1
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Hello,
To the wave of emotions
Pulling me onto the bay on a gray and stormy day
Who would have known that the bay would be quicksand
Sinking quickly, of course, but there to save, not a single hand

Woke up, it was a dream
But this reality is much similar on gray days like this, closer than they seem.
68 · Nov 2018
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Sometimes I come to this darkened place to unleash a scream
But nothing ever leaves my mouth
I can't tell you these crazy things
Without feeling out of place...
And offline adventures have become jokes
A trolls no man land.
A rope for me to go and croak...
A twisted wonderland...

I talk about the wonderlands
I'm called out for repetition...
But what you all don't know about those lands
Is that they've trapped me in limbo...
68 · Nov 2019
i want it
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
i'm in danger
hoping a hopeless desire
wishing on a dead star
what a dumpster fire
life keeps getting stranger
compelling annoying things
a wonder the world is
listen to it as it sings
A darkened light
It's what i'm beginning to want
My foolish sight
The light just loves to taunt
And now i'm here
alone and silent
confused, quiet
thinking
i want it
EmperorOfMine Jun 2020
Settle,
I want you to calm down
As there are things to provoke you

Still,
No need to turn blue
You're enough as is

my,
How passionate you are
What a beauty, a star

Soft-spoken,
To speak in a whisper
I hear your melodies

Heart,
Please don't fall into the temptations
They want to see you dead
67 · Mar 2019
Somber Feeling
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Watching sheep go leaping by
As fountains fill over my eyes
And colored my whole world night blue
Which caused these sad feelings that grew
Oh my, oh my, look at the time
Speeding like a light in the sky
Crashing forward to end our lives
Repeating dreams inside my mind
The story of my brittle life
Lit up in flames sent with a strife
Leaving me dead frozen on sight
Stopped moving, now I see that light.
67 · Jan 2020
I forgive You
EmperorOfMine Jan 2020
Bruised and disheveled
But I still stand with open arms
Not waiting
But willing
Because someone did it for me
When I didn't realize i needed it.
67 · Mar 2019
Script
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
What kind of a guy
Would go out of his way
To climb a mountain of needles
And craft the things you'd say
Just to waste my time
And your own time too
All of those sacrifices we've made
Just for our hard work to be through
66 · Sep 2020
SBB
EmperorOfMine Sep 2020
SBB
Spellbound baby
cast the curse
Coated birthright in the burst
Forging secrets
Scribed to hair
Tattooed thoughts and tattletales
Spellbound baby
Find the cure
Save this soul
With something pure
66 · Oct 2019
Typical
EmperorOfMine Oct 2019
It's a game we all play,
Dressing up and playing hideaway
It might as well be Halloween every day
Cause people become actors, pretending to be okay

Ghosts come lurking every night,
First, they're there, then out of sight
Attached to some, now that's a fright
A typical day for some of us to fight

Not every rainbow road is a perfect passage
Some won't last, beautifully tragic
Not an uncommon life, it's not that shocking
A typical day for those who lost their hoping
66 · Feb 2020
Make Me Believe
EmperorOfMine Feb 2020
I'll fall backward off of a cliff...
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As I do it, the lucid light of the warm and welcoming sun will reach down to grab me,
It'll attempt to save me...
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But it can only make me cry.
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As I fall, as the wind surrounds my body, making way for my rest...
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As I do this, within the ethereal plane, there is something that tries to push me back up,
It'll attempt to keep me up high...
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But it can only make me smile.
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As I flourish in my faith...that something will make me believe...that all of it was worth something
That I didn't waste my tears...
my smiles...
my care...
my hope...
That it wasn't all meaningless...
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Something finally does it...
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As I fell down waiting to hit the ground, I heard a sound that shook my soul and made me feel something truly profound.
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A colossal energy more powerful than a witches fury sent the life around me in a hurry...and caused the world to save me.
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A light knocked on my eyes and caused me to cry, because I couldn't figure out why the hell would anything try to bring me back to life...
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When I was able to find my way to see, I couldn't believe everything I was able to see and I could finally breathe....
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As though none of that ever happened
I was back on the cliff
I was brought back...
Alive.
64 · Apr 2020
Empath
EmperorOfMine Apr 2020
I feel the words you cast aloud
A shank you made, crafted from mind
How bitter the ailment of one's self-hatred
Duel-bladed this act, a sacrifice
I wish you felt this pain for you
The love I wish you reflected
But I can only see you bruise
Your soul once knew you respected
Now as I watch you maim yourself
I pray your wounds erased away
May you become the one who loves
Even when all says dissipate.
64 · Jan 2020
Story
EmperorOfMine Jan 2020
There's a story to be told
One with hidden treasure and gold
All you need as the keys to receive
Are some patience and humility...

There was a foundation set in motion to walk upon
Broken by the chains of a destructive bond
An insecure one and a soul as black as soot
Both broken and bruised by the world's cold heavy boot.

Once in a time, the two had met, a week in and war was set
They both saw it coming
But only one intended to leave it with something.

Fallen they were when the smoke finally fled
Soul shattered, the insecure, nearly dead
The darkened one made way with the fallen heart
For to ****** away hearts was how this dark being was fed.

Could it have been avoided, yes
But hope and desperation was what set this fight into motion
Many nights and many days have passed
But the insecure one's mind is frantic with commotion

One day the insecure grew into a new self,
One so much stronger and abundant in mental wealth
A heart that could forgive such a tragedy,
On a search to willingly promote that dark soul's better health.

Wherever this tale may venture to,
Hopefully, it's somewhere good and healthy too,
For if it prospers so too will a reason to hope,
As a heart with some form of hope, it is a soul, in any state, that can cope.
63 · Jan 2019
One
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
One
i want to scream
Cry
Lose my mind
Shout out my whys
And to feel free
Fly up and fall out from the sky
Don't need saving
Won't see me
i'm up way too high
Although it's scary I have my own little light
Sometimes it is so strange
And to that, i can sigh
cause, i may be a lost one, but that too is fine
60 · Mar 2019
Music Musing
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Yes, Katy, I've felt like a plastic bag, drifting in the wind, wishing to start again.

Being a firework sounds great, but sounds kind of...temporary, ya know?

I felt like a ghost, drifting every coast, wishing the solitary would end.

I'd rather fade the light of the sun in the sky and show my shine, you'd recognize that I'm a starry sky

Bigger than the view in your eyes
I'm always here, but I don't always shine
58 · Jan 2020
Tap
EmperorOfMine Jan 2020
Tap
I'm looking for a peace of mind, but you must go so that I find
And with your leave, it lifts a weight so I shall write something to

shake
A tap of time stretched till this day
I pause your mind to live okay
I visit yours now taste the same
A kind of mad that leaves you gray
shake

Open doors til' they come off so I can walk through without a lost
These words I use encrypted too, please leave my mind, you just have to

For me and for you, you just have to...
Or make a move or I will have to.
Tap into yours and visit you and see your world so you will too, then you will know why I am here asking for you to care.
57 · Jan 2020
Lean on my lesson
EmperorOfMine Jan 2020
Sometimes i let the weight of the world crush me,
But i don't even have to hold it...



i've been in hell, have came back, and couldn't tell the difference,
but what i've learned, and what i've endured prepared me for the blessing i was going to inevitably have.

All I had to do was not give up.


So...don't give up. A blessing is on it's way.
Let's do this together.
53 · Mar 2020
Frequency
EmperorOfMine Mar 2020
Potent Flower
Send your fragrance to my cognition
Opened hour
Live a little at time sinking slow ignition
Our eyes on a mission
Snow-bound emperor moth at night
Itsy simple and lessons brittle
I opened my eyes once and I see more than thought
A riddle of words making bigger bending moments
Now ponder the answers you came here and sought

— The End —