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Paine Dec 2022
When the clock strikes 12
I look to my left & right
Emptiness inside
Paine Dec 2022
A model-like figure
Long lush hair with the scent of daisies
Galaxies in her eyes
Lips that taste like sweet cherry wine

5 foot something
4 missed calls
3 sleepless nights
2 bottles of whisky
1 beautiful dream
Paine Dec 2022
trying to live in the moment
but thoughts are living in the past
thinking of the future
but worrying the present

mind is exhausted
bring me back from my thoughts
yet having all these thoughts
still alive in the moment
Paine Dec 2022
Wearied eye
Hopelessness within
Ice cold heart
Shots I lost count
Kisses that was meaningless
Ephemeral feelings
Young me would hate this me
Paine Dec 2022
It’s the ‘what could’ve been’
Oh where have you been
You turned my heart cold
Oh heart now frail

Sleep deprived, mind racing
Many thoughts, heavy breathing
Teary eye, rainy night
Turn to my side, emptiness inside

Caged feelings, don’t unleash it
Rebellious against I, why did I do it?
Full of regret, laying down in bed
My heart sinks, I’m getting used to it

Wishing I could turn back time, when there were constant chimes
Off in thin air, did you even care?
Genuine or not, hey there, it’s smiley me
No closure, just silence, message received, wish I was blindsided

— The End —