Hey its me.
Tried to set this up.
Whatever ***.
It doesn't settle up.
Like sediment
In the desert does
But if it ever was.
Id never lust
A nother rush. Blush
Like heaven does
When loving us
I fell in love
For
A thing that never was.


I'm like a massive flame.
Burning in the thirst of night.
Turn me on.
Nocturnal urges.
We always go to work at night

Selection is a crazy *****
Think first sight is just a mercy fight
Till love is like a bird.
Learning why the first times
Nervous flight
Until you find the words to fly

Everything else on earth.
Is just distraction from your lullaby
A nursery rhyme. For this
Thing that never was and I.

Where do you stand.
Does your presence devide them
Do you lie
And decide. To not stand close holding on right
Beside them.
Uniting is difficult
Decide. Is everything you believe.
Is more than a line between
The people who
Remind you. Of hate. Or why.
Everything is always what you believe

Look whats going to happen
You want fore show.
Here's a glimpse class.
Im uncertain.
But at first glance
Its going to be ****** with
A surgeon.
Made of tempered steel
That works  
world class.
And a nurse that.
Keeps heavenly intent on me.
While my body
Takes a dirt nap.
Switch it up.
And **** in side a bag.
My spinal tap
Like giants legs.
And no time to die or fight back
**** this verse.
I'm wishing.
For a hope. Never coming.
Where's my mind at.
Maybe if I tried not trying
Oh fuckit man ill try that
Wave at me passing by
I always say ******* hi back

Seeking help to find.
Whats deep inside.
Though not knowing
No more. Than
What I see are lies.

Its coming i believe.
In something
So great.
Maybe thanks.
Is my peace of mind

Reaching in the distance.
Can't ever seem to reach his highs.
I'm like drugs. Since I was juvenile
To keep me high

But forever **** that.
I want my life to be amazing
Every second changing
Rearranging colors daily

Lord save me
I'm chained. And I need
Some feeling.
Some people.
Who believe in me to shape me
*** its a day away from slavery
God made me
Devil enslaved me
And Jesus is the only one who can save me

If rumours.
Yeah rumours were my evidence
Than you were.
Nothing short of seconds
In my memory.
Knew her.
It was droplets on my everything
I've come to fall. Like. Kings of old.
And wars forgotten by the centuries.

Hey. Can you stand to truth.
Hey who's the first to shoot.
Can you love. Him though
Not knowing of.
Any thing other than.
Anything other than
He's a nother man.


If lies were all you knew.
Would you hunt.
And seek whatz true?
In your dreams.
A love so few.
Have from a nother man
Knowing nothing other than
Me and you.

You want the truth is.
Down to the ugly core
I suffer from
Something
You had no prior assumptions
Towards. Before
Unless truth is fall out boy won.
A lifetime
country award.
My memories.
Not worth treasuring.
But my kids are something I adore
Precious I mean best kids award
I want some more.
But I need a change of life so dramatic.
That I'm practically
On hells kitchens ******* cutting board.
I stomach so much garbage.
That love is all
That I have time to rummage for
In the heap of rubble for
Trouble is I'm stumbling
Through death like.
Mother earth.
Is the one who has to suffer more.
God I love you
He screams no you ***
I ******* luv you more.
I did nothing more important.
Than absorb. ND LEAVE MY tragedy...
My misinformed entanglement
And interaction. With vanity.
And get my fingers off the
mother board
Jordan gable house.
You ran from truth so much
You've forgotten what your
Running for

Jessie Reyes you mentioned.
He's got love for me.
Is this real.
The way I feel. Confessional.
Is I have. Thoughts.
Hopes its eventually real
That the devil himself. In best
Attire. Couldn't dress up as incredibly
well.
As the masking machine. Monster
I made to hide.
My ****** tells. Heart swells
I'm like ****. I'm in motion. Of chemical. Grief...... Tell em
When my weapon. Of war.
Is a heavenly peace. .......Let um
I feel his smell and its sweet.
My hopes are rejected.
But inside I'm crying
Why am I seeing.
Stan.
In my pathetic reflection.
I get it. I see it. But I don't know
What the mental illness
Projected.
Voices and people
dripping wax over
The coals of smoke. Blowing
Holes in my head ex direction
While my brain.
Is directed. In detective mode
No shred of unbiased
Investment
Twenty seconds. Into my
Match of inter dimensional.
Tetris.
I see slim by the window.
Pitching up a Jimmy necked tent n
The sky turns dead
And his tents getting wet.
So I crept in the entrance.
Asked him a question.
My mind became. A black sky
With gastro swelling
And negative pressure. In my I lower intestine.
Like a puff from the dragon.
Selling me seconds.
In an abandoned fan lit.
Gas fueled. Combustion.
So fast not even my stomach.
Had a chance to react
It just happened.
Dance with my last name
A fast removal. Of credit.
*** balloon heads are
For the newly dead.
And your such a beautiful
Couple