I cursed my existence
I also cursed yours
I'm wishing you well
I'm wishing you ill
I know it is love
And it is incomplete
But someday I'll look in your eyes
Once again after a long time
Harboring all the grief
Manifesting all the sadness
Venting all the anger
But I'll let out a genuine smile
And that's how I'll know
My love is finally complete
Because I finally forgave you

You say you won't cry
(and you know I know why),
But you will.
When memory reminds you
Of our life and thrills,
Our talks of love
In the park on the hill.
Our fear for our children,
Our love for each one,
Our love for each other
Before our love was gone.
You say you won't cry,
But you know you will.

Could you turn my pain
into love again
Could you touch my skin
like a drop of rain

Please, don't treat me
like an unknown person
Please, let me be happy
in your prison

Could you hear me, please?
Would you answer me, please

Do you still enjoy the sunset
as we did before
Do you remember me there yet
or not anymore

No, I can't deal
with my emotion
No, I won't stop my eyes
to be an ocean

Would you relive my memories
Could you fix my broken heart, please

Do you miss me
as I miss you in the moonlight
Do you cry for me
as I do for you every night

I can't live
with this pain of separation
Day after day
I'm falling into the omission

Could you feel me, please?
Will you come back to me, please?

Somewhere in the not so distant past
The fires of life burned and granted us our wishes
And although we have not a single clue
That the cinders would eventually turn even us to ashes
We lived in hopes of eternal flame
And at the moment the past was still the present
Foolish it may seem, but we wanted nothing to change
For how could we desire change when the horrors of life seemed nonexistent

Yes we grow, we become stronger
But at the cost of us losing a part of ourselves in the process
As we discard ourselves to feed the flames
We keep the fires burning that masks our weakness
We cling to the past for hope in desperate times
For it was hope that once drove us to grow wings and reach greater heights
We hope that maybe life's not so cruel after all
That maybe we're strong enough keep the treasures we found in our flights

We never know what the future holds
Maybe things really happen for a purpose and for a reason
And we slowly rekindle the flames we lost
In the hearts of the people that keep us company each passing season
But for a moment in time somewhere in the not so distant past
We have everything we could want and could ever need
In the end, maybe some of us are not prisoners of the past after all
But rather, grieving connoisseurs of the life we lost and can only recall

There will come a time when someone accuses you of telling lies
And they'll try to hurt you with their heartless words and judging eyes
Even if the world turns on you and won't believe a word you say
And even if they make you wear a crown of thorns for their sick play
I will stand and be the one to wipe away those tears you shed
And when someone's hurt you let me be the arms you lean instead
Even if all hope is lost and somehow I'm forced to fade away
And even if I disappear I know that things will be okay
I'll become eternal and will live on in your memory
I'll never forget you and I hope you will remember me
You're my dearest treasure and for you I'll take my heart and soul and I'll risk it all

My life was crippled the instant you're gone
Letting you go was the hardest decision I've done
In my eyes, the world halted to a standstill
You made me realize my heart was fragile

Now you're moving on and facing tomorrow
You've grown so much even after all the sorrow
I love you and I hate you are contradictories
But they're the thoughts that remained when I remember the memories

I abhor you for giving up on the dreams we built together
Leaving a burden on my soul I will carry forever
But I love you enough support you with the words I can never tell
And I still love you even after we both bid our farewell

I wish she looked at me
Like she looks at you
When I set her free
She came running back to you

Though you broke her heart
She desperately clung to you
I tried to fix her every part
If she only had a clue

When I finally patched her up
I finally figured out
I'll never measure up
'Cause you're the one she shouts

With every ounce of my being
In my heart I stayed true
I only dreamed of one thing
I just wished I was you