How does it feel knowing your presence changes my mood...contributed to my feelings and had the ability to turn me on. All you have to do is exist

I want you to quiver on your throne
Trembling all through your bones
Claw my fingers down your back
Make up for the 2 months I lacked
I’ll sit you down and tell you how it should be
You understand the dominant act you’ll be begging by the count of three
No i don't wanna break you
Just see how far you can bend.
But please dont worry love
I'll kiss you till all the bruises mend
I’ll pull you closer so the games can begin
I just want you to lay there
Unable to move
I wanna leave a warm wet trail across your skin it’s so smooth
I wish I could taste your flavor and have it last longer than our distance
I want that scratching and grabbing along with that resistance
I wanna take you over without vote
Look at those pinched veins as I grab your throat
My long hands along your jaw
Devils claw
I want it now; I want it raw
I feel this predators lust
Making you mine is a must
Teeth leave greedy marks
Sweat pooled in the dark
Labored torn lips and fingertips
Come mount me so you can feel this grip
I want you to cuss and moan
Ride my face and **** your throne
I wanna demand what I want so you can give me what I need
Submit to me so I can take the lead
I want you to quench this well developed kink
Wetter and wetter as I slide in that pink
There’s something dark in me that needs control
I need all your mind, body and soul
Dripping down the insides of your thighs;
*******, mascara running down your eyes
The need to be tamed
You cannot control,
it's sick but the pleasure
screams: "just once more".
You crave it with every cell
but from your looks you could never tell.
Rough hands grabbing you tight,
controlling you like a puppet
mouth wide open gasping for air,
I smacked it and you said it loved it
Black leather and cold chains,
purple and blue lights blow your brain
So many things to use,
but you’re still the favorite toy.
Pointing fingers, narrow minds
but you’re only there to enjoy.
All love, no sadness.
Just moans and madness.
I wanna drive you crazy like no other could
Keep repeating it’s so fukn good
I want the crash of my body to send waves of pleasure into your current. I wanna drown in the depth of it all. So let’s get started, no need to stall.

You should have never left tho
You should have never let go
You left me standing in the dark
Eyes full of tears and broken heart
You really had me fooled girl
You were everything, my whole world
I still got your ticket for our vacation
Hope that **** is refundable
I can tell you won't be able to make it
I was caught in your moments
You spoke your soul like a poet
I gave you my heart to hold it
You knew your intentions
And just so you know it
I blame myself
You held the gun
And I'm the one who loaded it
I'll still pray for you
I pity my next love if they can make it through
Because damaged people..damage others
So I hope when you walk out
You know you'll never find another
I regret introducing you to my mother and my brother

You're beautiful..outside and in
I have an insatiable desire to write poetry on your skin
I wanna write ******* with ****** touch
Planting seeds of sensuality..is it too much?
Watch my penmanship, a steady stroke Hallucinations start from mental smoke
Into your skin I want my words to sink
Stuck on you like poetic tattoo ink
Down from your feet, up to your eyes
Writing haiku’s between your thighs
Just lay there as I visually feast
My personal masterpiece
I'm in charge...is that ok?
I'll be controlling you in the most sensual way

There is nothing more attractive than a woman who puts in effort they are afraid to express themselves they can do it without the feel of being desperate someone you can have a conversation with without fear of judgment someone who seduces your mind before your body someone who will take a chance and be vulnerable with you someone who is still in touch with their morals and themselves and has it let society take their perspective on life and isn't afraid of what to come someone who encourages growth and has ambitions someone who isn't afraid to say what they feel I need someone to address for me emotionally and mentally I'll be in a room full of beautiful women and still only be focused on your existence and from there just let me love you

She told me that I'm not enough
I wanted love and she wanted lust
Now she left me with a whole bunch of problems and a lot of **** pain
She crumbled me to pieces
How do I expect not to feel pain
How do I expect to stay sane
When it was all just a game
It's like those people that pass up knowledge just to have fame
So I guess we both lost
But at what cost
You tried to turn me in to something I'm simply not
So let's not pretend we're something
When we're really just nothing
So please don't fake it
I'm at a point where I really can't take it
If fairy tales have taught us anything
We fall in love with short stories the most
But really my true love is now a fukn ghost

I can't help but to envision long talks on summer nights
Cliche poems I wrote you'll convince me to recite
Asking if this is for life
Thinking it just might
Wish I could be sleeping next to you every night
Knowing you're the light at the end of the tunnel
Drowning in your love keeping me humble
Knowing you'll catch me if I stumble
Allowing me to see what real love can do
Expressing that I will always love you
Excited to share thoughts I never have before
Giving you my heart and so much more
Ready to explore you down to your core
But wait, pause...
I snapped back to reality
To the present state where you ripped out all my heart in totality
The beginning of this is what I hoped for
Now these are currents facts, nothing less than true
The real story of what's between me and you
I wish I could have known
I wish I didn't rely on your presence to give my heart a home
However I'm still thankful for the self love you gave
Made me realize I never needed anyone just to be saved
No I'm not sad, mad, frustrated
Just nostalgic of the times when I knew we would have made it.
Now we have become nothing more than strangers
I'm clouded with the thought of love being a danger
The main thing that took a toll were my expectations
Now I approach trust with just hesitation
I'm well aware time heals all
But it still doesn't change the pain of the fall
You were my karma for hearts I broke in the past
Leading on women when I knew we wouldn't last
I was content being genuine and toxic
Both smiling and nauseous
Just when I thought my heart was closed
You conjured up a key like a locksmith
I allowed you to invade all my space
Giving anything for a smile on your face
Your scent became embedded in my flesh
I thought about our future and what was next
Little did I know how much I invested
So by the time you were gone I couldn't have helped it
No time to embrace or prepare
So when you said you loved someone else
My face drew a blank stare
Heartache became more than just emotional
It became physical
Seeking advice from friends, just to get ridiculed
The struggle is what makes you self made
Taking in consequences like there was a price to be paid
All beauty has consequences
I clearly am not your last
But just another obstacle you had to pass
No love lost
I wish you the best
No hard feelings
I'll just figure out the rest
And for those who read this I can attest
Open your minds
Never live life off the concept of time
Along with opportunities and words
These things you can't get back
I gotta focus more and get back on track
I'm over being an option and not a priority
I gave you everything I had til there was no more of me
I'll create my own foundation
More self love without any hesitation
Never mistake my trust issues as insecurities
Never mistake silence as purity
We all have our demons
I keep mine away
Safe in the corners so they don't see the light of day
I wish you the best and you'll find another
But on some real ****. Stop texting my mother