I hear people speak of the pleasures of war. Funny how all who say that are kings or bystanders enjoying their freedom. I wish they were more careful with their words. People like myself who over hear them might get upset. It triggers a horrid reminder of the situations that presents itself to us everyday in the form of a “job”, no matter any of those feelings or thoughts..this is the life we are in. Ensure you give thanks for this life, if you see no reason then the fault is only in yourself. Know that when your time comes, don’t allow your heart to be filled with fear of death. Arrive at your death happy, maybe a little drunk, in love and late. Live your life to the fullest so when the time comes you are not scared and praying for more time to live life differently. Life in its simplest form is so much more enjoyable but we have built blockades of distractions for ourselves and we might never know. Life is no longer the goal, it’s whatever someone self perceived peak of happiness is, they are nostalgiac for something they’ve never had.

I'm always aiming for the highest point of understanding for the person my words are meant for. But since we first started messaging and conversing I craved more conversation with you in a sense that I feel like I'm missing out if I don't talk to you. I like your smile, your laugh, your vibe... and I’ve just met you.You’re beyond beautiful and that’s a perfect decor for your depths, personality, and substance. I feel a mental connection there that fills all the other areas we haven't gotten to explore yet such as a deeper emotional connection or a physical connection. I meet women sometimes and I feel lust but speaking with you is like a conversational lust lol idk if that makes sense. And on a side note your voice is so fuckn attractive lol when you laugh and you put your hand up to your mouth. You have a routine about you and it’s just dope af. The way you carry yourself is something that should be almost idolized. You don’t seem to spend all your time looking for happiness, it’s like you know doing that will lead you to finding happiness in the wrong places sometimes. You just find joy in what is. You just want to Be who you are, not what you're perceived to be. And most importantly you don't get stuck between categories and definitions

They say war is somewhat like hell,
It's damages your heart and mind
I say it again; war is hell for those who have stopped to wonder.
How do I know this?
I have one too many friends laying 6 feet under.  
The world is nostalgic of peace
Unfortunately all we have to offer is more and more grief
So whether we change now or later
It's just too early for our friends and family to meet their creator
War is hell and we can't come together
We as people can make this so much better
Get rid of the hate and lies
Don't give anyone a reason to cry
It’ll feel good if no one has to die

I’m thankful to the person who messed up and let you go
Now I have the opportunity to love you in a way they could never show
A better opportunity to grow
I wanna be able to ****** your soul without ***
I wanna reach the finish line of your mind that once was so complex
Help each other accomplish our goals and then ask “What’s next?”
Trust that it’s just you and me..**** the rest.
You’re the one who has brought me life through love after all the years “love” has taken life from me.
Your prior chaos will now become a new life
Not a “You” nor and “I”...now it’s “We”

It’s rare to find someone who truly wants to explore you deeply beyond the body and mind, who has a desire to learn every ounce of your soul, just because they want to love you right. I am something different for you, you make me better and wash away the bitter.

It would be my pleasure to please you
Kiss you...grip you...tease you
We have previous encounters so never mind your bruises
I just wanna choke you...ride you...**** your juices
I want you to beg...waiting and wanting
I’ll make you hold off...teasing and taunting
I want you to get wetter with each kiss
Moan with each grip
Wetter with each flick
Place your lips on my tongue
I just wanna make you ***
I want you to endure the *******
I’ll hold you down through the leg spasms
Don’t move I need you to take it
We have more rounds. Can you take it?
I just wanna have my way with you
Lay with you
I just wanna go deep in you
Slide in let it leak out you  
I just wanna hit that spot
Find it and give it all I got
I love the way you arch your back
Let me flip you over so you can throw it back
Let me make it work
That plus your ****** and you might squirt
I’ll put the rope on nice and tight
Turns me on when you tug and fight
But then again you know what I like
I just wanna choke you while I stroke you
I know you’ll cuss and moan like you’re suppose to
& when I’m done we can switch so you can **** me like a real one supposed to

How does it feel knowing your presence changes my mood...contributed to my feelings and had the ability to turn me on. All you have to do is exist