Confessional.
Open up let's examine truth.
For two seconds.
I'd move heaven
And the planets. To have that with you
You don't have a clue.
But you actually do.
And thats where plans I've made
Might stand a chance
Of fruition... plants that actually bloom
And can come true.
While my innerchild retreats.
I see my dreams like Saturn's moon.
Revolving around a planet.
Based on all your talent
And the love I have for you....

Do you ever see a wishing star.
And imagine you already have it.
Can't be death without
Destiny.
If God played a hand in planning.
So I sift through sands
On the beach of madness.
With an hour glass in my right
And a map to becoming Stan fan
Number one with out the current traffic.
Get it... current traffic.
Slur my words.
Thank God I **** left handed.
*** its taking so long
My hour glass is like a fertile birth of sand pit.

As ****** up as my persona got.
I never lost my inner meaning
Being of a stolen freedom
Seeing demons.
In the depth of dark sky.
Breathing in a narc high.
Like why is thoughts with baby momma.
Equal upto dark eyes.
My family substance over wreckage.
I seen  in them as smart guys.
Sparse time.
To start rhymes about my hard time.

Stuck in this. Cascading fading starlight
Escaping from the vacant space.
Like super nova heart ache.
In a car length .
Arms length.
Measure from a heart break.
While I marginalize my scars babe.
So contrast. Just for charms sake.
Looks like a bomb next to a small flame.

For God's sake. Get my heart out of harms way.
Switch like finger stances on a keyboard.
Do you want to have me more.
I need more reassurance
With an urgent label.
It'll mean more.
Speed warp your real warmth.
Into my esteem source
*** I bleed more like rivers.
In the free North.
Free form. I'm a sleep more.
In the streets of floating
Consciousness.
Properties of skinner yeah I get to Seymour.
******* liberate my mental structure
Call it going free form

I have a viral psychological infection.
Diagnosis. Mostly detachment.
On emotional basis.
Frozen in space with a growing harassment.
Dope to cope situations
Blown gasket. Focused blast

Towards realities deception
*** voices attack the lobes. Controlling. Threat detection.
And death perception
Till I fear not he'll death or heaven but only losing position.
As a woman. In love with.
God. Eminem And
The thought that I'm pregnant
*** when my system talks my body properly listens.
Like systemic racism.
Gotta walk to win it.
Protest. Know yes.
That change is merely.
Beginning.
Of a friend evolving into dreams.
Being solved with all of every
Waking second.
God my best friend.
Jesus .
Amen
Walk with them
Amen amen amen.
Love you lord.
Even though I do wrong.
I'm full of flaws.
I truly am.
But my heart is true.

Living in a deadly sin.
With purpose set to self affliction.
But strange investment.
In your chest.
And every breath that's in it.
Your the best decision.
Like a bed made.
On deaths percession.
With
February getting scary.
Cemetery
Near the federal prison.


Life sentence.
Chained in passion. And love as wide as  space in this galaxy.
But let's wake and face reality.
Its a major break in sanity.
*** you hate me like you make.
Me angry.
And that maybe alot.
Like take your shot.
Or gutter ball. *** you strike me as hot.
Not street thot
**** what he thought.
I'm as sweet as. Diabetes.
Till he's deceased or at least
Getting teeth rot.
Ghetto beats.
Ain't for the poet
But im bleeding.
Heat from. My living breathing beat box.

Humbled by your strong back.
Long arms.
And your smiling face.
Eternity is all it takes.
For my love of you
To finally fade.

It won't die away.
Like magnets.
Opposites in action.
Gods  science great.
But its just a diet.
Of a chemist taste
Like bi ******
Head
We exchange
And give it many ways
The love pups.
To buy us seconds.
In a precious pregnant state.
Together forever
Stepping to heavens gates.
So don't step this way.
With petty hate.
You ******* square.
I'll round your fate
If judgement awaits.
*** I'm not curvy enough.
To be a femmy shape.
Wanna draw to conclusions
At least get it straight.
Or dot your pious eyes.
Period I'm not meant to wait.

Explicite course of Action.
Left to settle a debt with Debbie.
Machete. Mask.
And intervention.
Impossible
When it gets as heavy.
As a levy
Facing katrina ...
wet and yet to break!!!!!
No **** here.
I mean a.....
I'm ******* deadly straight!!!!
Crash test dummies.
Out the gate head is great
It ain't just a head fake.
Fast *******
Till my neck breaks.
You say ******* *******
decapitate my precious face
With shrapnel.
Traveling in good intention.
To set straight my crooked bangs
Crooked smile.
Battle size. Savage size
Crocodile. The jungles humbled by
a monster.
With blackest eyes
In a puddle half as wide.
As habitat
Required for predators
Half your size
to hunt and trap their type.
You have my life.