If you can't love yourself
How am I supposed to love your doubt,
You have so many beautiful qualities
And it's madness that you push aside
All of these
Lovely things
That you have.

Is life just on pause
Or has it all stopped
Am I just a ghost
Searching for us
Or am I still here
Just forever lost
My heart still beats
But that's not enough.

Treading this lifeless body
Through earthly endeavours
Dreading what I'll learn next,
Burning the pages of yesterday
And spawning new ideals
Instilled in me by my failures,
I am what I am
And I'm not what I thought
And what I was?
I wish I forgot.

I just know
That if I ever needed
Bright eyes
I'd be by your side
Because
You like
What I like
And I like
What you like.

My bones belonged to you
And you alone
I tried and died
Again alone.

I wish it all could have been easy
But there's no such thing
You were my world
My love and my pain,
Just know that we tried,
And tried
Over and over again
And if I could go back
I promise
I wouldn't change a thing.
You will be my something special
Forever
In memories.

I want you to stay
But I also want you to leave
You said it was better for you
It was better for me
But how can I see
When love is blind
I can only walk through walls
When you're by my side.